I drew my first custom channel emoje for myself and my fans, and this one's really unique to me and kind of an inside joke! My subbers can now use this across Twitch as my thanks to them. BEAN JUICE! ☕ This is not for public use, for copy, distribution, or for UL outside of my channel. Art by me.

Don't mind me, just remembering that time the Dinkum RNG Gods blessed me with beautiful and bountiful Tiddy Isle, and Giraffe In A Necktieland, and I doodled over my map to show everyone the true glory of my lands bc a perfectly heart-shaped island was already enough but I was truly blessed this day

I finished my first canvas painting of the year! Huge milestone for me and I'm really proud of myself. Feels good to finally put my easel to use again, and this came out super cute. Prints and more to be added to the merch shop, and the OG is being shipped to @noirlune86.bsky.social ! #art #acrylic

I'm gonna finish this canvas painting today on stream if all goes well! See you at 11 AM ET! twitch.tv/ceynomore Funny enough this was just the colors I chose to block in my shapes for the final painting, but everyone loved it this way! So I'm gonna keep the vibes. 💜 #art #acrylics #tiger #rainbow

Honestly what most of us are feeling

So, tldr I'm actually an avid photographer and a lot of my art journey has been photographing references for myself. I especially love capturing the sky. I'll work real hard to fill the gaps between art posts with my photography if there's an interest for that! Catching this one was pretty cool. 🌤️

Oh, and just to note because this always surprises people when I tell them: the watery blue background is STILL jelly gouache, no watercolors were used for this painting! Fun fact! I actually found these paints REALLY enjoyable and dynamic to work with.

June last year I finally brought out my HIMI jelly gouache palette and we had fun painting on stream, and I'm looking forward to getting back to it! I painted this little something something for @inkwire.bsky.social for his birthday as part of that. WARK! #art #gouache #painting #raccoon #frog

has been especially prevalent in my life while surrounded by people with toxic communication habits. I've spent a lot of time weeding these people out, and it looks like I have more weeding to do yet. I don't need weirdly passive aggressive people in my life, sucking up my energy and resources.

Part of this has been struggling with my autism diagnosis and the "fair expectations" I have versus what others expect -- learning that people lie and withhold while taking was a hard lesson. The weird shunning, things-they-didn't-say-out-loud, "we're ignoring you now unless forced to acknowledge",

It's been a really hard lesson to learn that I always invest more in people than they invest in me, and that people are happy to feed off my energy and labor while giving very little in return. I find myself frequently surrounded by people who take a lot, and give very little.

It's taken a lot of self-reflection and conscious work on learning to set healthy boundaries for myself, to realize these things -- to not waste all the love and labor I invest in others, and instead invest it into myself instead. Going forward, I will no longer be doing free labor for anyone.

It's really weird behavior to watch people who will pretend to like you to your face and then do very little outside of that to actually attempt to support you, and I've caught myself offering free love and labor to these kinds of people more than once, only to realize I was being used.

To prepare for coming back to stream next week, I pulled out an old sketch of mine to inspire myself -- it was originally gonna be a separate painting but I might just finalize the sketch bc I'm so fond of it. Anyway, I'll be available to do pet portraits soon! #art #dog #germanshepherd #gsd #sketch