Love Is Never Ugly.

favorite first watches October 2025 - The Beast (1975) - Highway Hypnosis (1984) - The Lovers On The Bridge (1991) - Magellan (2025) (1/2)

favorite first watches of september 2025 One Battle After Another (2025) The Psychic (1977) Secretary (2002) Wavelength (1967) Where To Land (2025)

favorite first watches of August 2025: After Hours (1985) Demonlover (2002) Earth (1930) Son Of The White Mare (1981) Taxi Zum Klo (1980) The Young Girls Of Rochefort (1967)

favorite first watches july 2025 Bubble Bath Nineteen19 Plan 9 From Outer Space Suicide Club sadly, i didn’t have a lot of time for movies this month. 💔 hopefully August will prove to be far more fruitful in that area!!!

it’s hard to convey just how beautiful and imaginative this sequence is only through still frames, so here’s the full thing:

Nineteen 19 (1990, dir. Koichi Chigira)

we're over halfway thru 2025 now, so here are some films i watched for the first time this year that i've loved (so far!)

who up thinking about Carnation, Lily, Lily, Rose

a gorgeous series of dissolves i have not been able to stop thinking about - from Desert Hearts (1985)

when someone asks what i’m looking for in a relationship

The Kiss - Desert Hearts

Longing - Desert Hearts

Ki*Me*Ra (1996, dir. Kazu Yokota)

doing some research

having a Frou-Frou Foxes in Midsummer Fires Summer

i wanna watch a movie but i’m tired and have a headache

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favorite first watches of May 2025 All The Colors Of The Dark (1972) Björk: Cornucopia (2025) Blonde Death (1984) Don’t Torture A Duckling (1972) The Shrouds (2024)

happy mother’s day to HER! 💜

Very Stupertitious

favorite first watches of April 2025 Pink Floyd: Live At Pompeii (1972) Miracle Mile (1988) Patlabor 2: The Movie (1993) Serial Experiments Lain (1998) Inu-Oh (2021)

i love him so much 😭

the only men i can tolerate are the ones who look like lesbians or the ones who look like they would’ve chilled with Holly Woodlawn at the Chelsea back in the 60s

Hershey’s Chocolate is the closest thing we have to those purple plastic bars they eat in Crimes Of The Future

sometimes i hate being alive. and then i remember people like Derek Jarman, who have blessed this world with their art, in revealing the very essence of their souls. and i remember that living is the only way i can appreciate those gifts. and i am, if only for a moment, Happy. <3

started crying thinking about Howard Ashman again.

i’ve started watching old episodes of Sailor Moon to pre-game for when i eventually start watching Revolutionary Girl Utena lol. if i had been allowed to watch this as a kid. god. i would have been obsessed with this shit. i would have been on those puberty blockers so fast.

he might have been onto something here

rainy day/monday

happy TDOV here is a semi-provocative photo your welcome 💋

but i’ll keep hoping you are the only one yes, and i’ll send you letters, wouldn’t it be such fun? we are who we are, whatever the others say but poetry is not for me and much as i’d like to stay oh, i just want to go home.

i love parker posey i love women

meow

do you know.. what it feels like in this world? for a girl?

girls can wear jeans cut their hair short wear shirts and boots Because it's okay to be a boy But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading because you think that being a girl is degrading But secretly you'd love to know what it's like Wouldn't you? What it feels like for a girl

some of the realest lyrics in the history of music. because like. i know exactly what she means and i agree!

i’m of two minds when it comes to ranking movies. on one hand, it reduces art to a game of statistics and spread sheets, no different from stocks or sports. on the other hand, i am autistic and enjoy organizing things into numbered lists. so…

i know i’m not particularly special to anyone but that’s ok i guess. hopefully one day at least my art can be special to someone.

i would like to fall in love with a new movie soon.

Milla Jovovich can do no wrong btw. just so that’s clear

need a woman who is insane about me but normal about everything else

my reaction when renowned psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud catches me in a compromising position:

to me Karen Carpenter is a more influential religious figure than Jesus Christ

need a beautiful woman who buys me so many blu-rays