Help me, Obi Wan Kenobi. You’re my only hope…

Urgh! Hi BlueSky! I was doom scrolling through TikTok and a video came up using the song ‘Rooftops’ - which was admittedly a banger. I haven’t listened to it since Ian Watkins was exposed for being the vile shit he was. Now it’s an ear worm & I’m scared it’s going to audibly come out of my mouth 😭

Oh hi! I forgot about this :)

Next year I’m going to treat myself to Download RIP and stay on site. Decided :)

I still haven’t got to the gym before work. After work? Yes. But never before. One goal at a time, yeah 😂

I was 12 stone 7 at Download 2017. Before things went wrong 😂 I’m so close to that again and I feel truly great!

I’m 2.2lbs off a three stone weight loss!! That’s mental :)

It truly comes to something when I become the peacemaker in situations 😂

I really want to be one of those people who goes to the gym before work rather than after. I am not one of those people today. Bed is way too comfy!

Gym is killing me in this heat! Must persevere…

Two more bags worth of clothes on their way to charity ♥️ I’ve really scaled my wardrobe back and I’m happier because of it. I’ve learnt I get overwhelmed by ‘too much’, and I don’t need so much ‘stuff’ to be happy these days :)

I’m so pleased that skinny jeans are no longer in fashion and I can waltz around in my flares again 😂

I’ve lost 30.4lbs since January. Safe to say I feel great :)

Two things - I wish we all looked out for vulnerable people a little more, and I wish mental health was looked at as an issue with our environment rather than with people. And i genuinely feel for all the mental health workers out there. That’s a bloody hard job.

I swear watching this Ambulance programme is a form of self harm. It breaks my heart every time, yet I still watch it totally captivated.

As if I got sunburnt to fuckery today! 😂 I’ll never learn…

My toxic trait this week is watching (discovering) Race Across the World, and thinking that @chlobearldn.bsky.social and I should apply…

I’ll obviously still do The Smiler too. That’s too good to bypass. Lowkey wish it was ERT on Wickerman though 😂

So next Saturday I have an hours exclusive ride time after park close at Alton Towers. It’s just for X Sector. I’ve been on The Smiler a million times now. Oblivion? Twice. I’m still scared of it. I plan on looping Oblivion in that hour to just get myself used to it sans anxiety :P

Aaah a day where people who can’t drive are on the roads. Fun 😬

Cutting the pets nails always worries me. It’s so easy to cut too much and they bleed. That’s horrible :(

Even if I have spent the last hour trying to cut his nails and him making it as hard for me as possible 😂

AI created this illustration of me and my dog. As I was too lazy to do it myself :P it’s cute though ♥️

I love this new fearless version of me 😂

Yeah. I’ll do Swarm (again), Stealth and Saw at Thorpe Park.

It’s really nice that I have such a good relationship with my brother in law and sister in law :) I love both of them as much as I love my brothers ♥️

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I’ve had my breakfast 95 calorie Easter Freddo 😂

As the late, great David Lynch said. Fix your hearts or die.

I will never enable bad or cunty behaviour.

I had a new BBQ and new garden cushions in my Amazon basket a few days ago... *sigh*

At least - given the last week of sun - my garden is looking *chefs kiss* 🤌

Oh, England. You were doing so well… ☀️

I didn’t have the ice cream…

And it’s been one of those days when calorie counting has gone out the window. I have pistachio ice cream and I’m gonna eat it (and cry later no doubt).

Today has been a day. Why is it that my days are either dead or manic? There’s no normal. Please can tomorrow be normal. Thanks.

Traits that are red flags for me; people who are entitled (worse one), people who are spiteful, people who take no accountability and people who fall out with literally everyone!

There’s not enough hours in my today to get everything I need to get done, done!

Went away for a week. Came back and my garden resembles a jungle! I need to find time to mow the lawn. Like…. tomorrow. SOS!

Super busy week… BUT at least my brother is all moved out of his flat now and into my mums. Keys handed over. Now it’s just the wait for their house to complete and then they’re off to Harpenden to start a new life ♥️

Somehow ended up putting Ghost’s ‘Rite Here Rite Now’ on for my family. My mum - “they’re really good” 👍

I also don’t understand why I think twice about taking painkillers, when I am taking a multitude of tablets and vitamins to balance my body.

I’ve been so accident prone lately. Badly hurt my thumb at the gym, and now hurt my right eye. Feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve rolled my eyes backwards so much over the last two days that I’ve given myself a headache 😂

Other people’s actual juvenile relationships make me so happy to be single :D

I’ve been asleep since 5pm. I must’ve really needed that. Wide awake now though… damn it!

I will never get bored of how close I live to Alton Towers and how lucky I am to be able to visit all the time. Have I mentioned how much I love where I live? Because I’d not want to live anywhere else ♥️

Burnt myself out last week so have bailed on Alton Towers today. Never fear. I’m going tomorrow. Just think two days in a row would’ve killed me.

Shit weight loss this week. Need to remember to drink more water and try to eat more fruit… writing this one off as null and void 😂