weak because of biological ties and that they gave me so much but theres a day when even the purest love dies that person again i will never touch

my burn marks out on the grill too long cook too enraptured in song you big jolly giant im an act of defiance i let myself turn out all wrong (1/2)

an older one that i never posted here for some reason: take me right back to my home where all the trees are overgrown and the paths arent set in stone the only place i wish to know (1/4)

i hobble down this path alone old beds of flowers overgrown in patchy carpets of melting snow sleeps a river in remains of stone and no one knows how it once flowed and no one cares for what they own the memories there the skipping stones those seeds once sown was someones home

laying upon the bathroom tiles i simply ceased to exist evaporating in that callous light i melted into mist my limbs deflated into themselves, my skin a fluid filled cyst and in my airborne particulate mind i knew i wouldnt be missed

Here’s ‘All Times by Self’ from my new collection This Joyful Interlude, out now ✨ First published by @rfpress.bsky.social Book links (or pm me for a signed copy) UK amazon.co.uk/dp/1068432330 US amazon.com/dp/1068432330 CA amazon.ca/dp/1068432330 DE amazon.de/dp/1068432330 #poem #poems #poetry

Here’s ‘Niche, One Hundred Acre Wood’ from my new book This Joyful Interlude, out now! Also, a pic of me at One Hundred Acre Wood. Book links (or pm me for a signed copy) UK amazon.co.uk/dp/1068432330 US amazon.com/dp/1068432330 CA amazon.ca/dp/1068432330 DE amazon.de/dp/1068432330 #poem #poetry

my sink is leaking the fridge is speaking someone is sneaking and out im freaking

the weight of the world borne by a delicate mind wasted potential from when the stars aligned tighter and tighter the strings endlessly wind until i cant even feel what im trying to find (1/2)

Cloud Rider Goat #pixel_dailies #Pixquare #pixelart #Transport #Goat #Clouds #LinePlay

I made you a protection bubble Nito. ❤️‍🩹

the winter's supposed to be fluffy and full the world in blankets of snow but this time around its sloughy and cold like some kind of runny nose

you grasp to find some inner strength exhausted all you broke the bank and there truly is no one to thank just how things are, your ship simply sank

its cruel how the hours crawl when everything around you falls you cannot seem to breathe at all but the sun still hangs there, standing tall the light it burns its taunting you you know its up there laughing too piercing rays to run you through divine and pure, what you once knew

dig into your skin sink my teeth in feed upon what little meat that i can find within a husk of soul and full of holes picked clean they feasted shamelessly mites always take their toll

stolen days forgotten nights endless delays cavernous frights

i feel like ill never create any more my mind has been melted and covered in sores i cant get it back to where it was before im hopeless and helpless to my hollowed out core

overtop the undergrowth among the grass in quiet groves lying in wait and unexposed a nasty beast, or so supposed (1/2)

i am unable to exhale damning myself without fail waiting for that holy grail my spirit is far too sick and frail

cant feel at all when things are good feel it all when things are bad i trip and fall knocking on wood and pray to god i dont go mad

lost far more than gained unwashably stained parades sorely rained never not chained

as those great metal beasts roared up in the air i could not do much else but to helplessly stare at their unholy spawn, that ear-piercing chime and think "we may truly deserve it this time"

i might start using this account to post poems wrintings i like by other people (with credit of course) alongside things i write

sometimes i have a dream where im crying my eyes out and it gives me the emotional relief that the real world has stolen from me

ive learned that time does not in fact fly it sprints with nauseating fervor i spend my days desperately wondering why my dreams somehow only get further

my blood trudges and pumps thickly pulsing like oil a mind hanging heavy, adrenaline dumped my train of thought hopelessly soiled

2025•06•25 I kept drawing because I wasn't satisfied, but I thought there were not changes, so I decided to just upload it. #이즈츠미 #izutsumi #イヅツミ #던전밥 #dungeonmeshi #ダンジョン飯

we are not meant to know what lies behind the sky just because we can doesnt mean we should if we could see what happens when we die the impact it will have simply cannot be good (1/2)

"it'll stop if you just concede" it whispers through the pain "forsake what you wanted to be, and i can make it go away" even if you dont want to listen so disgusting you wont even touch itll torture you into submission at some point it will be too much

@talicide.bsky.social pider #pixelart #cat

Dreaming My Dreams With You🩷 #Yumenikki #ゆめにっき #ValentinesDay

Still Night - My first attempt at animation #pixelart

lil thing i made for a playlist cover

Dead before you got to live Shambling corpse of what could've been You aimlessly wander these miserable streets Searching for something to be Your rotting eyes and mind can’t see There is no possibility (1/7) #pixelart

the sun hangs there in contempt shining truth on all of my lies vessels drained bare, my spirit unkempt i became what i used to despise

on rare nights when the madness skips and its grasp it slips i catch the narrow just a slender glimpse (1/4)

this rn

rolling around in the dark festering here from the start it crawls over me like worms down a tree till i claw right through to my heart

that nasty little slimy thing its jumping around again whack-a-mole without a goal the game will never end it latches on to anything burrows into love perverts the heart of every dream until you just give up

with every single person there will come a day when they can no longer look at you the same your poison, your hatred will get in the way because in the end nothing is left unbetrayed

You there! Fic reader! Do you read fics but don't comment that much? Is it because it's a bit intimidating, or maybe you aren't sure what to say?? C'mere. I will teach you the ways.

lay me out bare stretch my skin to the wall tan me out there my shame visible to all

uninspired mind of mud plastic entertainment saturated liquid days comfortable confinement (1/3)

drifting off into nothing losing what you can be living becomes unbecoming burying what you need perfection is just what you see not what you read of in books happiness between you and me does not merely come down to looks

まじょ💫

fragmented again the thing that unifies them cracked and broke in the end the future will be silent

even the falling feels good with you when my skin is crawling and all i can do is twirl down in fear and lose all sense of here you give me comfort where i have the room

i love how past the age of 20, life is just losing more and more of the cells in your body until you are a husk, a mere framework of what you once were like rotting wood, holding form until something breaks the façade. (1/4)

lately ive been alive in my dreams more than the waking world. something is missing. something has always been missing. in the clouds my brain is subdued enough for that hole to be inconsequential. the tiny world of unreality is infinitely whimsy. (1/12)

Dead before you got to live Shambling corpse of what could've been You aimlessly wander these miserable streets Searching for something to be Your rotting eyes and mind can’t see There is no possibility (1/7)