I got such a genuine jumpscare when I refreshed youtube and saw "World Record 3x3 Rubik's Cube Average: 3.84" and just now I went back to check and apparently it's been sub-4 and I never heard about it 😭 (or I just forgot, my memory's kinda dogwater)

Where did the weekend go bro I swear it just started 😭

Sometimes I can't tell if I'm bi or aro because like I think I've loved before (both genders) but every time I think about it now it can kinda just be traced back to "oh wow, this person gets me and treats me reasonably" but like it's different from most of my friends so idfk anymore bro 😭

Is it normal to have multiple inner monologs having a conversation in your head?

I sure do love going to edit something at my dad's and realizing the voiceover is on the internal harddrive of my pc at my mom's because I forgot to move it 💔

Y'all, winter break cooked my sleep schedule so much 😭 All day being AP classes is NOT easier when you're eepy, I can tell you that much

I'm sitting in the car outside of my sister's girlfriend's house, waiting to take my sister to dance, listening to a state of the Commonwealth speech pre-show and beatboxing to myself. I truly live uniquely, and you cannot convince me otherwise

I still say I have a sailor mouth now, but omg, I used to swear SO much it wasn't even funny anymore 😭

I was gonna work on editing an actually good video today but something possessed me and I bought every hollow knight related thing on steam. I'm probably gonna stream playing hollow knight for the first (real) time later if you wanna watch me suffer :3

While I usually don't talk about real life related stuff, since it's not my place(as I don't live in America or anywhere nearby it), and I REALLY don't want to be doom and gloom, there was plenty of that LAST year alone, I do genuinely hope people in Venezuela are surviving and I wish them the best.

Twitch should let you sort within the last year instead of jumping straight from 'all time' to '30 days' because what in the world is that I mean, they could also just let you do custom dates, but that's probably too much to ask for from such a big company

I fucked up already, 2027 gonna be my year

My most recent picture of every cat (in reverse order of when we got them) because I haven't posted enough cat pictures recently

Zoned out, and by the time I zoned back in, I was halfway through a random beatbox freestyle that I fully didn't realize I was doing. I love autism /silly

I've never done va work, but I really wanna at least try it because I'm constantly changing my voice anytime I'm talking to people (online, at least) anyway, and that mixed with silly beatbox stuff I do (bass & synth sounds specifically) has given me pretty good voice control and it seems fun

I've got so much damn homework that I need to chug 5 5-hour energies to unlock the forbidden hour just to finish it all (I stole this joke from my second monitor video that's keeping me awake alongside the occasional metal pip sfx)

Mfs spend all their free time doomscrolling and wonder why they feel like shit, like just go outside bro, life is beautiful (I'm mfs)

I've gotten better about turning in work even when it's not 100% perfect because a 50% is still better than a 0% (I used to not turn in assignments if there was a single thing missing) but now I really need to fix my procrastination habits because rn I'm doing a 3-week long essay in like a few hours

Bro the streamer awards' audio mixing did Good Kid so dirty wtf 😭 (at least based on what they uploaded to yt, the gk upload sounds fixed up and a reupload of the livestream sounds alright too)

I sure do love staying up too late the night before a big unit test for an AP class because I procrastinated the packet until the very last night :D

I hope Papyrus shows up in Deltarune somehow and is actually just a really difficult fight because he actually wants to kill kris and/or the player instead of just capture them like w/ Frisk

It was, in fact, not number 3 in the tracklist lmao Anyways GOOD KID ALBUM GOOD KID ALBUM GOOD KID ALBUM WOOOOOOOOO

I'm starting to debate making more absolutely stupid videos on my goofy channel and make actually high effort stuff just in the bg on my main channel and see what happens

I've just come to the very sudden realization that I need money to pay for transition stuff like hrt... like I always knew it cost money, but for some reason it never dawned on me that there's more than just a doctor's appointment that I've procrastinated in the way of that

Rift does not have a number, I think they've learned lol

I could've gotten a good amount of sleep tonight if I just didn't procrastinate on my homework for like 3 hours, but here we are, I suppose (it's 1:00 AM for me)

Crazy how literally just eating dinner derails me for at least half an hour bruh 💀

Feeling sick and blasting hyperpop is a new feeling for me that I think would kill a Victorian child I also have hella homework due tomorrow that I've procrastinated so I can't rest that's fun :3

I really gotta learn to go to sleep when I say I'm going to 😭

The clamp that came with my microphone arm stand has (within less than a month) weathered down to the point that it's such an effort to get it to stay that I'm debating relearning 3d modeling, taking measurements of all the shit I need, and just making one myself because wtf is this

Clicked on a few old unlisted vids and omg my voice ewwwww I was trying too hard to be fem and it just ended up really high pitched and annoying and genuinely I couldn't keep watching it for more than a few seconds bro

I should've been asleep like 40 minutes ago, but instead, I've spent that time trying to build a mini gold farm in minecraft by killing zombie piglins with a magma block... if you know minecraft, you can probably guess how that went

I just made the :D face irl when I realized my REALLY old mc (maybe first) skin from my first smp with some friends fits PERFECTLY for a scene

I don't normally celebrate Christmas this early but I need some joy and whimsy in my life rn

A bunch of Kentuckians showing up to polls to vote on an off year is... something. I appreciate the enthusiasm to participate in democracy and make your voice heard, but you should really know about the issues/people you're going in to vote on ahead of time, which ya can't do if they don't exist :P

Why can't I watch videos without doing something else with my hands like a normal person? Like, 90% of the time, if I'm watching a video, I have to be either snacking or solving a Rubik's cube repeatedly (more often the ladder), and I don't get it lmao

Why does every person on pvp club suddenly have the world's worst internet? Like, even mine has gotten worse out of nowhere and I have no clue why but omg it's so annoying when every opponent I have takes kb so delayed that they can crit me out before my single hit registers

I got new headphones for my birthday and WHO LET ME MIX MY MUSIC LIKE THAT OMG EWW

FL Studio isn't recording patterns from my new midi keyboard, anyone know how to fix that? I can hear the sounds and everything, it just doesn't record it (with recording on ofc)

I'm a great liar because when I'm trying to be sarcastic I forget that it needs to be in a different tone half the time and it sounds genuine

I love getting derailed for 2 hours for a bit that a maximum of 3 people are gonna see

Chat I just got a new microphone and I'm now realizing how much my fem voice was carried by the old one not picking up every frequency 😭 Now I have to actually voice train for it to sound good 💔

Does anyone know if there's a way to import player paths into flashback (the minecraft mod) into a different environment or something? The greenscreen works, but DaVinci Resolve is kinda annoying about it

Idk why this crossed my mind to post, but a bit ago, I was on a friend's stream playing bedwars with him (not even in vc or anything) and some weirdo came into chat and asked if we were dating and I think that's the grossest I've ever felt on the internet lmao

Why does everything need the internet to get started? What happened to plug and play? I just wanna use my new midi keyboard, but it needs 20,000 installers and still doesn't think it's connected when it clearly is 😭

I have legally reached unc status today

Why must my throat hate me on the days I'm recording voiceovers

How the MCTiers captia is going for my slow-processing ahh

I've had an idea and I can't tell if it's great or terrible I'm at the point with my Spanish where I'm like almost able to use it but there's always something small missing So I thought it could be fun to try to do a stream where I'm only allowed to speak Spanish (1/2 prob)

You know when you go to a buffet and get way too full of a plate because your eyes are bigger than your stomach? That's how I am with videos sometimes. One of these ideas might take a year without breaks if I don't lock in 💔