hmmm protein shakes are disgusting actually (at least this one that i got). i was curious enough to try it out bc of a potential cheap/easy way to get protein BUT eugh ough ECk poison damage gonna be more expensive but i think im just gonna stick to meat and beans--better for my mental health

goty lineup is crazy this year...

the lady upstairs belts the same fuckin line for HOURS. nearlyevery single day. its driving me insane im going to leave the apartment

i want to sleep all day

Hell yeah, been wanting to dip my toes in VR. 👀

now that im drawing more traditionally in my free time i really need to get myself some fuckin whiteout will have to ask my partner if they have some white gouache hidden somewhere when they get back

fountain pen with fude nib my beloved

caught the anatomy bug this morning and refreshed with some studies on the shoulder girdle (a common point of pain for me) been using my new pen and its been fun!

i been thinking about refreshing my maths again (specifically geometry, trigonometry, and calculus).

i need to swap my planking set with something else. it's just...so boring to do and no fun at all.

ive noticed this and found it amusing but like-- when i'm having a lot of trouble with a boss in silksong (i usually play on my steam deck). as soon as I swap to my pc with my 360hz monitor i get it in less than 5 tries that reduced input lag sure helps a lot

mayhaps i played too much silksong today...

just got me the win10 extended security updates fuck windows but also i need it for work. one of the apps that i use p much all the time when i'm working/drawing on my computer is win10 exclusive.

if i wasnt working 2 jobs id be finished with this chapter of my comic months ago (alas)

miffed that clip studio doesnt want to work with my dual monitor setup. i have to disable it when i want to use the program. ive tried to find a fix/workaround. will try again sometime -_-

can feel my art brain slowly rebooting itself (it's manifesting by the return of my constant internal technical rambling)

welp. muting several servers until i finish silksong

silksong has been so so fun im havin a blast

took a tarot card test for funsies and got 'The World' which...sounds good, but i haven't finished shit (yet) i Have landed at the point in my life where the stuff i'm doing resonates with the stuff i want in myself. i feel like i barely just fucking got here tho, so for now i'm going to enjoy it

WHEEEEEEEeeeeeeeZE fuck this ##### in particular but i'm glad it's OVER i've been losing sleep over it for the last 2 days-- i deserve a video game, as a treat.

wough had to forego my comic for a few days to meet other deadlines cant wait to get back into it again tomorrow--now i sleep!!

seeing that 'first 5 steam purchases' going around and all mine were tf2 keys and cosmetics lmao

ever since i started waking up consistently at around 6:30am (been about a month) i've been getting more shit done. i've already known that i was more of a morning person in general, but allowing myself the day my body is adapted to has been a pleasant eye-opener.

nostalgia trip to old anime openings this morning (currently head bangin to asian kung fu generation lol)

mmm chicharon my beloved

one of these days, coloring will become fun and interesting again. but as it is right now i am perfectly content with just sketching.

fuckin love drawing cubes i always warm-up with a handful of cubes. refreshing and motivating

i miss workin on blender but I know that if I open it up rn and work on my decal import script I would get sucked in for 10 hours and then i'd have to crunch on the stuff that is actually getting me paid LOL don't worry blender, soon.

whenever we get our own place and i have an office to myself....the dream in this economy? maybe in 15-20 years.

i can hardly stand keyboard clacks and button mashing (esp when im like, tired af). everything in my workspace is specced to be as quiet as possible. yet i cannot enjoy it fully because i share an office xux buying even the nicest noise cancelling headphones i can find does not help ogh

internet was spotty for the last few days (consistently disconnecting at night). checked the routers system logs for mac addresses and it looked like someones smart home device and amazon device were leeching off out network. how? idek but ive set a whitelist for us and that seems to have worked.

meal so nostalgic i started eating it kamayan style (fried barramundi with rice and soy sauce/vinegar/onion dip)

laughing at a joke i squeezed into my comic and then realizing that i now have to make this flow with the rest of the dialogue that i've already set up.

my partner started a new save for prof layton and the curious village on their ds. just hearing them play is nostalgia infused serotonin

maybe getting a freelance job on top of my full-time was a poor idea :P (need that money tho rip)

lobbing it on all my socials for once because im stupidly proud of how that little animation turned out ☺️

making this really cleared up the miasma ive brought with me from work haha. tossing your fave around really does work wonders (sorry korsica) #korsica #hifirush

i have to do a very late workout today whoops. i totally forgot it's friday (my scheduled tricep day)

happy juneteenth everyone :)

this country is so fucking cooked man

thinking back, a main reason i finished ch 6 of my comic was because I was between work. hmmm....ch 7 will be slowgoing as im currently working (and i genuinely enjoy the work i do). I have a couple ideas on how to adjust my systems and will be trying them out. we'll see how it goes i :P

Fledgling (2/14)

lost a couple hours work on a priority and it stings fml

aaaah this makes me so happy!! ^u^

Tango Gameworks office reopens with new website, logo, and hiring for unannounced action game tangogameworks.com

always add two hours to the prep time of any given recipe you find online

translating UE4 coordinates into blender (and to try match the coordinates of this map importer) is a pain in the ass. relativerotation, you accursed bastard. i grumble for now but eventually i will get it

on expedition 33: funny to me that the turned based rpg with parry mechanics is what got me to enjoy the genre. (and i have tried to like it with pokemon, persona and bg3 lol) love it when they mix mechanics like this. the story/worldbuilding/music is also just--mwah--the good shit

wheugh i do not like getting ill

I'm moving apartments in a week and I need one last push to help me mitigate moving costs, so I'm opening THREE full commission slots alongside my sketch commissions option! #commissions #commissionsopen RTs appreciated, every little bit helps 🙏 ko-fi.com/c/62c8718c1d