why did it have to kill HIM. of all people... why couldn't it have been ANYONE else. please god just make this fucking horror end....

i cant stop freaking out. i've been having a panic attack for well over three hours. it's just every day. i'm in so much pain. i hate everything. i just dont know what to do..

why couldn't it have been anyone else. ANYONE else. EVERYONE ELSE

the universe murdered the only artist i ever cared about. he was only 40. he had SO MUCH left. SO MUCH he still wanted to do. but he's just gone now. i NEVER get to see my favorite creator again. i never even got to speak to him. nothing will EVER be enough to fill this hole in my soul....

i am missing such a HUGE part of why i started doing art in the first place. the main inspiration and my favorite side of the artist community. that number one thing is gone now and for over a year now i've desperately tried to find it elsewhere. tried to find that thing i loved so much in others.

OK! auction link! if you wanna own this one of a kind Mal0 statue then now's your chance! ych.commishes.com/auction/show...

a couple attempts at some moody photos of Mal0~

AND heres a video shower her off in all her glory! yes, that IS a REAL phone that she's crawling out of. the phone is removable and completely functional. the phone IS included with the purchase of the sculpture but i have to warn you it's just some cheap pawn shot phone i found~ >w<

ok, she is complete!!! just 15 days from idea to finished sculpture. i. am. BEYOND thrilled with her. she is EXACTLY what i pictured when i came up with the idea. i'm still planning on posting her for auction so stay tuned for that link if you're interested~

still thinking about opening for commissions next month. thinking just ONE slot for now. i know it's not a typical art form like digital but i do hope theres a market for what i do. i've seen some other sculptors have success and i do believe my skills are finally at a level where i'm comfortable

ok. WIP update on this lovely gal. i'm REALLY quite happy with how things are going. as for sculpting she just needs hair, then we can begin paint. for the final touches she's getting a REAL phone behind her playing a glitchy video effect making it look like she's REALLY crawling out from the screen

OK! new sculpture WIP. always feel weird about sharing these cause she doesn't even have a head yet and looks a tiny bit like something you'd see in a Silent Hill game.... but yeh! new character WIP. and WOW i really like how i did the hips here. ^^

and the final glamour shots. well gosh, i really love him. this creature is called a Draptor, character owned by one of my very best friends Evoch

i've been working on this secret project for a friend for the past week. haven't been able to post any WIPS of it all week cause i didn't wanna spoil the surprise! i'll be posting the finished piece in a few minutes as well ^^

ok. i'm done poking at this now and i'm moving onto the next thing. i'm... kinda happy with how this looks. theres something fundamental about anatomy that i'm still not grasping but i'm desperately trying to stay positive

little 15 minute WIP i'm surprisingly proud of. gonna try to have it fully rendered by tonight

another finished sketch. thicc ferret ass~

and now with clothes! fun fact this is an outfit i own irl and that long hoodie is a STAPLE of my daily casual clothes.

also if anyone was curious. NO, i have no idea what i'm doing. i just scribble a line down and then poke at it until it starts to look ok enough XD

working on this this morning. it's... mostly done. i miiiiight draw clothes on him. but this is pretty much finished. i.... like parts of him. this is a step in the right direction for learning anatomy and whatnot

also this headshot i did a few days ago but forgot to post

alrighty. another improved ref sheet for Autumn. faaaaairrly happy with how this turned out mostly.

another ferret headshot. still learning~ :3

decided to turn this into a full on ref sheet. been a LONG time in the making. almost 10 years of Autumn existing before any kind of real ref sheet was even attempted. im honestly really really happy with how this turned out. i just wanna gush about it forever~

poked at it a bit more and now he has a body! remember you dont have to draw hands if their behind the back! :D

finished another headshot pic. tryna sorta speedrun this whole learning thing. i'm making good progress on headshots but MAN, bodies are difficult :P

Artists, sign your work! in these times of AI images EVERYWHERE it's really important to have an actual name and signature attached to your artwork!

another drawing this morning. i like it~

ok. now it's a finished pic. i reeeaaally like this (full disclosure the moon in the back is a from some poster i found.)

bit more polishing on the bunny. i quite like him really. gosh if i can just keep improving at this rate i can really get where i wanna be soon

we still doing a bit more drawing the past few weeks. i feel like i'm getting better. if i can just keep up regular practice i feel like i could get really good in a few years. heres hoping

started work on someone new. trying out a BRAND NEW body type AND attempting a fur texture. this is about an hours worth of work so we'll see how things go from here. feeling good about this one ^^

before and after glow up. pretty weird looking back at the hardware and materials that go into these curvy, sexy furry girls XD

and heres some extra pics from some more dynamic angles. gosh i really love how she turned out ^^

and she's fricken done! my gift art for @bonniebovine.bsky.social ~ this REALLY came together in the end i think. i'm really pleased with all the fun liquid effects and the facial expression~ ^^ anyways. hope you like it~ ^w^

nearing completion! omg so close~

i always love this part of the sculpture where everything gets sanded and primed and now it suddenly feels like a real physical thing :P

ok. just her hair left. i'm... msotly happy with her face. i think painting her later will really bring it all together. stay tuned for more updates

welp, i got sick and it kicked my ass for about a week there. that sucked. hopefully we can be back on track real soon.

A BLATANT reminder that I will NEVER support Al or use it.

still really rough but damn i really like this face shape so far. just gotta touch it up and bit and then polish the hell outa it to make it nice and smooth~

my latest character sculpt is nearing the final touches before paint. i honestly really really like how she's turning out, last step is to sculpt her head and i'm pretty confident in my abilities there ^w^ Stay tuned for more updates soon~

Jay has recently been hanging out in his Avali avatar with a beautiful shader that shows a galaxy of stars within them. I like how the speckles look. This cutie deserves big hugs and coils <3 Character: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/freaky #art #traditionalArt #uv-blacklight

character sculpt WIP of a certain cow character. this character fan art has been on my list for quite a while now and i'm really liking how she's turning out so far. Stay Tuned for more updates~

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who says furry porn cant be cute and tiny~ :P

found this itty bitty bottle that had contact solution in it and i turned it into a PERFECT prop for my upcoming character sculpture~

all the tools and materials i need to hand craft furry porn~ my art is very.... hardware based compared to other furry artists XD

i wonder if i can learn to make miniature clothing for my sculpted characters to wear. i think that would be a pretty neat addition~