how many chocolate covered espresso beans is too many

Ms Lup Adventurezone, if you're out there...I still love you 💖💖💖 #tazbalance #theadventurezone

I've been in an art block for months and I finally decided to stop feeling bad about it and focus my energy to something else productive in the meantime. that has been organizing and eventually decorating my place. I've never lived anywhere that was functional andI liked the look of so I'm excited!

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me last night: "oh my god i meant to work on school for the past TWO days but lost them due to health issues so i GOTTA feel better tomorrow and cancel on friends this weekend and use the extension and-" me 4 hours after sitting down to work: "oh. i'm done......... neat!"

speaking of being nonbinary, had my 30th bday party with my group and one of them came up with "birthday buddy" instead of boy/girl and that's so adorable we all loved it

even with my hair long done up cute and a full face and a fem outfit with a skirt and no binding and i was she/her last time i talked to her, she still asked. i've been clocked as enby many times which still boggles my mind but also asking might just be the young person thing to do nowadays?

saw a hs friend at a concert that i hadn't seen in a decade and she deadnamed me which made sense and i didn't correct her. we said we'd meet up after the show. later i found her outside and immediately, unprompted, she said "im so sorry do you still go by that or do you have a new name??" based

i passed out immediately

nevermind i have too much to do LOL but what about TOMORROW??? i literally have a party to throw but what if people hung out with me MORE

They're actively targeting creators who call in & banning them, making it even more important to call if you're a customer & not a creator Tell them they shouldn't be dictating how you get to spend the money you put your blood, sweat, and tears into earning

This should have been a Wii Sport

i MIGHT stream for my BIRTHDAY tonight but NO PROMISES!!!! i might be sleepy. BUT I MIGHT!!!!

you're the main reason to keep on going

burthdei

Double trouble

i'm most likely "low needs/high masking" autistic but sometimes i get imposter syndrome cuz i don't express in ways typically associated with autism. but the other day a Fuckening Noise was in the grocery store and i started exhibiting those behaviors as my mask slipped from being overstimulated

This myth has become weaponized to prevent trans youth and young adults from transitioning.

if I'm ever like "oh I've been meaning to mention but i keep forgetting-" I'm not joking or exaggerating. I'll remember to say something constantly but not at times when it makes sense. if i say this that means it's been weeks and I've thought about it minimum 5 times

*crab-walked

ow

started going to the gym this week, im gonna get so swole

live now!!! www.twitch.tv/hell0mega

i was on the fence about doing artfight this year but I'm so glad i did it!! #sharemyattack2025

LIVE COLLAB TONIGHT WITH @pixelatedoni.bsky.social @ladylilix.bsky.social @fudgemellow.bsky.social @spacecookiegiggles.bsky.social #garticphone

my staycation is already off to a great start. already did a few things, and the motivation is there, unfettered by the stress of potential obligation. I'm gonna do my best to not stress over not doing enough. this is me time. improving me and my environment time. let's gooo

so we got a switch 2 and i booted up Tears of the Kingdom in 60fps 👌 i finished the wells quest thinking that was the last thing i needed to do... before i saw "Side Quests: 104/139" THIRTY FIVE??? THERE ARE THIRTY FIVE OF THESE FUCKERS LEFT??? WHERE!! I HAVE 300 HOURS IN THIS GAME WHAT HAPPENED

since i've been growing my hair out, i look much more fem that i have in years, and i don't mind it, i think i look the best i have (save for a few things) in a long long time. but i fear it has made some people in my life (mainly family) to "slip up" in their efforts in gendering me correctly

ANOTHER #artfight attack on @pixelatedoni.bsky.social ! there's nothing quite like drawing your friends' OCs to get you out of an art block

my #artfight revenge for @pixelatedoni.bsky.social ผ(•̀_•́ผ)

when i tell you i literally almost threw up out of surprise excitement when i first saw this

⚔️ artfight.net/~hell0mega

my #artfight revenge on @zimthandmade.bsky.social ! people are loving the cheek squish no timelapse on this one cuz i forgot to turn it on but i drew most of it while live anyway haha

a ronan stream??? on a tuesday????? it's more likely than you think! twitch.tv/hell0mega

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ive never looked cooler

You look like you've seen a ghost... Looong-awaited attack for my friend @hell0mega.bsky.social! #artfight #artfight2025

sometimes it's really hard to know what music you want to listen to, but the rare occasion that you Do Know and you listen to the album or artist or genre and it fucking HITS and it makes your goddamn day??? truly the best experience

fuck, my hair has been looking so good recently. it's a shame i don't post my face online anymore I'll have to draw it again soon. never thought I'd bow to the middlepart cult but it's really been hitting with this haircut. been lookin real gay out here

making plans is OFF LIMITS for the first two weeks of August. no haircuts. no events. only chill hangouts or nothing. i am on vacation. i am fixing my burnout. NO obligations, ONLY relaxing fun things. raaaahhhh

Revenge attack on @pavanz.bsky.social feat. his oc Ginkgo! #artfight #artfight2025

also now my fucking back fuckin hurts cuz i 🏴‍☠️ and had to watch it at my DESK and PAY ATTENTION the whole time so now i am. stiff. i also took a nap in the middle of it in my armchair cuz i was losing focus and it ended up being 2 hours. not a good body day today

watched blade runner 2049 for the first time for class cuz i knew it would be on the test, which i'm glad i did because it was, but there were TWO OTHER MOVIES that i HAVEN'T SEEN that i FORGOT ABOUT so i had to wikipedia those bitches and bs the answers. lmao

officially moved my computer back into my office 😎 it's much easier to plug everything into your tower when your shit isn't pressed up against a wall lmao

so gigz came across someone and uh. huh. hello @jamscandraw.bsky.social nice to meet you lmao

Still gotta finish setting some things up, but I'm open for business 😎 Team Fossils baybeee artfight.net/~PixelatedOni

i was fed a selfie from january and wow i didn't realize just how long my hair had gotten. i mean that make sense but still when it happens so slowly you just don't realize the changes sometimes

surprise! im live! let's see how working on an fmv on stream works lmao @spacecookiegiggles.bsky.social will be there and maybe later @pixelatedoni.bsky.social ! twitch.tv/hell0mega

infuriating to see (3 of these are 11 days old)