trying the narcolepsy meds today… so far so good?

to the random normies liking this post, the dog treats are for ME!!! I AM THE DOG!!! Idk if ur dog can have THC to help with arthritis but like. I can 🤷‍♂️

unexpected weekend tbh. made edible THC dog treats and also have learned that AC is most likely gonna happen for me!

Goddddd two weeks into HRT and I already feel like I want to wear a bra/want compression… ouchie

@lilhollanov.bsky.social here he is, with a pack of markers for scale! he is very good for cuddling… and for other things :3

backrooms was way better than I was expecting. also going to see horror movies while really high is super fun, would recommend 🌱

compared to my normal posts getting like 0-3 likes mostly from people I live within a mile of IRL… damn this one popped off xD

I moved my rug a few feet over and found a big perimeter of baby powder 😆 #babyfur #abdl

healing in my heart a bit I think

help I’ve been hit with the green baby dragon in diapers MDMA tf beam

sensitive boooooobs get out of the way plz I’m trying to play guitar =w=

just had 🌱 front in front of someone else for the first time

he spin

i am stinky…

(1) A month or so ago, I was literally laughed at by my conservative male doctor for saying that I frequently see a sex therapist. I was then told that I should stop seeing a sex therapist because they are “not qualified” to treat complex mental health disorders like a psychiatrist is.

was scrolling Instagram reels and a post said out loud “if you hear the sound of my voice clap once” and my neurons were so immediately activated jeez

got confused by the 6-2-1 rule and took six showers by accident D:

my contributions to the AO babyfur panel #anthrohio #babyfur

reintroduced myself to a friend from high school that I saw at AO today, super fun and rewarding but definitely a scary experience somewhat ;w; I was not a person I liked in high school… it’s scary that some people know the old me more than the current me :/

deodorant. did you know?

getting SO MUCH positive feedback on my sona and badge and everything!!!

i am feeling so emotionally fulfilled right now, unexpectedly. cons bring so much life into me and i always forget it

I’m honestly afraid of the possibility that I don’t have the emotional capacity to be on E right now :/ I’m gonna thug it out for a bit I think but I just don’t feel confident about it… so different feeling even just on day 4

This is supposed to be a good time, why do I feel so much dread

bleh. 4 hours of sleep does not make for a good mood trying to go into this weekend :/

my emotions are all over the place tonight… I was just feeling some of the most compassion I’ve felt more myself in a long time, and then immediately after felt some of the most intense self hatred I’ve ever felt. what a way to spend the night before the con gets underway. bleh

I stand corrected it does not make me feel nicer about myself just yet :(

it’s having a noticeable effect on my constant sense of shame and horrible self perception. I kinda just feel a nicer about myself, all things considered

i think i hate being demi

I took the drugs (estrogen) and the drugs are working 🎶

i used a suppository earlier and let out what have been the most embarrassing automatic grunt when I couldn’t hold it any more >~> didn’t even know that type of grunting noise could come out of me 😵‍💫

day 2 of dissolving a little blue pill under my tongue!

when will I stop seeing my life as nothing but constant rejection?

still miss living in philly sometimes :/

I wanna try exploring this style more so I decided to draw one of my favourite dragons, Spyro! #art #fanart #furry #furryart

just took my first dose of E a bit ago!

really been enjoying this song by trans artist sasha allen about what is lost by removing the human from art in place of AI youtu.be/z1x6OEIT2aQ?...

so flat… got runned over :(

found this adorable dog toy when i was out grabbing a few pairs of shorts today ;w;

oh right. that’s just called being grounded and actually listening to my emotions.

smoking that shit that makes me pissed af??? and it’s an Indica hello??? never trusting the strain as an indicator again holy fuck

i wish i could follow the same advice i can give

why is it so damn enticing to scream to the void on bluesky… I have things I’d like to vent about that I can’t vent about on here but I can’t get the motivation to journal about it otherwise blehhhhh

I got a nice variety of incense sticks for super cheap, house is about to smell so much better :3

well just as I thought might happen, I did some visualization preparation in therapy and it backfired on me and turned into me having a nightmare :/

Tail,whipping,Wings Flapping and fanctically stomping from one foot to the other! the bashful Dragon's potty dance is chaotic and loud atleast everyone knows when she needs a change just.. wish this wasnt her behaviour EVERY TIME she had to go number 2 -.-" #ChawryArt #ABDL #messy

I should go to a music festival sometime

broke me so bad

really badly need to play toys on a big soft rug