when i see something cringe and then realize that me seeing something as cringe is cringe therefore i am cringing at my cringe for cringing at something that was cringy and then posting about how cringe that was to cringe at something cringe realizing the post about it being cringe is also cringe.

just ate chicken tacos and about to use the bathroom WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Creator spaces are like, the worst place for me to be in because id rather be talking about what your favorite thing to make to eat is instead of anxiety blender issue number #235 for 4 hours. I stopped going casually to spaces like that, i prefer the normies now. Catch me in the great pug.

Only in VRChat where you can find someone roleplaying as a literal doughnut eclair magical anime girl. I'm done, we're cooked. Baked, even.

I think its really stupid to call something an alpha or a beta if its been in beta for literally close to 10 years. Just admit you are a live service at that point and you are constantly adding updates to milk the money out of us. Not pointing to any particular platform here, moreso all of them.

extremely loud neuro drum and bass production tonight before i hop into vrchat and bury my face in boobs and honk shoe

i stick my pizza in water

>When I'm exactly how i wanna be, doing the things i actually want to do in life and happy. "Why did you stop Djing" "Why did you stop using your real voice, are you trans now?" "Why are you not making VRChat avatars anymore?" Brother, let me change. Don't fall in love with an idea of me please.

Absolute Cinema.

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i love how this account can be a lot more random and explore more of the stuff in my head better than x its way less pressure knowing im not gonna get like 600k views after posting something here

I just realized that my favorite quote actually maps into Christianity and god really closely even though I'm not religious. "Life happens for you, not to you." "God gave you this challenge so you could learn and grow." Kinda cool when crossover brings me closer to understanding cultures.

lol

It feels so good to have literally no lag in recordings now in 80 people instances

tried letting the second pc run the whole time i play VRC recording everything, literally forgot it was there. Hawthorne effect negated. :) I now have a 24.7 archival recorder running at all times. Its 720p 30 over NDI but capture card is coming in a week and then can do 4k or 1080 60.

My new years resolution is to say hell yes or no more often.

I had a really interesting idea to use my 2nd pc to always be recording when I play VRChat so I could archive literally everything, but then i remembered the hawthorne effect and why that probably wouldn't work until like i forget im recording.

yeah im cooking i think maybe possibly mayhaps perhaps per chance

hold on i might actually be cooking

I feel weird doing this, but i block accounts preemptively if they are made within the last year and look even the slightest bit inauthentic. Like, i just blocked someone today on X for having an account made this month because they are an "avatar seller". And i wonder all the time if they're real.

haha it would be so funny right now if someone decided to cling onto me, tell me its ok and then pet my face and call me sweetie and then kisses and then hugging and then hold my hand and then and then and the

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throwback to the time i created jesus photoshopped on pee yellow kool aid man throwing up a gang sign with leeches for wings and a face tattoo that says "thug life" but I erased part of it to say "jug life".

me when i FRICKING lick you...

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lol i made a ps1 version of the cineshades 3d glasses so it matches this is positively poggers (its 8 polygons lol)

just realizing i did a lot of these

deck my halls with BALLS

how to awaken trauma in old people step one: oh im a gummy bear, yes im a gummy bear.

go like my posts or else ill eat all ur tacos

i crave speed

I just animated my first nsfw video in blender just to see if i could make something im proud of. I'm not proud enough to share it (YET). but what i did learn is that hoh boi its really close to me making music videos if i really try.

something changed in me this year, i stopped giving a fuck and started creating for me, not for them.

who up rn and farted? all my farters rise up!!@!@13!#$2341

now that i can offload blender renders to the 2nd pc, all that is left to do now is mocap i guess. UNLIMITED POWAAAAAAA !!!! toonami im comin for u

keep sending me boops on vrchat and we're gonna end up like this i swear to god

dream setup achieved

yo listen up heres a story about a little guy who posted on bluesky

Float like a butterfly. Sting like a nuclear missile.

I've now read Stephen Pressfields War Of Art, Ego is the enemy by Ryan Holiday, The mom test by Rob Fitzpatrick, and Sivers Hell yeah or no and can say that all of them are really informative books that I don't regret reading at all. Good shit.

nearly 200 fps in cyberpunk 1080p with path tracing max settings enabled im busting a nutt rn saved a stupid long time for this gpu, i hope this one doesn't get outdated as fast

new gpu coming tomorrow hopefully in the mail time to break cumputer installing it soon

anyone remember funorb?

I made a pretty bad mistake and I wanna apologize to everyone. I just realized that i almost never ask if i can give advice and just dump info on people, and for some reason I didn't notice til now how bad that can make people feel. i did this for years without realizing, its embarrassing.

ai bad www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwaS...

allow me to just take a moment. asjkgasjkbfgrasglakhsrhlgasdjrhgjkabsdrgkbjaersjkbae'krbaje'bioaekrjaherh'agbegioahnrbjandrtkbnadrthnioahdrtiohranod;orisgahndojrghaiouerhgoauidghadruoshgoaeriuhgouiahrg thanks i really needed that