I have improved it

trying to contact my previous job’s HR for a tax question, and AI has completely destroyed their customer service ugh phone lines meant for previous employees give a message to contact their seemingly-unmonitored email address or to use the internal chat bot that I can’t access anymore 😑

thinking about psychedelics a lot lately… it’s been a while

last post for the night… a big fuck you to my endocrinologist for saying “that’s not an option” when I mentioned being both trans and nonbinary 🖕

i should get off less often so I enjoy it more…

puts a mirror in your enclosure so you don’t feel lonely

falling asleep at 7:30p and waking up wide awake at 10:30p really kinda messes my brain up :( Should I be saying good morning or goodnight…

Im starting to think fem Jet may in fact be real and may infact be able to hurt you Art by @shadyadi.bsky.social #abdl #babyfur

anyways… i fell asleep trying to give myself buzzies a bit ago. woke up and still had the wand pressed to me, it was so warm and tingly and i didn’t know what was going on and why it felt that way… bweh 😵‍💫

hope i get to meet the Easter buzzy today. sorry the Easter buzzy. oops i meant the Easter buzzy. jeez auto correct

going to a concert in the daytime is so weird. im used to coming home fucked up at like 2am. alas it is 6:30pm and im sober ish… what the hell do I do for the rest of the night???

I should write smut about it :3

I don’t know if it’s a blessing or a curse to be hit with the beam of hypersexuality from antidepressant side effects but I’m gonna rock with it for now

the need to be held up on a dragon’s tail and bounced is so real

Went on a walk today and found myself subconsciously trying to balance on the divider between the road and the grass like it was a balance beam… arms out trying to balance and everything And then a car drove by and I had to act like I *wasn’t doing that* … definitely a bit embarrassed >///<

i want to wish a happy #tdov to everyone who does gender "wrong". intersex folks who don't hide their variations, sissies & crossdressers, trans folks who won't transition, nonbinary folks who don't want androgyny, older trans folks who use the 'wrong' labels, and more. I see you and I love you.

just got kinda close to leaving my paci clipped to me for therapy >///>

pretty much obligated to wear a diaper during my autism assessment yeah?

a potty training little who INSISTS they need their stuffy in their arms before they hop up on the potty (it’s me, i’m the potty training little)

Huge comm for @anynomus101.bsky.social Thank you again!

drew spyro for the first time ever tonight, been wanting to draw him for a while.

buzzies in a cage… so good 😊

"I was just admiring your treasure, I - I didn't know there was another dragon living here already! I was gonna put it back, honest!! ... Can I have my clothes back? D:" artistic liberty comm from ApplePup!

trying out a silicone cage under my padding today and it’s honestly really nice. it’s like a halfway between chastity and not-chastity and so far hasn’t given me the same sensory issues that plastic ones have

for some reason, I can only get in the right headspace to work on my new sona design like once a month, when I’m high, past midnight. mannnn I just wanna work on stuff and get it done!! wish i could feel more into it when i have energy and caffeine in me :(

I should post on here some more

the autistic ace abdl experience…

god damn

babyfur city is real

i hate smoking with plural bitches bro she keeps passing my blunt to all her headmates she’s hit it like 15 times

EMPLOYED

Spyro is so cute! I really like him~ Have I told you how much I love him? Spyro, I love you so much! <3 <3 xdxd I’m working on some things and drew this padded Spyro~ My purple dragon deserves more padded art ;3

💜My boy Spyro forever!~ <3

Special commission! :D Super proud of this one QwQ 💜💛💜💛💜💛

reheat my tea in the microwave? You mean tea necromancy??? as soon as I slog down this lukewarm chamomile the council will hear about this....

my attachment to each Nintendo franchise (ope forgot the heading…)

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Earthbound 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Metroid 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Star Fox ❤️❤️❤️❤️🖤 Mario 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Rhythm Heaven ❤️🖤🖤🖤🖤 WarioWare/Wario Land ❤️❤️🖤🖤🖤 Kirby ❤️❤️🖤🖤🖤 Donkey Kong ❤️❤️❤️❤️🖤 Pokemon 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 F-Zero 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Fire Emblem ❤️❤️❤️❤️🖤 Zelda ❤️🖤🖤🖤🖤 Pikmin ❤️❤️🖤🖤🖤 Animal Crossing 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Splatoon 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Xenoblade

the 1-2 combo of piss and shit yourself tea

Hey it’s Feb 1st! That means I completed my first ever full month 24/7… about 50/50 diapers and pull-ups

doing stealthy diaper deals with @teakyyy.bsky.social in the parking lot, what a life

Nervous system? Yeah we kinda are thanks

He can explain

This year, I did 12 days of Cubmas for my patrons/substars <3 Each individual day in the thread below!

❌ making it to the potty ✅ making my fursuit #babyfur #fursuit

I had to do somethiiiing…

well heck

It’s ok, bunnies don’t bite

same, the playpen was SO CUTE!! I’m still there in my mind

i love my fuckin friends man like i was such a weird lil kid and had like barely any friends. autistic and traumatized made life so awful. now i have people in my life DESPITE that? like idk 😭❤️