Blech, no thank you.

Why am I incapable of speaking to this one special person like a normal human being?? Emotions and fears fucking suck, man. I feel like they’re turning me into an alien robot when trying to connect with someone I care about. I think the person thinks they can’t talk to me about anything now.

Someone slap me and tell me I don’t need them please 🥲

happy monday night rhiyo! cr: kimrolloduh @ ig

I’m catching up on last week’s NXT and WHAT WAS THAT TATUM PACKAGE 🖤💚 They’re still pushing Tater. 🥺 I’m happy. #WWENXT

“Got his neck, got his back, what’s coming next?” #SmackDown

Trick Williams already being so over makes me very happy. #SmackDown

I hope Melo qualifies for EC

Melo chants 🥹

Fuck it, we ball ig #SmackDown

I wasn’t planning on watching #SmackDown because I missed NXT (I know they don’t normally spoil things but might mention stuff offhandedly), but this ep seems like it might be good?? Idk man, my mental health is ✨crumbling✨ right now but maybe wrestling will help???

I gotta learn how to not be too much of myself. I think it’s going to ruin a relationship I really value. Sometimes the negative voice in my head tells me I should probably just let it go, at least some parts of it. But I’m scared. Really, really scared.

“Jenna can’t hear us, she’s blind” is one of my favourite lines from PLL, lmao.

Sounds fucked but I wish vices made me feel like they solved my problems instead of just making me feel like shit. Weed fuckin’ stresses me out but I use it anyway. It’s the only tangible one I’ve got. I’m worried how I’m gonna be if things don’t get better. But I’m also not making them better. So.

My doctor’s office asked me my pronouns while we were updating info during an appointment today. That was a nice moment at least.

Be kind to yourself today, please. You deserve it. I promise. 💚

Why do the days you feel like you’re nothing also feel like the days you’re being most honest with yourself? And what does that imply? 😕

Shiloh Hill really used the broken ladder as stilts 😂 #WWENXT

Whoever produced that match I’d like to shake their hand #WWENXT

Ricky basically got pinned between the top rope and the ladder while angled perfectly to watch Hendry get the title, that looked cool as fuck. #WWENXT

I BELIEVE IN JOE HENDRY 👏👏 #WWENXT

SHILOH LMAOOOO #WWENXT

Jacy 😳 #WWENXT

This the third time Sol hit Zaria with a Sol snatcher lmaoooo Zaruca is not fine

Em (?)’s moonsault was smoooooth! Almost looked slow motion somehow. And Heather (?) seems scrappy, I like her. #WWENXT

The Elegance brand looks really good, great synergy and can both wrestle for sure. Love being exposed to more TNA talent through NXT. #WWENXT

I feel like I heard either in Unreal or a show last week that this ref has an accent of some kind??? And I think that’s cool as hell. #WWENXT

ZARUCA. IS. FINE. #WWENXT

Like what is this move??? Tilt-a-whirl reverse Rough Rider? I’m probably over complicating it, but I love it. Shit rules. #WWENXT

Zaruca is fine, we promise. #WWENXT

Uh oh. 👀 #WWENXT

YO THAT WAS SICK. Elio somehow did a fucking floatover Rough Rider or something??? #WWENXT

That interstitial music that played when they cut back a bit too early on Netflix sounded like it was from a game show, lmao. #WWENXT

Tony D'Angelo went from the audience telling him to leave to hanging on his every last word. Now, Tony's in-ring work has always spoke for itself, but this is what growth looks like. #WWENXT

Elio Omelette Du Fromage #wrestlesky #bws #wwenxt

“He can also teleport, which is… sick” lmao okay I think I unironically like Shiloh Hill. The Downloads before his debut were fine while a bit odd in terms of acting, but I love his energy, lol. 👌🍃

But Tony, do you know when Rizzo is coming back? 🥺 #WWENXT

Tony D'Angelo's theme got me like #wwenxt

Tony D’Angelo’s new entrance! #WWENXT

I love when a crowd likes and respects a wrestler enough to let them stand in the ring and deliver their promo. Particularly in NXT’s small room where you can hear everyone in the crowd. The small cheers and phrases being said aren’t disrespectful, but supportive. I’ve missed Tony D. #WWENXT

Tony’s new theme is a good style of generic imo. Maybe it’s just because I heavily fuck with this kind of music, lol. #WWENXT

Izzi Dame retains the NXT Women’s North American Championship! #WWENXT

What is her problem? (Compliment) #WWENXT

Disappointed Thea didn’t win (didn’t think she would anyway, rip 🥲), but that was a really fun opener. NXT women’s division is some of the most consistently good wrestling this company produces, even being at a developmental level. #WWENXT

Thea Hail takes out Shawn Spears with a hurricanrana! 😂 #WWENXT

🥹💚 #WWENXT

THEA, I BELIEVE #WWENXT TATER SHENANIGANS PLZ

Even the underutilized women in NXT have support. The division is so uplifting like no other. I still feel like the talent influx is a bit much, but it's nice to see rookies develop in a good environment. #WWENXT

“…so wherever you’re watching around the world…” 🥹💚 #WWENXT

THEAAAAAA 💚 #WWENXT