thinking about giving john doe a dog or a bunny or both because i can

drew a silly guest avatar i made while playing with some friends. least obvious 1x1x1x1 follower

as soon as bluesky lets you make priv accounts im making one btw. greedy for accounts to organize my stuff

copy and pasting my twitter post to here but. Hi. Please read this. Tagging all affected fandoms. This is about @/BARB1ESPACE and @/ccheesesticks. I'm sorry if this is incoherent. #phighting #regretevator #therobloxiauntildawn #animationvsanimator #VRChat #roblox docs.google.com/document/d/1...

i just received news that he hasn't gotten better, and that he'll be put to sleep today so he doesn't suffer. ill only be reachable on this account and through discord

starting to suspect there's some mental shit i really need help with but getting a diagnosis would bring more problems ouggh

gonna try to not bite my nails so i can grow them out and make them 1xdoe or just 1x1x1x1 themed

i think about messing with the coding of a digital entity a lot. im talking like their entire insides are just Code. im not smart on coding im just reaslly gay and i need to feel around that shit like im giving them the deepest massage of their life and i Yearn to be digital and feel that too

i draw a lot of softer stuff with them because i find comfort in it but in my head they fight a Lot. john constantly trying to put himself above others (while hating himself. pick a struggle) and 1x fully believing it's better than everyone sparks a lot of bullshit

i was looking through my sketchbook and i don't remember when i drew this but How The Fuck did i manage this on paper. gentle 1xdoe

ok i really like her she'll be an oc. dont have a name or any lore for her she's just mean and peculiar. my diva

sonas, roblox avatar im turning into an oc, and some silly faces

1xdoe bullshit with some viridian hood au and muse lyrics. i have several muse songs i connect to them

guest 666 that fucking bug that i hate

ill just post some stuff from the solo whiteboard i did yesterday. this is my really important 1x1x1x1 lore

nevermind im struggling to draw

i need to draw

since thursday my cat has been recovering from an internal blockage and expensive emergency surgery and now the chance of the blockage returning is suddenly rising. he may die. if it happens ill only post on this account for a while. ill talk and draw more here to cope either way

little fun fact thread about my interpretation of c00lkidd, since i don't have much to post regarding actual stories yet

wanting to binge my little pony in bed and maybe doodle

finally got to doodling some ocs, it is all roblox.. the top scars on the fella in the top right (naoki) are inspired by the sfoth ring of fire! it's usually drawn with more detail to make it more obvious

everytime i open my strawpage inbox and see 1x or john i feel so at peace. like especially when people submit drawings of them as little animals? genuinely it fills my heart with joy and it helps drive out my paranoia for a little. id like to draw the little beasts more and see if it helps

well i never went on that walk so i still feel everything, and i forgot to draw too. ill at least try to draw some ocs tonight, it's been a while since i focused on my own creations <:]

on a lighter note, i caught my cat sunbathing

getting ready to go for a walk by myself to chill out. ive had such intense mood swings and paranoia lately that i can't tell if it's my situation or underlying mental issues i don't know about yet. probably both. very scary! ill try kissing my wives and drawing to get it out later lalala

hacker by death grips is one of the craziest first time listening experiences ive had in a while but the song name lured me in. its lowkey growing on me ive only ever heard blackjack from death grips and i really like that song

roblox avatar + misc roblox doodles i dont feel like posting on main rn

i need to draw art prompts so bad. i keep seeing really good yume ones and ive always wanted to do those art challenges that have like 30 questions/prompts

wifi probably won't be back for at least 5 hours so ill spam this account in the meantime. yesterday i drew a roblox avatar i made and im currently unsure if itll be an oc. i love the design regardless and ill definitely make it less bland when i draw it again :]

my wifi has been out for hours bro fine ill finally stop procrastinating and draw

one of the biggest examples of connecting an au version of a character to a song i have so far is viridian hood au john doe with today by the smashing pumpkins. ive found quite a few muse songs that represent my views of john doe in general too, as well as 1x and their dynamic

i have lots of ideas for matching characters and au's to songs since music is so intensely connected to my mood and life but i have trouble finding a starting point with drawing them. i need to dump them on this account more often

ouuh i miss my wives 🙁 i need to draw my wives 🙁 oouuuuh my wives 🙁🤤

first post i love 1x1x1x1 and john doe roblox so bad it makes me want to bite and claw at everything around me. my evil wives and my weirdo shapeshifter roblox sona oh how joyous