blehh sorry for not beingn active or not posting im just playing roblox with friends and also falling back down the typology rabbithole

also if you happen to be curious, im an infj-t 4w5 so/sp 495

idk i just thought the two thumbnails juxtaposed eachother in a cool way

whatever. go my gambling addiction

i hate when im enjoying playing a game with someone and then theyre not enjoying it and i wish i could just figure out how we could both enjoy it but we just dont and it kind of ruins my mood

im not really sure what to think like i want something but im not really sure what it is because i cant even decide how i think things work

its not like i try to turn into the person i talk to all the time, it just depends on what i observethe other person to respond well to

am i just making these things up? am i just looking for attention?? when am i being genuine?when am i not? or maybe thats just completely the wrong way to look at it

im afraid that people might think im definitely one way because of the way i act towards one person, but i kind of act completely personalized to each person i come into contact with. i wanna be genuine but honestly idk what im really like lol i just turn into someone to compliment the other

friendships where nothing is taken seriously is fun and jokes but i also want people i can be genuine with too i just try to follow the pace and tone set by the other person

stuff i did today from twt priv

i might post less on this acocunt because i have a priv twt now

bob ross redraw #pixelart • #illustration • #ドット絵 • #イラスト • #alt4me

bro i will never stop loving gacha life i cant breathe how do you even come up with this stuff

hey dude wanna get men

i dont like twitter

extra content is nice but i feel like it would be more satisfying if there was a sequel or a prequel, something that reveals more about the characters, see how different/similiar they were an learning more about how things got to that point. theres a lot of potential for a sequel/prequel too

ive always really liked the doki girls and found them comforting, but idk i guess as a kid i just wanted to see people react to the most amazing and unique part about the game. but it's nice getting to know the characters and just chilling and hanging out with them a bit before too now

for many years i watched people playthrough doki doki and i would always skip to the part where everything goes wrong with sayori. but recently ive liked watching people get to know the characters before everything went wrong andn enjoying the subtleties and sweetness before it all

i always have these dreams where i like typed horrible things out in messages (like i didnt choose to it just kinda happened in dream) andd then i panic and have to check my messages just in case i actually did do that because idk i never actualy did do it but i get so scared i have to check

sorry for not posting for awhile i was doing artstudies

my standards for friends: just try to interact with me sometimes

my pixel art this year was very,,, pink 💗🤠 #artvsartist #artvsartist2024

is it necessarily, generally a bad thing if people care or dont care about things

#osc #ii #art #teto i just thought it would be cute its really fun just doing the whole thing with a basic brush

"you dont seem like someone whod watch caseoh and ishowspeed" i grew up on albertsstuff 😭

i want to make a playlist of music that is particularly emotional without lyrics

its interesting to me when people ask, "is it cheating to do so and so in art?" anything and nothing can be cheating, everyone follows their own rules, you just need to spend time learning what your own rules are. different styles and types of art requires different rules.

the memes can be funny but i hope that people can still appreciate the original meaning too

mind blown im sure even if you dont read japanese you can understand this, it's about complimentary colors

i want to be a genius artist, too

the mr indifferent short really resonated with me, i liked it, i hope it doesn't get memed too much because it is really nice

最近アニメ『ダンダダン』の1話見たんだけど マジでびっくりw

いつも疲れてる…なんでだろう 多分、燃え尽きてるかも

man i miss japan

like if you say that stuff in person youre gonna get beaten up and disowned and cast out by society when i stayed in japan if you got cancelled online you get kinda cancelled irl too, so people tended to act with care because they really would face consequences

like if you have nothing good to say just ignore them?? when did everyone get so comfortable with like literally encouraging death?? i dont understand the point?? yall too comfortable just sayin wutv without consequences

like "i dont know this person online and theyve done nothing to evoke this reaction from me at all but i am going to endlessly torment and dogpile them and wish death upon them because they are mildly irritating to me" like omg i understna dlike a small amount of trolls BUT its a CONCERNING AMOUNT

also i purged and privated my twt account because i think having an active public twt account is stressing me out idk i rather just have priv so i can maybe like relax a bit haha

its really funny and cute when someone tries to talk to you in a language that u speak and they dont really, the effort is fun lol

Flower danceを聴くことが生き甲斐なワイ

sometimes i think common sense exists and most of us are on the same page and then i go on twitter and see like people with horrible takes and posts getting popular,, like are we rlly like this rn

like i wont say what the post was exactly about but its just so wrong and disgusting, i dont usually have such strong feelings/opinions like this but its just so wrong, losing sm faith in humanity if i had a twt priv i could actually talk on twt abt it but elon musk hates me ❤

r u watching us ? weirdo

im so tired

erm samesies but for like oh idk years