i feel bad for not being active on main but depression has been bad and i feel so shitty about my work rn it is just hard to log on there 😔 but i'll try to gather the energy again soon

i actually kinda like how this turned out, might make a series of little portraits like that (i definitely need a matching camellia one)

ametista doodle

ametista doodle

you don't realise how sleep deprived you are until you go "rest just a moment i know i won't even fall asleep" and then go in a 2 hrs slumber and wake up feeling like a truck has run you over thrice

heatwave has been horrible so i doodled my winter archfey (made quite a few mistakes but I had fun)

sketch of Camellia and Ametista because I missed them 🩷💜 #art #oc #ocsky

to the bone

First flower of her house.

i love commissioning art i think i got myself the best bday present this year

come think of it, everyone starts pretty far from home in necromancers wip, with artemisia being the farthest from home (she is from a different country altogether). lavinia and serafina come from different regions.

i think i want to use the sketch i'm using as pfp for a painting.... i haven't painted in forever and i do miss it a bit, i'd maybe mix it with lineart and just experiment with stuff and see what comes out of it? 🤔

had evil plot ideas for lavinia (/pos), life is good again

on a more positive note, i am back to writing a little bit. just trying to make some progress without pushing high expectations on myself

kinda in a "does anyone even like me/what I do" headspace i don't really enjoy lol

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the amount of self reposting i had to do on my main for the new art piece was kinda wild, genuinely hope i was not too annoying

this week has been horrible and filled with anxiety, and the one to come will be more of the same 🪦 can the universe gift me one (1) chill week please

OH MY GOD BLESS YOU!!! this was the only thing i was hoping would be added 😭

i'm a bit worried about my comm raised prices in june, because it's not like i usually fill my slots easily unless i am very lucky.. hopefully it will be fine in the end 😣

found myself at the unfortunate conjunction between being stuck with writing and having the honest realisation that i'm genuinely not good at the craft (yet). so i'm back to the planning board and ellipsus' story planning template has been useful to get some ideas going in my brain, which is a start

next time i take a long weekend vacation, i'll make it friday - sunday because mondays off throw me off so damn bad and in the end all i get is extra anxiety on tuesday 😭 i wish my brain wasn't so stuck on routines

browser seems to be working fine?? i use my main from the app and it has been horrible to use bsky this afternoon/evening 😭

i have another vera sketch i might use to experiment with colours, i've just been obsessed with her so may as well 👁️ it was my original idea for her swan illustration, and I still really love the pose

mixed in a bit of pencils and white gouache for the stars, it has been so fun to doodle like this ✨

another equinox, 2025

mixed in a bit of pencils and white gouache for the stars, it has been so fun to doodle like this ✨

little ipomoea pencil sketch based on fragonard's "the swing"

little ipomoea pencil sketch based on fragonard's "the swing"

this week has been awful, i can't even rejoice for the weekend because the source of my anxiety has yet to find a resolution so i'm not even sure i'll be able to really rest o(-< if the universe could spare me a kindness it'd be much appreciated

maybe what i need is not a new lineart brush... maybe what i needed was a different brush for colouring that matches my lineart brush better...... i love this texture so much (doodled this artemisia back in january and ugh i just think she is so pretty)

I once again had the massive honour to illustrate recent events on Critical Role campaign 4! This time: The Seekers! #CriticalRole

maybe what i need is not a new lineart brush... maybe what i needed was a different brush for colouring that matches my lineart brush better...... i love this texture so much (doodled this artemisia back in january and ugh i just think she is so pretty)

tried them today for the first time, and it was equal parts fun and stressful kwhgkwe traditional art makes you trust the process in a whole different way 😂 i'm excited to keep experimenting with them though!! i don't know how to take good pics of my sketchbook, but have one anyway

tried them today for the first time, and it was equal parts fun and stressful kwhgkwe traditional art makes you trust the process in a whole different way 😂 i'm excited to keep experimenting with them though!! i don't know how to take good pics of my sketchbook, but have one anyway

treated myself to some alcohol markers since i always wanted to try those 👀

i kind of want to try and colour it... but we'll see vera loves her plants 🪴

i kind of want to try and colour it... but we'll see vera loves her plants 🪴

i made a starter back of beautiful and unique manuscripts you can browse online! (with links) for anyone that wants a good way to spend an afternoon :) open.substack.com/pub/weirdmed...

i've been feeling a little... deflated? and lonely when it comes to personal creative work but i'm not sure there is anything i can do about it

<I can still hear the Falcon's Cry> The strength of that sentence shakes me every time💙✨🙏 My tribute to Critical Role's C4 and the Falconer Rebellion's group. #criticalrole #criticalrolefanart

i have been drawing so many patterns for blazers i am surprised i haven't had nightmares about them yet (but i love blazers so it'll be exciting to be able to make them)

i know ryan would throw a banger party, he has the social energy and charm i could only ever dream to have lol i wonder if opal would spend it with xiomara or if xiomara is at that age where she'd rather be with her friends than her mom kjwehg i'm sure kyra would be around to pester opal anyway

it just dawned on me 2026 will be my 10th year of doing digital art and oh my god what do you mean TEN YEARS

16 books read this year (original goal was 12) 💪 i might try to aim for 20 in 2026 my top 3 were - This Is How You Lose The Time War - The Jasmine Throne (but also loved The Oleander Sword) - Six of Crows (but also loved Crooked Kingdom)

sometimes i worry my art will get boring if i keep drawing flowy drapery and flowers in most of my pieces, but i shall carry on with my agenda until i master them 😤 also for some reason i always loved flowers in art... they were a main subject for me when i was doing photography too

got prints of 3 of my artworks and they turned out very pretty 🥹 wasn't sure how it was going to work out because I ordered them from a place that prints photographs but I'm very happy with the result

i decided to treat myself to something i wanted for a long time because i'm very bad at that and i finally started playing slay the princess... i have a feeling i'm going to be changed by the time i'm done with this

another chapter draft done, now i don't know if i want to go back and edit what I have or just carry on and start editing when it's all done... i think i kinda want to fix the issues first but I also don't wanna lose momentum 😩