painted my toenails black

smile smile comperitan~

haven't used this much but been having some thoughts about my past what ifs or how it affects me currently best to not think of it

got the album. was about to post on how a thing made me sad but this lifted my mood up by a million

old man where is my album...

i feel like im on the cuck chair seeing all the japanese fans enjoying the new susumu hirasawa album while im here waiting for the bandcamp/international release

enough with da serious posts i kinda wanna make a video game kinda like a pizza tower fan game

having one of those periods where i yearn for idk something or someone like i want to make someone feel happy that they worth it and that they matter smth like that i guess i want a girlfriend to truly love :p

just want to let you all know Susumu Hirasawa is 70 and is releasing a new album

Naziland has memes and porn Bsky is 24/7 doom posting

played payday 2 with someone who i didnt interact for a long time maybe i do payday 2 community comeback now that my Chud First ex bf aint there anymore

getting wasted bitch I love me some rip off martini

oh Undertale is 10 years old oh... i... still remember when that came out

bored to a point it affects my mood T.T

ooo you wanna give me hudsight and tf2 items oooo

bf1 is so fun

unblocked one of those ppl that were very problematic to me the thing is will i regret it :p cant keep a grudge forever after all

bsky oomf close to a person who did horrible things to me i dont need the memories back :pPppppPP

I'm feel happier!!!!

deep thoughts when i shouldnt be having them :/

is it bad to think about my ex even if he might be a bad person or even if he probably has never loved me? idk I am thinking about past stuff and now I feel kinda depressed

happy birthday to one of his best albums

i am drunk as shit llolll it makes thing sbearable

i think my friends prob don't fw me anymore happens always anyways and then I don't know what I do wrong

yall down bad

i wanna post my legs and then quote it like "oooo you wanna give me items for sniper TF2" but I don't want anyone to take it seriously and waste billions on me :/

yearnin hours

tldr: the safe space i hang out on wasnt so welcoming today i guess

ill extend on this and say if im annoying id rather getting told "shut the fuck up your annoying" rather than being shitted on :/ too bad the case is i just popped in the server which i consider it a safe space for me and i got shitted on for existing :/

theres this tf2 server i been playing constantly recently thats advertised as a lgbt safe space but holy shit the server is so UNWELCOMING when my friends arent there ppl who legit have a problem with me or a schizo feud with me when i dont know them or dont say anything

someone gave me a unusual for free (worth 5 keys)

i meet someone we have a good convo we both agree on being friends and wanting to keep contactt n shit the next 1 2 or 3 days they avoid me or ghost me and it happens so constantly maybe its my issue maybe not idfk

im depressed today

if you like japanese music or music in general then a album you should listen before you die is Susumu Hirasawa's Technique of Relief this is Hirasawa at its peak in my opinion, a good for a first album to listen of his discography

once more i prove that if i play tf2 i can rizz anyone up

best tf2 session ive had in a while maybe ever even if i played like dogshit

some tf2 trans girl sent me her tits i won the day this shit went from horrible to peak

a actual good fc

hachimi hachimi ha~ chi~ mi~

twitter has vrc feet posts bsky doesnt therefore bird app superior

I am Just slightly crashing out a bit :pPppppPPPPppP

Legit Wanting to make priv Tweet of mine public because idk i feel very very very frustrated with smth n shit but i should just calm down and not get pissed off and go childish about something retarded

tired of ppl having schizo feuds with me i just exist and live my life lol least tell me what I do wrong

My Osu Clip

i promised myself to go to sleep hours ago instead I spent the entire night jamming and vibing to susumu Hirasawa simply one of the best musicians of all time i am excited for the Livestream where he will talk about his new album

should sleep instead i watch musical video art one of my fav hirasawa ( well most credits to his brother since he was the one that did most of the video editing i think ) things due to how bizarre, psychedelic and artistic this is www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWVT...

i want to be a cute girl with a cute voice and everyone treats me nicely idk i dislike my current body tbh if only i didnt grow hair on places that arent my head id be fgine

merry christmas