having an idea for an op in norfolk

elaborating just a tiny bit on this, there was a situation a year ago with someone at a CE con and i had to contact the higher ups about it and it was handled. i didn't think he knew about it at all but, he very sweetly told me he has my back amongst some other stuff.

and also what it did to my ego after, "you don't see what I see. you're NOT his friend, you're just a FAN." to hear, "I fuckin missed you."

I’m just reflecting on this past weekend and I just want to say I no longer have space in my life for people who pose their jealousy as fake concern. the fall out that happened in june this year had me doubting so much that I almost started to believe it

my first and last jared ops of the year tho 😇

I simply… cannot 🤦🏻‍♀️

just realized it's been 3 years since this day of my life

told myself i was going to cut back on cons and then jared padalecki had the audacity to tell me to my face that he missed me

help 😭❤️ #spnnash

don’t want to alarm anyone but I just hugged jared for like 3 years and I smell like his cologne now 🤣🤣🤣

“Do whatever you want, Jared.” “I’m just gonna hug you cause I fuckin missed you.” bro 🥹😭❤️ #spnnash

fully realized from my interaction with jared yesterday and what was said to me that he might know about something I didn’t think he knew about. I had a suspicion in boston but yesterday confirmed it for me

forgive me for being messy but it was quite funny to watch someone scurry away from me every time they came close to the vicinity I was in like I got a good chuckle from that

holding space for my bangs ❤️ #spnnash

hey guys jared told me he fuckin missed me and that he has my back ?????????

I live for a kim hug 🥹✨❤️ #spnnash

ruth said in a horror film jared would be the killer but every death is an accident 🤣 #spnnash

12 hours of sleep does wonders for a girl 🩷✨

I am going to actively choose peace and not ruminate on this bc I need sleep but gotta say, seeing [redacted] today who last I knew wasn’t going to be at nash really sucked for me and it also sucked to repeatedly see them looking at me in the panel room with their friends and whispering

trying to decide if i should be a menace and cosplay as "mini jared" friday of the con this week since it's halloween

i'm calm

truly haven’t looked or felt this good in years ❤️

happy 25th to him! #teamdean 🫶🏻

when the girl I befriended got outrageously mad at me for jokingly calling a certain actor we all love my bestie and tried to insinuate I was weird and annoying for that 🤷🏻‍♀️

Gilmore Girls 1x05, "Cinnamon's Wake" | #gilmoregirls #deanforester #jaredpadalecki #teamdean 🧡

new tumblr url is so cute

I am really digging the grey patch in #JaredPadalecki beard. ❤️ #SPNVancouver #spnvan #SPNFamily

happy spooky season! 🍁🧡🍂 | #jaredpadalecki 🫶🏻

it's been such a long and strange year. it's so crazy to go from talking to someone everyday and traveling with them to now having not spoken at all and being blocked by them. like, i just found a birthday card from them while i was cleaning and had to rip it up and toss it out.

Walker 4x12, "Letting Go" | #walker #cordellwalker #jaredpadalecki

hopping on to say i cannot wait for the serve from this duo

#Walker - 3.17 It Writes Itself #JaredPadalecki

I think enough time has passed that I can share this — at fan expo cleveland, I bought one (1) of these jared and baby photos and I got two. which is why in the second one I look too stunned to speak. all I remember from this is telling him I was gonna get him 🤣

y'all can follow me on IG (made a new one just for con/fandom stuff) www.instagram.com/nerdygirl_sam

listening to this and laughing bc it's so true about jared. like he was teasing me for being short in an op and i was playfully being annoyed by it. so, i called him a bastard and for a second, i was like oops maybe i shouldn't have said that but he immediately cackled about it.

down to the weight i was before the pandemic 🤸‍♀️ i could cry lol

august 2024 vs july 2025 down nearly 35 pounds. last summer this shirt fit too tight and my belly hung over the top of my pants. still have a long way to go but 💪🏻☺️

already 93 degrees here and it's barely noon...

watched s3 of spn in one sitting yesterday. we are so back... i've started and stopped so many rewatches but haven't actually rewatched the series from start to finish since it ended

can't believe this was 3 years ago... 🧍🏻‍♀️

my toxic trait is once i know something i did annoyed someone, i won't stop doing the thing that annoyed them bc i know it'll piss them off <3

omg

y’all ever just: ????????

velcro dogs are so funny, mine just started crying bc i stopped looking at her 😭

saw a really nice house of wax gifset on tumblr and got excited bc there was a lot of jared in it and then the op triggered warned him in their tags... loser behavior

couldn't make this up if i tried but two of my pre-k students and i had a very riveting conversation today about how we all know someone named jared 😵‍💫 (i didn't start the convo lmao)

took my house of wax brainrot a step further and thought it would be fun to edit the score into this... becoming a real problem... 😳

i love him 😭❤️

this was cute 😭