When people show you who they truly are, it's probably best to believe them.

I foresee the Carolyn Bessette aesthetic making a major comeback. Remember part of the reason she was so reed thin was because she chain-smoked. Everybody in the early 90s did. Her style is not easily replicated either. The closest modern equivalent would be, like, the old money aesthetic.

I'm weary of living through unprecedented times.

Well, that was scary. My mom just stumbled into my room completely naked 😲 mumbling about me needing a blanket. Sometimes she's a severe sleep walker. I had to gently talk her back to her bed without waking her. Most of my family has similar sleep disorders.

I'm in need of food help. My diet is specific because of gastroparesis. I'm out of the foods I can eat. Please consider leaving me a tip if you like my content. C^shApp: $ArtByJessicaJewett V3nmo: Jessica-Jones-1002 Z3lle & P^yPal: [email protected]

Being a woman in America who is not a Christian at all often feels like the walls are closing in around me. Even the people who say they respect my beliefs turn around and use Christian Nationalist talking points. The sentiments often don't match the actions. I find it painful.

Are we feeling great yet, America? 🙄

They're selling you a lie about the greatness of America in the hoopla around the State of the Union Address. Do not turn away from the Epstein files. Millions of documents are being withheld and they're hoping we get bored and forget. Burn our power structure down.

Today my wheelchair tech changed my seating parts to accommodate my new spine. Next I have to go through a whole evaluation to change my driving mechanism from a hand joystick to a face switch. I don't have the strength or coordination to use my hand anymore.

I ate a big hunk of bread today after not eating bread for actual months. Now I am actually sick. Toilet sick, bloated, and nausea sick. I fear this is the end. I'm not sure if one can die from gastroparesis but one has several regrets. Please put me in a lavender urn.

I'm an historical player on The Sims 4, meaning I build 1700s and 1800s worlds. Do you know of any mods or CC that would be cool in my gameplay? The Sims 4 is how I relax my brain and "get up to do something" post-op spine rebuild physical therapy. I'm very detail immersive where I can.

I just took my third melatonin gummy and I'm still not feeling sleepy at all yet. Rude.

Two days in a row of doing computer stuff. I'm still struggling to use the computer after my spine surgery. Shrinking my Sims 4 CC collection has been really hard. Collecting things and assigning emotional attachments to them is an aspect of OCD. It's very annoying.

I did computer time today. I'm trying but it still hurts.

Burn everything down. It's not enough until the entire corrupt system worldwide has been blown to pieces. These people need to be drawn and quartered in town squares.

Mother Lilith, ignite the righteous rage in womankind. Mother Hecate, light the path of the sacred dead who were killed by evil. Spirits, walk with us in this dark time. We'll only be free if we recognize the divine feminine and fight back as a collective.

I'm on day three of a gastroparesis flare. Bloating is so bad. A lot of trucker burping. This is not cool. I don't want to eat or anything. Is this when I should try those fruit pouches for babies or Ensure or something? I'm looking for some nutritional guidance.

Gastroparesis is such a miserable disease. I'd rather marinate in my fibromyalgia flares every day than go through these gastroparesis flares. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

Burn everything down.

The new back to my wheelchair is finally being delivered a week from tomorrow! Huzzah!

Don't try meditation after taking melatonin if you're prone to being scared easily. I've been afraid of my natural existing second sight since I experienced psychosis in the ICU. Part of me is afraid it'll happen again if I resume working with the dead.

I spent my Valentine's Day sorting Sims custom content. I couldn't be happier. I just like to do my own thing. Companionship would be nice but only when I want it. I don't think I'm very good with men. I hope you guys had a lovely Valentine's Day.

I've been loudly singing Bad Bunny like I can speak Spanish. It's all vibes and vague syllables over here. Sometimes high school Spanish comes back to me in flashbacks. I'm trying to vibe but I'm painfully white.

A ton of my books are going to the town bookstore for store credit. If you guys come by Marietta, Ohio, go to the bookstore on Front Street if you're into Civil War research and historical fiction. My box is so big, my mom had to roll it out on a cart.

Which type of gummies should I get if I can't sleep? And where does a sheltered Victorian woman acquire said gummies? Hold on. I suspect I need to loosen my corset for this.

New here? I’m Jessica. Age 44. Appalachian. Author, artist, and disability activist. Civil War historian. Folk magic practitioner. Hecate priestess. Past life researcher. Service dog mommy. Yes, I do stuff with my mouth due to my disability. Have the day you deserve. 👻🧹🌷

Pam Bondi is so far up Trump's ass that she knows what he ate for lunch.

Farewell, James Van Der Beek. I think you were one of the good ones. May your soul find peace and healing now. Hail to the traveler!🕯️

Viva Benito.

It's been such a day. I feel like I'm going in circles with Social Security because they're trying to say they overpaid me by $42,200. That's not true.

Sitting on hold with Social Security has to be one of the circles of hell.

Everything completely disregulated about my nervous system could be fixed by burning down the entire American government.

I have a bill today for food and medication. Please help me if you're able. I can't believe two over-the-counter meds are over half this bill. Good grief. Help me? C^shApp: $ArtByJessicaJewett V3nmo: Jessica-Jones-1002 Z3lle & P^yPal: [email protected]

I promise none of my books or art will ever be made with AI. This is a safe place for real artists and authors.

Update: I'm done. I did my time. Omg ow my body hurts.

I'm getting up on my computer to try and do my Sims. Hopefully I can do it. Cold weather makes my body very stiff. Being on my computer has been extremely hard since my spine surgery.

People who have like three whole books in their houses for decor make me suspicious. Like what do you do to stimulate your brains if you have nothing to read? I know you haven't cracked open that photobook of Venice under that Target vase, Cheryl. You're not fooling anyone.

If I post pictures of the books I'm getting rid of, would you guys want to buy them directly from me? These books will be photographed and they're in almost perfect condition. I need to make some money.

My birthday cake from yesterday. It was ice cream sandwiches covered in buttercream frosting with sprinkles and sugar letters. Ice cream cake is easier on my gastroparesis than cake cake.

I think Mother Hecate and an assortment of my spirits visited today. A dozen black grackles filled the tree outside of my living room window. Then the black cat that lives on my street came over here too. I feel like my birthday got a blessing.

Mom got me a pink hyacinth for my birthday. The story is Grandma used to dig up the bulbs after they bloomed and she put them in the cellar or the fridge to trick them into blooming again next year. I need an ouija board to ask Grandma about my new plant.

My caregiver is making me an ice cream cake! I'm definitely not following my gastroparesis diet today!

My birthday is tomorrow (the 4th). I need some joy. It's been so hard this past ... decade.

I really need help. Please. Food has gotten so expensive and I'm in the process of trying to reapply for SNAP after it was shut off because staff didn't call for my renewal. Help? C^shApp: $ArtByJessicaJewett V3nmo: Jessica-Jones-1002 Z3lle & P^yPal: [email protected]

Every now and then, somebody on my floor walks by on the way to the elevator and they're wearing such LOUD cologne that I can smell it IN my apartment THROUGH my locked door. The audacity.

My groceries went up a lot. I compared last night's groceries to a similar amount last year. It's so bad. Also, I'm stuck reapplying for SNAP. Please help me. I'm a quadriplegic. C^shApp: $ArtByJessicaJewett V3nmo: Jessica-Jones-1002 Z3lle & P^yPal: [email protected]

Big news. I got 3 invitations to join the Illuminati in my Instagram DMs. 🤣

I'm still working on cleaning out my bookshelves. I got to my section of Joshua Lawrence Chamberlain books and I realized I have a Chamberlain book written by RFK Jr. As in brain worm, Tylenol causes autism RFK Jr. I'm furious that I have to get rid of it now. He's trash.

My groceries went up a lot. I compared tonight's groceries to a similar amount last year. It's so bad and I'm stuck reapplying for SNAP. Please help me. I'm a quadriplegic. C^shApp: $ArtByJessicaJewett V3nmo: Jessica-Jones-1002 Z3lle & P^yPal: [email protected]

I'm in terrible pain today. I haven't gotten out of bed. Please pray to your chosen spirits or deities for help with my body. I was doing great for a few weeks but now this snowstorm on top of snowstorm is hurting me.