i can't stop thinking about her. i can't stop thinking how i hurt her. i can't stop thinking about my life with her. i can't stop thinking. i can't stop thinking. i can't stop thinking. i can't stop thinking about to kill myself.

i can't even cry anymore.

suicide thoughts comes again to haunts me... fuck it.

i miss you so much... i should have treated you better.

keep smiling and everything will be ok.

I'm not ready to enter adulthood...

just 2/3 more month...

i'll never fall in love with someone the same way that i fell in love with you.

i'm tired of being tired... idk if this makes sense, but yeah... i'm really tired of all this bullshit, and stuffs. i don't even have motivation to get up of my bed, knowing the cycle of the day are gonna repeat... again, again, again... and again.

And here we are again...

"[...] I'd move on. And probably forget about you." - Jax.

the rain doesn't feel the same.

is it worth end with everything like that? ... i'm sorry, but ig my time in here has ended. maybe i can come back... sometime... idk. thx for everyone here. i love you all. bye.

that takes me one step closer to the edge, and i'm about to break. (yeah that's a linkin park reference, but... idk.)

well... cya.

why did i make a profile to vent? (in english) - here my posts range are smaller to the main - i guess here there are more friends than strangers (all who follows this account i consider my friend) - i feel more confortable to speak in another language for themes like this :)

well, at least... i'm trying to move on... :) ʸᵒᵘ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ

i want vent so bad here, but im afraid fuck

why are breakups so complicated?

i only back to bsky just to vent out. bye.

i'm such a hipocrate. i really hate me.

fuck man. i really don't know, what to say, but, really... just stop with this, it's the same thing, again, and again, and again... stop jumping to conclusions, you really know that's not true. i know i might being so much hipocrate now, but.. just stop overthinking, really. im tired of this shit.

i'm becoming what i criticized most

that's it? i'm drowning in my own ignorance? in my own rudeness? i'm losing all. all my life. go f*ck yourself wendel. you're a such an asshole. ...

LP. 🧡

idc if call me ugly, even if was a joke i already see myself as the ugliest person :D

one person who i talked to like every day, just disappear... and that was after i stop it to keep contact with it one more person who i made sad. wow, what a great friend i am... somebody just km pls.

maybe i'll be deist on the future... idk

🇧🇷 :). "Não quero falar de amor Que volto pros momentos de tudo que aguentei Uma pena que eu não vou Da tristeza eu lembro, que bom que você se foi" - (des)amor, Odeon

i'm useless, right dad? i don't deserve anything. i'm your worst son. sorry.

i want to cry so much... why i'm like this? i only make people sad AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH sorry. :(

i just want to get away from you... pls, just leave me forget me

maybe i'll block it on my main account too. :p

One more account blocked.

i don't care anymore, it's the same thing again, and again, and again... if she thinks that i'm with someone, so i'll not even try to prove the opposite. i'm alone, just me, with my friends. so... just leave me alone, with my thoughts, and happy.

i can't even vent... fuck it.

i fell my days are just passing in loops... it happen just the same thing, every day. every. day.

"Doki Doki Literature Club! OST - Sayo-nara" ...

it sucks to dedicate a song to a person, and now every time i hear this song i can only remember her..

i want to cry.

why do I feel bad for a person who turn up my life into a hell..? i hate myself.

i watched these two movies... (ig) i cried. i swear... omg, these two are masterpieces. ... :(

and here we go to read some old conversations... gn.

this feeling don't get out of my head :/ maybe all this problem its my fault... i'm sorry. beside all the problems that we had, i was also a little happy with this person... it loved me... i just wanna disapear. sorry.

i knew it. I just make people feel sad sorry

it's funny how this profile turn to this started with a way to make me practice my english, and now, it's just my way to vent out... sorry

i'm not ready to back to that hell :/ even with all the problems resolved, i feel like something will push me down i'll see her every day and i don't wanna remember of what she did to me ...

"you'll never be mine." ...