Its been a hard day today. The partner (who really isn't my partner anymore, just a mate that you share a house with) admits they have considered suicide, then says he goes to bed early but wakes up at 1am to drink alcohol, then says that they're lonely but all i see is him pushing friends away.

So the first time I caught Covid, it attacked the lymphatic system in my left leg. It causes my left leg to swell up badly especially in the Queensland heat and humidity requiring my Occupational Therapist to wrap it up tight in bandage for 3 days. Yes it's uncomfortable. Need hugs.

Its my birthday. Please send nudes or videos. Or both!

What did I get for Christmas this year? The flu. Hey at least it's not Covid but damn I'm sweating

I am not a tradie. But wearing these boots, socks, jock and tight shorts worked.

Been growing my beard. Got it chopped off today. What do you think, long or short is better?

Body positivity Friday. Even if i am a fatty boom-bah

Jizz the season to be jolly, fa la la la la la la la la la.

The thing is, the guy i share a house with, my supposed partner, isnt my partner. He has zero idea what i like. Zero. When does one give up and just leave?

Who wants a deep sniff?!

Im currently researching a novel and while watching a World War2 documentary, I saw footage of an infant being forced away from its mother. My heart broke and I cried as I saw the infant trying to go back to the mother but a soldier pushed the infant away numerous times. Absolutely heart wrenching.

So Sunday was kind to me, but Monday kinda sucked and not in a fun way. Anyhoo, shower time for this sweaty bear

Be good to me, Sunday. I need a rest.

A cheeky pic fit for a Saturday afternoon. Join me?

I'm very happy that I'm seeing my psychotherapist on Wednesday. I had a bit of a mental health episode last night and it's rattled me, still has, actually.

Gratuitous butt pic for a Monday. Who wants to rim daddy?

Dear diary, tonight I lost the art of laughing.

Dear diary, today I worked from home, got horny, decided to have a wank. The neighbour was in clear view from my work office on the first floor, and I watched him mow the lawn in rugged apparel and boots and I stroked one out, touching myself. I have zero regrets.

That awkward moment when you see a married man that has had your d!ck in their mouths, and you see them at your local pub, and they try to avoid you.

I have an overpowering sense of sadness today. I think it's time to go back on antidepressants. Problem is, I get terrible ED. The shingles have gone but I have post Shingles neuralgia. Such fun (not).

Well, 2 weeks of shingles can go f#ck itself off. Still itchy but the blotchy pussy skin has calmed down. First time I felt like smiling today. To celebrate, here's a half nekkid selfy of bear and beard.

So, if you had long term friends, like really long term mates. Been through highs and lows. Then all these mates go away on a holiday about 200km south from you and you're not invited. I'm feeling really cast out after seeing pics of them on Socials. I feel pissed off, angry. Is that wrong?

Am going through a stressful time. My body has manifested stress into a few illnesses. Trying to get better. These days are nothing like i had planned.

Right here, right now. Join me?

I see a little silhouette of a bear...

This is also me.

This is me.

Been a tough week health wise. Arthritis flare up and swollen left foot. Am doing what I can to help the body recover. Having a lazy lie in on a Saturday morning.

Can't thank @craigmgraham.bsky.social enough for making this for me, I really like this one! You're so creative, Craig!

Its so damn hot and humid, must remember to put on a shirt when I have work meetings!

Yeah so it's a slightly naughty pic. Don't let the smile fool you, I got diagnosed with osteoarthritis on Monday, and the pain in my body is real, folks!

@maduretes.bsky.social found you!