there's a freedom in drawing the same favorite character over and over again without giving a fuck about anything else really. in fact hyper focusing on one gave me the most art improvement LMFAO early 20s me could never, but i appreciate their efforts bc it got me some sweet mental gains long term

extended version of the hidden king's theme is my new pomodoro timer now lmfaooo

AAAAAHHHH (work)

what the--this render blue-screened my computer- the fuck

im not sorry to say that i still think about korsica everyday UvU

i keep re-reading it because it's an awesome inspiration and resource while working on my own comic (also just a great story) highly, highly recommend -if any of my homies get curious i'll happily send you a link >:) join me! -

ignore that post saying you need to love your own comics. ppl with terrible self-esteem should also be allowed to make art

happy new year--oh right rent is due

merr christmas btw im goin back to sleep

me learning about ai in e33 months after ive finished playing the game i wouldnt have gotten it if i knew SMH

they didn't need AI to make Silksong, it just needed some deeply insane guys to have a blank check for living expenses until their next thing was done, I think we should try doing more of that instead

trying out librewolf waiting for the day that i can be free of windows as well. Maybe I can clear out one of my drives and partition linux, but atm i majorly need it for work.

when ur so tired u dont realize your food thermometer is set to celsius instead of fahrenheit (noooo my poached fish is overcooked)

Team Cherry Holiday Sign-off! Hollow Knight: Silksong - Sea of Sorrow revealed, the original Hollow Knight refreshed, and more! Read the blog post here: www.teamcherry.com.au/blog/holiday...

team cherry i love you

my ass died to a basic enemy in steel soul mode ;u; im sorry hornet

i dont care who wins goty i just want to hear the orchestra mashup for all the nominees surely to be a banger

hmmm protein shakes are disgusting actually (at least this one that i got). i was curious enough to try it out bc of a potential cheap/easy way to get protein BUT eugh ough ECk poison damage gonna be more expensive but i think im just gonna stick to meat and beans--better for my mental health

goty lineup is crazy this year...

the lady upstairs belts the same fuckin line for HOURS. nearlyevery single day. its driving me insane im going to leave the apartment

i want to sleep all day

Hell yeah, been wanting to dip my toes in VR. 👀

now that im drawing more traditionally in my free time i really need to get myself some fuckin whiteout will have to ask my partner if they have some white gouache hidden somewhere when they get back

fountain pen with fude nib my beloved

caught the anatomy bug this morning and refreshed with some studies on the shoulder girdle (a common point of pain for me) been using my new pen and its been fun!

i been thinking about refreshing my maths again (specifically geometry, trigonometry, and calculus).

i need to swap my planking set with something else. it's just...so boring to do and no fun at all.

ive noticed this and found it amusing but like-- when i'm having a lot of trouble with a boss in silksong (i usually play on my steam deck). as soon as I swap to my pc with my 360hz monitor i get it in less than 5 tries that reduced input lag sure helps a lot

mayhaps i played too much silksong today...

just got me the win10 extended security updates fuck windows but also i need it for work. one of the apps that i use p much all the time when i'm working/drawing on my computer is win10 exclusive.

if i wasnt working 2 jobs id be finished with this chapter of my comic months ago (alas)

miffed that clip studio doesnt want to work with my dual monitor setup. i have to disable it when i want to use the program. ive tried to find a fix/workaround. will try again sometime -_-

can feel my art brain slowly rebooting itself (it's manifesting by the return of my constant internal technical rambling)

welp. muting several servers until i finish silksong

silksong has been so so fun im havin a blast

took a tarot card test for funsies and got 'The World' which...sounds good, but i haven't finished shit (yet) i Have landed at the point in my life where the stuff i'm doing resonates with the stuff i want in myself. i feel like i barely just fucking got here tho, so for now i'm going to enjoy it

WHEEEEEEEeeeeeeeZE fuck this ##### in particular but i'm glad it's OVER i've been losing sleep over it for the last 2 days-- i deserve a video game, as a treat.

wough had to forego my comic for a few days to meet other deadlines cant wait to get back into it again tomorrow--now i sleep!!

seeing that 'first 5 steam purchases' going around and all mine were tf2 keys and cosmetics lmao

ever since i started waking up consistently at around 6:30am (been about a month) i've been getting more shit done. i've already known that i was more of a morning person in general, but allowing myself the day my body is adapted to has been a pleasant eye-opener.

nostalgia trip to old anime openings this morning (currently head bangin to asian kung fu generation lol)

mmm chicharon my beloved

one of these days, coloring will become fun and interesting again. but as it is right now i am perfectly content with just sketching.

fuckin love drawing cubes i always warm-up with a handful of cubes. refreshing and motivating

i miss workin on blender but I know that if I open it up rn and work on my decal import script I would get sucked in for 10 hours and then i'd have to crunch on the stuff that is actually getting me paid LOL don't worry blender, soon.

whenever we get our own place and i have an office to myself....the dream in this economy? maybe in 15-20 years.

i can hardly stand keyboard clacks and button mashing (esp when im like, tired af). everything in my workspace is specced to be as quiet as possible. yet i cannot enjoy it fully because i share an office xux buying even the nicest noise cancelling headphones i can find does not help ogh

internet was spotty for the last few days (consistently disconnecting at night). checked the routers system logs for mac addresses and it looked like someones smart home device and amazon device were leeching off out network. how? idek but ive set a whitelist for us and that seems to have worked.

meal so nostalgic i started eating it kamayan style (fried barramundi with rice and soy sauce/vinegar/onion dip)

laughing at a joke i squeezed into my comic and then realizing that i now have to make this flow with the rest of the dialogue that i've already set up.