Truly. I am begging white liberals to stop pronouncing the death of democracy or America. This place has always been cruel to the people it knows it can exploit for profit. The only change is that you're on that list now too.

I did no work today except this.

I came to Minneapolis to report on what's going on, and one of the main questions I showed up with is "just what is the scale of the resistance?" After all, we're all used to the news calling Portland a "war zone" or whatever when it's just some protests in one part of town.

I woke up with your tooth at the tip of my tongue. Rotten and bitter and smelling like cat shit. This keeps happening. Molars and incisors worked up from my guts; from my lungs, from my spleen day after day after day. I'd spit them all into your grave if I knew where it was.

In today's gender affirming news, someone put their hand on my shoulder at the queer bookstore and very sweetly asked if I found everything I wanted before we both quickly realized they were two non-binary people away from their actual spouse.

What's the point of having a white husband if he can't help you immigrate to Canada?

There is a very clear connection between the people who have already been tricking their idiot followers into keeping their terrified eyes on us queers in order that their children are left completely unprotected against the true threat and the government officials who want sex tests in kids sports.

Ok. I read all of the Game Changers/Heated Rivalry books in the last week. My least favorite book was book 6 because it had actual drama now that I'm invested in these assholes. I need another similarly smooth brained gay smut series thank you. Preferably one where no screws are turned. K thnx bi.

"Oh no, what if my boyfriend breaks up with me?" Shane, you're on the cover of this book with him. "But I'm just a wretch, what is there to love about a wretch like me?" You're 5'10", 200lbs of muscle with a hockey butt and an insatiable lust for cock. "But...."

This is a completely uneducated interior design opinion, but feature walls are ass. You might as well put up a sign that says "I don't like art and I have no friends or family to take or display pictures of"

I've been mainlining exactly two types of fiction so of course I dreamed that it was the apocalypse and the only way we could generate electricity was through team sports and I was a professional hockey defender in a bleak underground shelter.

I told my kid the universe is 13 billion years old. She said that seems really young. Yet another reason we need to kill all the billionaires.

2016 was the last year we did Twiggy the Winter Tree on Foster. I miss the Winter Elder coming to see all the kids at Winterfest. This gag had all the conservative media apoplectic. They shit themselves. It was so fun.

YOU ARE A REGULAR LITTLE GUY. YOU CAN TESTIFY ABOUT LIBRARY FUNDING AT THE CITY COUNCIL BUDGET MEETING. YOU ARE A NON-BINARY THEMBO YOU CAN ASK BOOK SELLERS IF THERE IS A HOCKEY FOR STRAIGHTS. YOU ARE A FAE/FEM TTRPG MAKER YOU CAN GIVE THAT ELF A DICK TATTOO

Finished the first season of Pluribus. That sure was a thing I watched. As usual, good cinematography

Now we'll find out if watching TikTok until 3:30am helps with my insomnia.

I asked my doctor for antidepressants, she gave them to me. I took them for a week, stayed awake for 4 days and haven't been able to sleep much since. But the upside is I'm more bothered by the insomnia than the depression now.

I literally just want to be a little gay weirdo and I have to talk about capitalism all the time instead. This is the permanent change they should talk to the baby trans about. You have to be an anarcho communist and it's really time consuming and doesn't pay.

Some white cuck called Portland city councilor avilos (I think) a burrito, and did you know that the burrito was invented because gringos couldn't eat tacos and yes that is a pegging joke as well as a historical fact.

Initial thoughts on Featherweight. Is she a porned up charicature of a transwoman? Yes. Is every woman in comics? Also yes. I trust Ruka more than other writers. Although I would have loved to see... I don't know, an actual transwoman or any woman at all instead? bleedingcool.com/comics/feath...

You guys have no idea how close I am to buying a tattoo gun off amazon. If that's any indication of my mental state.

Yes, I'm still working on Twink Christ.

I decided to start watching the show Travelers sight unseen except for the 1 sentence description. It looks like there's a gay couple in the bodies of a man and woman? Maybe? I've decided they're gay.

I'm watching 6 underground. Dang y'all. Remember when we thought it was bad to bomb hospitals?

If I can't have civil rights, can James Gunn at least confirm that Nightwing is bi?

I should write more poetry. I miss when I had a regular poetry practice. www.marinaisgo.com/2020/06/04/w...

I've seen two pretty best friends A LOT actually. Have you guys ever heard of archive of our own?

Accidentally started reading a horror book at midnight and had to finish the whole thing before I could go to sleep.

Remember when he said that Mexicans are the ones who murder, rape and control people?

I call bullshit on anybody still wearing a bra 12 days after the world ends. #pluribus

I honestly just want to do gay shit with my friends dude.

Husband agrees. The world needs more reasonable budget low stakes gay trash.

Hey, in 2026, let's get horny for abundance guys.

Watching bullet journal videos from 2015 on youtube because I can't remember what it felt like to not hate this place.

I don't want to watch somebody shoot somebody else in the face. I feel like that should absolutely not be hard to understand.

this might be an observation for my therapist, but I think I look so much hotter when I'm sad

the corner where ICE shot those people is the same intersection where I watched two PPB officers kick the absolute shit out of a homeless man, so don't count on them to do fuck about this.

New blog is up on marinaisgo.com for everyone feeling hopeless.

We're watching Pluribus. Uh. So far I guess it's nice to have a break from loudly hating real narcissistic homocidal maniacs to hating just one fake one?

Sometimes when I'm falling asleep, I wake up briefly back in a cabin in the redwoods, giggling, running. Sea air and cold, clear creek water. Feet slapping hard against well worn trails. Carpenter ant sisters. Porcupine cousins. 6' tall paintings of naked women. The world a gift I haven't opened yet

I just finished supergirl woman of tomorrow. Fuck. Fuuuck. Fuck! It's so good!!

Lightly high and watching Heated Rivalry. I recommend.

I know. I know. We all thought I was joking. But I literally can't paint anything else.

I haven't painted my January page in my bullet journal. I want to do something super extra queer. Suggestions?

Living Colour really was the most heck you mother ass metal band that ever lived.

I'm playing every employers favorite game: Unemployment hold time race! I've got CA unemployment on one phone, and OR unemployment on the other and I'm just waiting to see which one answers first. So far we're going strong with a combined 2hrs for OR (yes, they did hang up on me) and 30mins for CA.

No cheating, reskeet with the most recent photo of your pet.

That is a depressingly short list. But also very impressive that the gym seems to be a safe place for me. Didn't see that coming.