my friend said there needs to be a soda phone so the vision is expanding

please ignore anything i say i think im extremely d word rn and putting off doing something

i yearn for a family computer set up but like it's just me as the family

current missing my childhood house that i barely have memories of

anxiety meds worked last night but now i'm having anxiety from remembering last night 💀

i just remembered that i almost said "a tsunami of piss" yesterday during my dnd season bc the dm spilled his red bull on the map 🧍🏻‍♂️

why tf do i have a text from my DM from 7 IN THE FUCKING MORNING BRO THE FUCK ITS A SATURDAY

sigh

PRETTY BOY JUST BROKE OUT SINGING A FOB SONG 😭😭😭😭😭

sorry pretty boy i'm skipping your ad segment on this video

i think at this point i'm actually serious about getting a dumb phone and like getting offline for a while

dan follows a furry on instagram ???!!

i was playing tlltd and missed a phupload 😔

didn't realize how much i missed pj (just remember that i can't watch old streams of his)

don't think my hip hurts anymore but my fucking knee does 😭😭

byler nooooooo

i just remembered that the triage nurse(?) that first saw me went through my med list and kept glancing at me after confirming that i was on hormones

didn't shave my face & not wearing makeup today :D who the fuck am i

help i cant find scissors to cut off my hospital wristband and im going to end tonight 😭

MICHAEL WHEELER WHAT DID YOU DO

just looked at my discharge paperwork and the official diagnosis is "lumbar nerve root disorder" and i've been laughing at the word "root" for a hot minute

x ray came out normal so they think it's just a pinched nerve and they're prescribing me muscle relaxers but idk if i'll take them LOL (i can't swallow pills :/) i can take tylenol so hopefully that will help :P

okay so ig my mom is taking me to urgent care (literally don't know the difference lol(maybe i do idk)) just for an x-ray which means i had to take out all my piercings but now im afraid that i have a piercing that i don't know about 💀

no but like i don't want to go to the ER

HA NICE (my mom is making me go to the ER for my hip)

new thread of a different type of tiktoks that i've been saving

HA

can my hip please stop hurting 😭😭 i got places to be today 😭😭😭

watching a random youtube vid and the dude is cute and he's doing a end of vid extra thing (like dan used to do) and he's talking about fob 😭😭😭😭

i was left alone without my phone

watched a vid on tlltd and now the idea of making everyone in my counties jail is in my head 🧍🏻‍♂️

MAX HAS A CRUSH ON EL AND LUCUS TRIED SHOOTING HIS SHOT WOTH MAX BUY SHE WASNT INTERESTED 😭😭😭😭

i think i've lost my house keys which isn't that big of a deal bc i just had my door handle changed so i have a new key but the only downside is that i no finger have a key to the screen door 💀 and don't have the keychains my friend had made me 💀

what stereotype am i if im listening to my glee version Madonna CD while leveling up my tiefling druid dnd character

glad to know this is a bookmarkable bleet

i think koolaid give me heartburn now 💀

i have fucked up my pinterest feed 💀

they follow me everywhere

phasement bed

OMG

hard launch podcast alternate universe

i need to get off pinterest

how do in give this to dan and phil

are we seeing my vision

my hand hurts so much i played for too long i was ignoring the pain for like 10 minutes

ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME

the best thing i've ever done

killing myself btw

croissant in hand i was alone