Wow a 2 for 1 deal

You ever have a day where you squirt all your white yogurt all over you, and now you're in a hot mess? Thats how my mondays been.

when someone in chat asks for streaming advice I always give them some variation on this: 1️⃣take an improv class or three and 2️⃣develop a genuine interest in the lives of other people you'll make a thousand more friends being interested in others than you will trying to get them interested in you

Towards the end of September, I had the chance to be one of the last people to buy a yoyo from Shawn Garcia, whom passed away sometime in October 2025. He was so kind to me in the DM exchanges we had and thus, this particular throw holds great emotional bearing to me.

I really dislike how forgetable I am in yoyo, but that is really just ego and nostalgia bringing about said thoughts to the surface. I recognize it, and try to forget and merely accept my place in this wonderful community of slinging circles. But that lingering thought remains. #YoyoThoughts

"I need my reach, bitch" - quote

Here is a (likely incomplete) list of apps that are enabling ICE to track your smartphone's location. Download, mirror, and reshare. docs.google.com/spreadsheets...

Currently having a sitdown to re-examine whom it is I personally support via various social media platforms. I Need to be more socially aware of who it is I divide my attention to, in terms of individuals personal beliefs that askew to my own.

I'm so tired of American Hypocrisy and ignorance.

Live during my 11pm to 7am shift, The pedophile President of the United States ordered the Military to bombard parts of Venezuela as well as captured President Maduro and his wife. What in the ever living fuck!?

Happy New Years for anyone that see's this Unfortunately, my new years aint ending happily and I'm just going to fade into the night. I lay sickly in bed barely able to breathe due to either getting the flu or covid. Just a wednesday going into thursday.. #NewYear2026

I guess I'm old #VRChat

Yeaaaa

My boss: "If you were to pick a number between 1 and 10 and that number is stuck up your ass, what would it be? Zammy: "I'd pick a number 6- starts out Skinny but flare base...." #ThingsAtWork

Someone in chat dropped a toe bean emote and my brain just tapped out. Simple things get me every time.

Hiya! Made this video talking about thoughts and feelings with making videos in the "relatable trans memes" niche, creator burnout, and a bit of our journey making stuff online 💖 youtu.be/8jEm2RpM7cc

something something no nut and the moon idk

Whenever I see yoyofactory's new "Balls" yoyo, I have an overwhelming urge to ask: "Have your balls dropped yet?" #yoyofactory

woooow its been a year since i last posted here!!

"God is in his heaven, all is right with the world." #Evangelion

Wait a second... #VRChat

There I go again, letting the internet dictate my mood into oblivion like an earthquake on the Saint Andreas fault line. Yippee.

We out here on this Culvers breakfest.

Chat, is there such a thing as Aura-gooning? I'm about a farm this Nut again. #unhinged

Running 12s this weekend for work. The level of anxiety and nervousness that I have tonight is incredibly high as I'm not used to this part of hotel shift. 7pm till 7am. A lot more human interaction/Running around the building than my usual 11/7 shift + running on little sleep

Really need to remember to post on here but literally no one talks to me! 👉👈🥺

Only made into three days of November for the No-Nut November game. It was that twitter trend of the fishnet x highheel trend that did me in! Dammit ZakkieVR! I told you! #NoNutNovember2025

A very uneasy anxiety filled feeling is taken over me and my mother. We have a outdoor colony of cats we take care of. With help via my aunt, we were connected with a spay and neuter program that will begin the process. I hope all our furry babies will be okay..

a curse that means well. 🖤

Met a few nice people over the weekend.

A few pics from my last stream with @eriana.gay

SHUT UP YALL I GOTS ME SOME KENFUCKY FRIED CHIMKENS :3

Today is an extremely emotional day for me as October 6th is the anniversary day of my step-father's passing. So far I've had three different breakdowns due to memories flooding my brain, but I'm still holding somehow. Disregard any depressive stuff I say, its stemming from this day...

Embrace the Chaos.

You ever just realize there is always going to be at least one person you try your best to be nice and outgoing with, only to say the wrong things everytime? SMH

I care too much about people that would never give me the time of day. Today is one of those days where I am legitimately annoyed at myself for being a "nice individual". Maybe I should treat people how they treat me: Non-responding, cold shoulder or apathetic.

Double trouble! >< #vrchat #vtuber

That Bi-panic moment when you are putting sweet icing on cinnamon buns When you see it and bite your lip like... Mmph~ <3 #BisexualMoments

Of course the fucked right and MAGAts are honeing in specifically because the shooter in the minnesota school shooting is trangender. and yet statistics have proven most mass shooters are 98% cis males. Oh but of course, lets just ignore everything else wrong.. What the fuck.

Must strive to stay awake at work. 11 to 7 graveyard shifts be damned at times. The Eep-overload is too much. Yesterday mornings technical issues has made me emotionally drained and physically no energy.

Very rough time at work today. first half of my shift was amazing due to watching my favorite streamer and causing chaos But as my shift went further..glitches with the system, drunk rude guests being loud and a printer that went down an hour before my shift. I wanted to cry.

I dont care about myself. But I do care about others. There's so many people that I want to see them chase their happiness and achieve there dreams! Thats what makes me happy... Don't give up! Break the impossible! Believe in yourself!!

Got home from work and its a grey lit atmosphere. The sky is starting to cry again, almost like its reflecting how I'm feeling. I got home and I'm just overwhelmed with emotions and feelings that I try to burrow deep into the ground.. perhaps my eyes wont rain too hard..

TENGEN-TOPPA

I really wish I was at the World Yoyo contest held in Prague, Czech right now. It hurts not to be there. #WorldYoyoContest2025

The whole Tarriff situation is so fucked up because I sit here and wonder how its the literal biggest grift Trump will ever do. All that money will probably get funneled into his and his cronies pockets. Its one of the biggest middle fingers to the american people. #FuckTrump

I recreationally take drugs. I mean yoyo #Yoyorecreation #Todaysthrow #yoyo

Man... :'( was just reminded that its National girlfriend day and that I recently just went through a break up a week and a half ago. Now I'm feeling all caught up in vulnerability and distress. Guess I'll just cuddle with loneliness.

shots from previous stream that i forgot to post. Thanks for being there for me @eriana.gay @lonespirit.bsky.social @tailsthefluffy.gay #vrchatcommunity #vrchatphotography #vrchatpictures #vrc #vr #VR #lugz #portfolioday #VRChat #VRChat_world紹介 #VRChatワールド紹介 #VRChat_World

Cool, completely forgot to take my anti-depressant medication which is a 24 hour cycle pill. Please brain, let it work enough so I dont spiral out into a bi-polar hurricane of manic storms and depressive waves.