The glue fumes unlocked a memory of me being used to sleeping on a sofa. It's late and I really need my room to smell less like shoe goo, and for my head to stop hurting.

Ok, uh, well, Little Rocket Lab came out and I (should) have rest of the day free, so let's continue from where we left off. And by that I mean I did my homework and caught up to demo progress, please be proud of me.jpg www.twitch.tv/kogasagasagasa

DEBUTING TODAY AT 7PM EST! ❤️‍🔥 Twitch.tv/aizengomenvt #vtuber #vtuberdebut #vtubersupportbeam #vtuberuprising #twitchstreamer #horrorgame #spooktober

Hmmm. I am sure the result's skewed from how I feel about the world around me, rather than truly what drives me to create things. But it's got a point. uquiz.com/quiz/p0u5c3/...

Real Agnes Tachyon fans identify each other in the wild by how many runs of Makikanefukukitaru they have done while spark chasing, change my mind.

Matikanefukukitaru: Teehee I have headache Next week after I spammed recreation Matikanefukukitaru: Bad fortune day! Please we have an important race coming up please stop

Just so people don't think I died in a godless pit (ie my home) or something, I've got a stream. That and I've been interested in a game called Little Rocket Lab, and there's a demo. :3c (I don't remember how to stream and I am *slightly* insane, please understand.) www.twitch.tv/kogasagasagasa

I took a nap, dreamt of Satoru Iwata, and woke up in tears. I did not realize how much I miss Satoru Iwata.

I'll finish it this time. I... ... Haven't finished a game in years, have I?

Are you excited for the #FinalFantasyTactics Remaster in a week?

I died (Don't worry it's just some trauma) and saved the dude that we were supposed to save, 10/10 will die for great justice again.

I realize I am just growing weed, but having tasted my own dandelion and lamb's quarter, I really want to move somewhere and just grow and eat weed. It's really delicious... Freshly harvested probably helped.

Somehow in middle of my tabs of stream assets to investigate, I had bookmarked actual pierogies. Must be a sign.

I have unfortunately fallen into a rabbit hole after last Saturday's collab with Slep and Witness. And by rabbit I mean horse.

Anyway I suck at like.... properly opening commissions But uh Hey they cut my hours at work so I wanna try takin a couple sketch comms in order to help ease the blow that I'm bouta be hit with 35 bucks sound good? hmu, let's talk shit out.

Because of Hank Green, I sometimes think about Louis Pasteur, and then get emotional and tearful. Good morning. Due to various infections, everything hurt. 🙃

Going back to teaching @acepcaswell.bsky.social how to play Arkham Horror LCG w/ @kogasagasagasa.bsky.social and @witnesstodestiny.bsky.social ! twitch.tv/slepnir_f4ke... #envtubers #vtubers

*hits blunt* You should be able to save your game with Akyuu. No, no games in specific. You just should be able to.

Sorry gang, the month's been rough. I won't go into it. In better news, more collab tomorrow and I am excited.

I really need to stop spending money on TTRPGs. I'm not going to, but I should. Y'all see this kickstarter? www.kickstarter.com/projects/bas... Major Escaflowne vibes~~ I already own Aether Nexus to scratch that Science Fantasy Mecha vibe, but I gotta have more. I just gotta. #TTRPG #Mecha

I need a Tumblr account, don't I?

"Chatroom" is a very specific subgenre of Chinese webnovels. It usually isn't a genre that stands alone, and usually has isekai, xianxia, etc. in it. ... Which makes me think about social media in culture, novel, and potentially post-apoc. scenario. What would wizards or dragons post on Bluesky?

Yeah I wasn't getting 燈(ともしび) from Fulgor in a thousand years. Brilliant (pun intended) reference to Baldr, however... Except I kept thinking it was about Fulgora, which was from a different mythology. Translation and its weird cousin, un-translation for original text, is hell.

I have somehow been steadily getting worse since Thursday last week, and now my throat hurts whenever I speak. 10/10 to Pestilence, 2/10 to my own immune system.

Ahh I was so close! GG Slep won it by destroying all ancient knowledge.

it is time :tm: www.twitch.tv/slepnir_f4ke...

I had the weirdest dream where I made an anti-Christian H-game intentionally to taunt Collective Shout. I might be a lot more concerned about payment processor than I originally thought... Guess it's no accident ~every two weeks I go on a tirade about economy in TTRPGs. :V

5th grade science time with Koga! Photosynthesis: 6CO2 + 6H2O + Light energy → C6H12O6 + 6O2. C6H12O6 = glucose, ie. carb for the plants. Chlorophyll as a pigment absorb most lights and reflect away green, giving it the green colour. This is the Light energy plants use. So basically, it's Hamon.

... I had to explain what photosynthesis is. I am concerned and worried.

Tteokbokki with Burmese lentil tofu. First time making this, took a long time and was a bit hectic. The lentil tofu is mostly there for additional protein, but works surprisingly well. Overall I can afford to add more chili powder, but I think my old person digestive system is going "This is fine".

He's not trying to look cool he IS cool you can't do him dirty like this- ... Chuunibyous are cool. I can never be like them, but I can witness their glorious phoenix-like prominence from a (safe) distance.

I've been avoidant. Shoutout to my nightmares for shoving shadow work right in my face instead of letting me get away with procrastinating on important facets in life. If nobody got me I know my past trauma's got me🙏 ... Seriously tho, I feel like I got no sleep.

Was gonna make a video but ok, fine, I'll drop a google doc instead. docs.google.com/document/d/1... tl;dr? Go play games. Go enjoy games. And defend people's right to games, if you've the heart for it. With love.

You know what, fuck it, let's form our own Collective Shout. Make Netflix delist every single show. Make Steam delist every single game. Make all bookstores have nothing to publish. Find reasons, shout everything, and force payment companies to take stab at those platforms on EVERYTHING.

... Fuck Visa/Mastercard. I am not saying that gamers need our own Luigi Mangione. I am not saying it. You can't make me say it. I am explicitly trying my god damn hardest to not say it. I am not 12 anymore. So I am not saying it.

I think the bigger issue is motivation and organization. Collective Shout managed to drum up enough people to send 1000 phone calls to Mastercard, and that was enough to push these changes. We *should* easily be able to get 10000 people to call Mastercard, right? Right?

Im too angry to put together a witty thought but Visa and Mastercard deserve to rot in hell.

Today's been working out well. Which is worrisome, days don't normally go well.

Probably everyone here knows this but back in 1994,. writing the song "Shoggoths Away" I believe it was Jordan who suggested we crib Ozzy Osbourne's "alright now, won't you listen? oh yeah" from the Black Sabbath Song "Sweet Leaf." heard at about 2:08 youtu.be/kjg1qSAX4B8?...

That was a lot of fun!

Was at the park today. Baby black bear encounter. The girl behind that tree ran toward me and the bear ran toward her. I had to stand my ground. Boyfriend-san got the bear's attention, and I left, warning people around the place that there's a bear. ... I guess I stood with my community today.

My doctor suggested that I could take a break day once in a while, if I am not doing anything important, for my ADHD medicine. Well I took a 3 hour nap and I feel like crap, and it's almost 5 PM. I haven't even went for my morning walk yet. :|

The Super Robot Wars-inspired Touhou fangame, Fantasy Maiden Wars, is coming to steam with full English translation! For those interested in the game, you can check out the steam page linked in the quoted post!

I am feeling rather upset, but surely gaming will cheer me up. Urgh. Anyways, it's been 2 weeks since we played Digimon on stream (I've been playing Arkham Horror w/ other VTubers... Check @slepnir.bsky.social out btw :3) So let's get back to it. :) www.twitch.tv/kogasagasagasa

Even if this wasn't a gateway to banning queer stuff ( and anything beyond that ) It's insane that they're going to try to limit self expression in the creative space. Anyway, they may be trying to erase us, but we're not gonna go down without a fight.

Worried for: – Hardcoded – Heaven Will Be Mine – Celeste (Madeline is trans) – Our Life – If Found – Boyfriend Dungeon – Visual novels made by queer indie devs All of these are “non-traditional” and vibes alone could get them pulled.

Banks like Visa and Mastercard are now backdoor moral authorities. They already pressured Patreon, OnlyFans, and others to remove NSFW content. Now Steam is next. And guess who they’ll target first? Queer, transgressive, or “unusual” games.

The ongoing cultural powergrab by payment processors is, with no exaggeration, the single greatest threat to freedom of expression - and in particular queer expression - in play right now. And on Steam it will kill games, chills industries, and in the long run deaden the platform.

In today's payment processor news: Valve has added a new section to their "What you shouldn't publish on Steam" partner onboarding guide: "Content that may violate the rules and standards set forth by Steam's payment processors [...] In particular, certain kinds of adult only content."