Please keep going. You don't know what will be missed if you give up. A hard ask, I know, yet I ask anyway. Keep writing your story.

Wanna see someone amazing? They're dazzling and wonderful! @iceroyz.bsky.social on @joystick.tv is a wonderful pwrson that does art and games! (And has a big dic....tion! *phew, saved it from saying big dick...*)

The fun is still ongoing with @smolfoxmax.bsky.social and company! Switching to some skribbl [dot] io on @joystick.tv for our monthly co community stream! All those of age (21+) are welcome! Special tip menus available. :3

Want to support a wonderful person? Does notyet have a bluskye or other revealed socials, but is someone on @joystick.tv - buccaneer! Gentle leather daddy vibes. Go ply your eyes and ears to their splays!

We are looking forward to so much fun to be shared! All are welcome to join in the foxy antics! =^;^=

Doing some DnD with @raesuon.bsky.social , @tehkri.bsky.social , @some1green.bsky.social and @hedonisticsatyr.bsky.social on rawdragoninn on @joystick.tv ! Cum join the adventures!

There are choice items available that will be incorporated into my presentations. From props to crafting materials! https://throne.com/zenden/wishlist

Just a random shoutout. (Did it yesternight but deleted due to a *very* unfortunate mispell). @tmiah.bsky.social on @joystick.tv is a wonderful and skillful expressionist! From playing games to strumming guitar strings, she/they has my apt attention whenever I'm able to watch. ^^

Just cuz I can! Random loving on wonderful creators I enjoy as I can. @iamsin.bsky.social is a wondeeful bean! If you wait enough, that ghost icon lifts the skirt to show so much!

Yaaas! I love 40k, and his joy in discovering it is ambrosia to my soul!

Completely forgot about this, and much older,but a highlite when I was able to have fun with some wondwrful people! @fursquared.bsky.social Will have to go back again someday! Wonderful time, wonderful people. Blessed time! www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOaP...

I cried happy tears. You all made a difference for me! joystick.tv/2025/wrapped...

I love doing DnD prep! Will be running an extended one shot with the crew of RawDragonInn! @some1green.bsky.social , @tehkri.bsky.social , @hedonisticsatyr.bsky.social , @raesuon.bsky.social and, of course, myself will be on @joystick.tv at 6pm central for saucy fun!

I love doing DnD prep! Will be running an extended one shot with the crew of RawDragonInn with @some1green.bsky.social , @tehkri.bsky.social , @hedonisticsatyr.bsky.social and @raesuon.bsky.social over on @joystick.tv tonight at 6pm central. Looking forward to fun and saucy adventures!

There are choice items available that will be incorporated into my presentations. From props to crafting materials! https://throne.com/zenden/wishlist

Hail, everyone! Today is set gor fun gaffs and laughs (and maybe some saucy tidings, heh) today! Will be co-community streaming with @smolfoxmax.bsky.social on @joystick.tv soon! We'll be sharing game time with Jackbox Games and Golf With Your Friends. Cum join the delightfult times!

tired

Highlite of my night. Someone I think highly of and is farther along than me reached out- as a source of positivity. Whatever storms I still or will face, this alone gives me great vigor! Again, as long as I make at least one person smile or laugh, all I did was worth it.

I love nature and science.

Just cuz I can: @detocroix.bsky.social is an amazing cutie that makes amazing things! That is all.

There are choice items available that will be incorporated into my presentations. From props to crafting materials! https://throne.com/zenden/wishlist

My one advice, as easy as it is to say, don't add happy to this day. If anything, something along the lones of, "thanks to you" or "glad you're home". A somber day, but yet still a good one. To all that served and serve, for whatever reason. Thank you.

Laughable. Spam bots mean the site is growing, but laughable.

Testing as I may have a spam disable message that looks official at glance.

Forgive if I'm less than positive for once. May the greedy forever engorge in hell.

There are choice items available that will be incorporated into my presentations. From props to crafting materials! https://throne.com/zenden/wishlist

This was about a 5 day project. I made a little slideshow animation for my @joystick.tv stream away screen. Will be touched up and added to as time goes by, yet this works. Learned so many things in DaVinci Resolve doing this!

Quick sketch from tonight's stream, a quick draw at the end. With some inspiration of it being the season it is, made my own sexy monster: a paralysis demon! I really want to eventually turn this into a full drawing and make available prints and other things of her. Woo, creating things!

Ironically, I had to censor this due to running ads, but... one day... COMIC ◆ www.smbc-comics.com/comic/enormous PATREON ◆ www.patreon.com/ZachWeinersm... STORE ◆ smbc-store.myshopify.com

So, hear me out... oatmeal with peanut butter...

Working on this project has been so much fun! :D

Hail to all! Doing an 18+ costream with @smolfoxmax.bsky.social on @joystick.tv! Starting with skribbl io and then Lethal Company! joystick.tv/t/u/zensatio...

Maybe basic routine items for others, but slowly learning some video editing things. Having a lot of fun with this!

Trying to get more practice with anatomy and angles. Still a long ways to go but can't get there without trying. Had fun doing this as end of stream final quick sketch. May make a full piece of this later if I find the time!

I'm willing to ask a querry that too many avoid for understandable reasons. How honest do you want me to be? Comment a question and I will answer as honest as the sun saw me born: truth, yet still judged.

I said, "I wanna touch your butt!" Response immediate: "I want you to touch my butt!" Few times have I squeed with such joy at the prospect of butt touch! ^3^ WITH PERMISSION AND ENCOURAGEMENT!!!

If you're in my discord, I'm doing some live VOD editing and some title art for it. Not thwre yet? Well come on in and see and share! ~<3 discord.gg/PcsxpfmUU

Had some delays, but starting up on more progress this week. Second of many to come with @rustyblu.bsky.social as the subject! You can see the live creation via the @joystick.tv link in my bio. Looking forward to the journey of this creation!

There are choice items available that will be incorporated into my presentations. From props to crafting materials! https://throne.com/zenden/wishlist

Made a pricing sheet for art commissions! ^3^ Working on a portfolio to share for examples. Thanks to all for the support. Each commission helps me to do so much more! (Reposted due to an email error)

For once I could use a break. A week of illness, and now pc is down. So for a bit, I will be unable to work on and share art or streams until able. Starting the process of having it looked at today.

Been working through ongoing sleep loss due to nightmares. To add a severe viral infection afflicts me since before Saturday. Despite these stumbling steps I'm looking forward to fabricating good things again- especially smiles! Send good vibes and prayers if you can. Be well, all!

We're up to some foxy fun! Please do join in for interactive fun! (18+ only, ofc)

I'm at the journey's end with Hollow Knight! Somber and joyous at the same time. I found a rhing and refused the bad ending on the spot! Streaming now on @joystick.tv ! joystick.tv/u/zensations Thank you @teamcherry.bsky.social for a wonderful story! I might cry more!

One of the most difficult things about wanting to make others smile: Remembering to smile yourself. Another deeper level of wanting the well being of others: Feeling guilty about not being perfect enough to do so. I hope we all find happiness on every level possible and impossible.

Hail to all! There is a special monthly event coming up! @smolfoxmax.bsky.social and are cohosting community stream nights with viewer participation! Special menu items avail for the fun of all. First one will be Sept 28, starting 8pm EST! Zensations and SmolFoxMax on Joystick.tv See ya then!

Doing some jackbox with viewers! Granted, 18+ participants only, but come have fun! Https://joystick.tv/u/zensations

Some fun community chat sketches from a few weeks ago! Looking to add more tomorrow. Wanna have input? Join the Sunday streams! ^^

Had a big moment of depression. To the point that I oft woke up confused the past several days. Things still look grim for me as I struggle as an outcast. Even my 'friendly neghbors' at best side eye me. But I'm still trying. I want to make people smile. Working hard to do that.