NO BECAUSE WE GOTTA START REALLY BETA READING WRITERS IN GENERAL. Like writers in general would need to have a firm grasp of composition and themes with their work and not just plop steaming piles of slop and have dumbasses eat it up

lowkey I haven't off myself because I still gotta get the Agnes Digital banner that is gonna be out soon.

Maybe it’s my own way of coping with getting older. Like my time was long ago and I’ve been long overdue for it

I dunno, no matter what and how well my real life is going from an outsider’s perspective or all the medication in the world- I just cannot feel anything. Let alone any joy around this time.

Sometimes I would go into my old Deviantart storage and see these really bad vaulted comics I did 10+ years ago and seeing how 7 out of 10 of them aged like milk

YOOO WHO THE FUCK PUT HAZBIN HOTEL SESBIAN LEX ON MY TL?!?! I DON'T WANNA SEE THAT.

The fact that I had a hatred about everything about Millennials and all the archetypes of them- I despise that I accepted the idea that for like a few years I attempted to be normal only to embrace my initial alt/emo identity- like every damn elder emo.

God I've been loving this retirement

Took the Innocence Test 😔

When I think about this overall healing journey to better myself- but like to be a hater- wait no fuck that HATING IS HEALING

Really wanna get back into a writing kick again, and I'm only motivated by bad writing so I definitely need some bad fanfics

spectober day sixteen - yeah the weird horse girl with the swirly glasses is brewing me a concoction again #ウマ娘

Me in 2010 when I said that grown adult men shouldn't portray Touhou characters as braindead girlfriends to their poorly created edgy Touhou self-insert OCs

Not pointing fingers but realizing how someone centered their writing tropes with constant themes of harems or sexual content for a good chunk of their novel projects???? I must've been the only one in the room weirded tf out of that?

I never pay attention to my old YT videos but this dumbass responded to a old old video I did and ?????

Normalize stabbing pedophiles

Lostprophets singer Ian Watkins dies after attack in prison

BITCH WHAT THE FUCK?! First off why in the actual Hell would you try to insert yourself into a terrible situation that puts the victim in severe danger to make yourself look good?? Second, The fact that this is out in the open just makes it more idiotic, what the Hell is online decency anymore...

This is definitely a safe space to say this, but in retrospective, yeah while I was pretty mean to teens/ minors back then, I was still looking out for them to make sure adults weren't being fucking gross to them.

WAIT?!?! WHY DID I EAT THIS UP WHEN I WAS 17?!

How I was running around the wagon between 2014-2018

Oh brother where do I even begin, now that a lot has been shown out and about to the general public about these Western Touhou fan spaces, specially the station wagon. In retrospective, there were so many things that were just morally fucked up as a whole.

SEATED

Hot take but can the Touhou fanbase not have weirdos...FOR 5 MINUTES??!

You know what? Disney adults need to die!

I swear to god if I see Ai slop in any booths during this con season I am throwing fucking hands like Prime Tyson.

When highkey it amazes my friends how much I've been so avoidant or not into any type of sexual practices in like those types of conversations when it comes to being intimate. Nahh it's bc these antidepressants kill my sex drive and I'm not some weird gooner

I cannot believed that it's been sooo very long since I actually did type of crash out or rantings out in the open...WTF am I....a retired crash out???

Speaking of being a hater I was so critical about SR's writing even prior to the reboot as well as of how characters were written, and I got called toxic for it by a minority of the fanbase that stopped being interested after 2 weeks kek

Kendrick winning a Grammy for being a hater inspired me, maybe I should go back into being a hater

big shaundi fan #shaundi #saintsrow

Me whenever I say the most unhinge shit that would literally pop out of my mind

My comm information! #art #commission #commissions #commissioninfo #comminfo #lildrawsart

I feel like in a brand new outlet, I think this will be the right opportunity to not necessarily start fresh but to be more personal now that I reached that age and maturity that I've been more observant and reflective of who I am now reaching an age that I honestly didn't think I'd reach

I wanna say fuck it let's ball since for the longest time I essentially kinda just fucked off the face of the earth with the exception of just being active half the time on discord and during that time I held this long essay about my whereabouts after my severe episode nearly two years ago

Oh thank fuck, I'm aware from all the idiots in every fan space I've been a part of for more than a decade