Bro holy shit I’m fucked— I just realized it wasn’t 1 or two days I’d missed my Very Important daily meds but rather 4 because I stopped taking them Thursday and it is Sunday evening. Except it’s Saturday? so 3. that’s manageable. Except no because it was thursday before last… 9 days? No: ten.

Just got home from work to this guy He’s wonky and magnificent

YOOOOOOOOOO HE’S ALMOST HERE

Tired from working (now a line cook) but my mental health id p good: I make the most creative output when not in a good place but my meds have gotten a lot better recently. Kinda good but it also makes me not so good that I’m not making art all the time. I can still draw but I don’t “have to” #vent

HOHOHO MY TIME HAS COME

Anxiety clenching my teeth AND i posted a bluesky vent on twitter because im a dumb dumb

Mock up/thumbnails for song art for one of the songs in my cecil stedman playlist

I am dying thinking of when my Cecil plush arrives I could put him in a little gda office Peak dollhouse vibes

I love Zeep

Sketch for that one part of Missed Connections that I posted

a snippet from my Missed Connections fic + my first AO3 post archiveofourown.org/works/84673646

Cecilia is exactly where she wants to be and I'm so happy for her

Magical

Now in a new kind of agony as I try cutting back the high dose naproxen to just as needed at night because it was causing severe muscle weakness and I almost passed out from the “exercise” of taking a shower

Made this for a server

Changed my bluesky handle to match my twitter/X handle

I made another image

didn't take my vyvanse today and im hating myself for it

i really need to learn how to draw nsfw but my brain is so self conscious both of what I'm drawing and of how my brain wants it to be perfect

Alright, I’m calling it for the day Still a long way to go but much further along that when I started

Further rendered. Still bald.

Getting way too into the rendering stage and he is STILL BALD I need to lock in and relearn prioritizing in physical art mediums

An older photo: honestly I think they just like the smell

Moments later

Bald…….for now…..

Technically a (work in progress) thing branched off from my Cecil eras piece I'm working on because I thought this might be cool as a icon for my cecil tumblr (went with the one I use here instead) I love this concept but only after I was done rendering did i realize how small his eyes were ._.

Made a Cara account branched off of this account, some additional rough sketches on there so far Also Invincible and Cecil Stedman centric cara.app/writtensorrows

Reference images, my beloved

almost to 37,000 words and I'm still having a blast Scrivener makes me feel so much more organized

Taking my time with this has actually been so enlightening so far

I need him

Trying to decide to what extent this should consume me open.spotify.com/playlist/2BU...

—and they were roommates!!

Btw Cecil was encouraged to look for love elsewhere and now is happy with Glorp the alien

stickers and decals for both the cecil and kaito kid enjoyers. just gotta take some better pics + figure out bigcartel now (+ some of these might not go up right away)

Temporary color to get a better feel of the stuff

my friend put cecil into tomodachi life living the dream and I love how cecil looks

I'm trying out using digital brushes as more of a charcoal esque media to add and subtract from instead of just a sketch and then line art Still in the beginning of this piece

When you're struck with inspiration for a character amv

One king's curse is another queen's blessing 🏳️‍⚧️ 🤝 🏳️‍⚧️

My love language is turning people I like into skyrim followers and there’s this pretty teleport spell mod that would look so good for a nord cecil stedman in a blue variation Finding a voice actor would be one of many issues in making that youtu.be/80pZSKK8xlY?...

So the horrible joint inflammation and muscle stiffness I thought I was maybe feeling sometimes on and off for months now? I was apparently just tuning out most of the time,,,,,,,might be developing arthritis at 25 😬,,,,,

Turns out it the pain wasn't just in my head

The neurodivergent urge when capable of submerging yourself in water to just do the alligator thing

if you remember my old handle........no you don't........

My beloved