For those who didn't know what "seek me out" meant, it means my new discord is in my bio. If you're someone I don't know or someone I fear, you know who you are, don't expect me to respond to you.

First car I had to work on at work has a custom subwoofer system installed, and the two songs I tested it on were Paradigm Shift and Full Speed Ahead from FF13-2. Craziest part is that the single father I work with recognized those songs and is a massive game nerd like me. Idk what to say.

I wish my plushies could help me be happy all the time. I'm so broken that I can't even survive without them.

48 years old.... Happy birthday Final Fantasy

Realizing now that I deleted the ZeroTrinity account for no fucking reason, because I was never seen as that bad of a person. Just a good but flawed individual.

It's so wild how much I've progressed as a GBVSR player within a year. I hope this leads to me carrying that onto every other game I touch

God damn I actually do miss the friends I left behind so much... Why the hell did I delete my old discord. This was such a stupid idea

What are some other very politically important games like Final Fantasy VII or (to my knowledge, never played it) Metal Gear Solid 2? I'm interested to know!

Made a monstrosity

Why the hell are my nipples so damn sensitive now

I've said it before, but if people do want to reconnect with me, they need only seek me out

Note to self: if I really want people to not suspect me, don't go on a like 5 different nerd filled tangents making my identity obvious

Reading a post about patriarchal fantasy is making me question a little about I feel about Xenoblade 2. A game that does very much have sexualized designs for the Blades, but with the theme being an argument about objectification, it kind of makes sense for the designs to be the way they are.

It's been a month and my body is already changing. I'm so excited for this.

Turns out, no matter ends up happening, I'll never be truly forgotten. Sora was spitting about connections and friends.

Why is Trucy Wright literally me

Went to a hobby store to buy paint, primer, and brushes. Left with the Final Yuri Machine. The FYM

Point earlier in my thread being, if you dismiss people or the art they create because of race, gender identity, sexual orientation, etc., or the artstyle they like to use in said art; and try to excuse that as "oh it's my preference", you got a lot of biases to sort out.

I think I'm lucky to have been away from the Expedition 33 cultural sarlacc pit for months. I didn't even know the discourse surrounding it. And all I can really think of now is that this feel like Eminem's rise to goat status but for JRPGs and replace racism with xenophobia towards the French.

Leon Kennedy is so hot, and this is coming from a lesbian

Anyways check this baby out

After a while, I didn'tike Trinity and how much trouble she had caused over the years, even with progress it wasn't enough. So screw it. Scorched Earth. My alters call it fracturing myself or even becoming a Nobody like in Kingdom Hearts. I want to be remembered as a good person, not as Trinity

Like I did this identity shift everywhere solely to have a do over in my social life. Even wiped an entire discord account and I probably made a few people think I'm either dead or way worse off than I am. In a sense I'm a worse person than I was before

I think i fooled a few of my past self's buddies into thinking I'm a different girl.... Nah Kayin is smarter than that. Trumpet idk

So uh, hi. My name is Melody and I'm a nerd trying to redeem herself by just learning how to live.

Y'know what. Here. @melody_stellaris Seek me if you wanna

Despite my discord account being set to delete any day now, and being forgotten by all of the people who I knew from my time as Trinity, I gotta say Today was a good birthday

Oh and no, I can't be normal about things or living. The narcissist in me will always linger in a way

I'm going to remake myself. As a melody playing among the stars. I'll still occasionally post here where no one will ever see, but if you want to talk to me, you'll have to seek me out yourself. You'll probably know where to find me, if not, we might run into each other.

Making a separate post about this, but just saying. The Turks may not be rounding up folks from a different nation, Wutai would be the perfect example for this, and putting them in camps, but they are still very much a gestapo for Shinra with a LOT of blood on their hands.

Recently I've been replaying the original FF7 and was shocked by how masterfully done the Nibelheim flashback was. It was to the point that I even noticed a glaring detail I never knew about until now, years and years later. I'm starting to understand why 7 is the favorite for so many FF fans.

23 years old and no one to celebrate with

I really don't want to delete my accounts. It feels like abandoning the people who still like me

To everyone I've hurt and to the friends I've lost, I'm sorry. I'm going to make things right.

Im done with everything

Life update

Loneliest I've been in a long time. Burning bridges and the like. Did all of this to myself. Nothing I can really do about it except cry and walk on with regrets.

Boobies soft and warm... Why are they so bxjsnjdmslsnhcms23_+$;$)!"7828$6+'9):

I have done a c0mmish for ZeroTrinity (Who took the picture) of their sona for their arcade stick! I love doing stick art as c0mmishes it's so fun :>

Being without HRT and wanting to be girl is torture

I wish I could pass rn. I already have the butt to do so, so why can't the rest of my body be that way...

So I uh... Did a thing at my locals the past weekend

Becoming more snd more unstable. Desperately need a girlfriend so I can never be lonely and be loved. Everyone I know are moving on through life and I'm lagging behind. I need to find love quickly. I'll even take co-dependency. I just need something to fill the void

Every now and then

There is no mortal comprehension available to understand how the fuck DBFZ is still getting updated and getting a new damn character in the year of our gods

Writing this for whoever may see it. This is Zenia, one of Trinity's alters. I used to hate the girl but now I'm conflicted, though that's besides the point. I'm mainly piloting the ship due to some recent breakdowns, and I'm hoping this reaches people close to her. We're okay for the most part

So a lot happened to me last week, good things. To put it shortly, I'm plural now. I have 3 headmates: Stella (They/Them), Crow (He/Him), and Zenia (She/Her). For anyone on discord, please forgive me for any confusion, disgust, or inconveniences I may cause you being this way...

I ask for your input WoLs. I wanna not be a lalafell anymore because of how they are seen in the community, but should I stay as one or become one of the following here? #ff14

Kingdom Hearts fans, I ask an urgent question. My current gender identity is based on how characters' perception of Xion works. My question being, is this just a convoluted version of genderfluidity?

Why am I alone again