Just letting you know I'm still around. I don't want you to worry. I'm still pretty ill and honestly don't doing so great mentally either. Anyway, take care of yourselves. I'll make sure to check in now and again.

No, I'm not ready to come back. It's just made things worse. I feel awful and I just want to disappear for a little while. Take care everyone. I'll be back when I'm ready, not a moment before.

I'm sorry. I'm withdrawing for a while. This happening has really hit me hard. I'm not going to be around bluesky or discord for a while. I can't be around people right now.

I'm mortified. I've lost so many friends. So many. I spoke up and said if you continue to support and consume HP media then I don't want you as a friend and they chose to support a TERF instead of be friends with me. I'm not going to lie. It's made me cry.

What about Athena Atlas themed workout gear? Hat, tank top / t-shirt... hmmm...

There's one thing AI can't do bros.. IT CAN'T GENERATE YOU A A FUCKING PERSONALITY!

I'd like to spend a day where I'm not coughing up a lung, thanks.

HP: "WHAT HOUSE ARE YOU IN?" Boring, some wizard founded it, couldn't give a shit. Stupid talking hat. PERCY JACKSON: "WHICH GOD OR GODDESS BANGED YOUR MOM OR YOUR DAD?!" Amazing, awesome, might get to chariot race, get cool powers or go on some epic quest!

SEXcalibur - That's what I call my penis! Goodnight everybody!

Found out Masters of Albion is out next month so that's when I'll be returning. A mixture of several games that I absolutely adore and a swan song for one of the craziest game designers gaming has ever had. Peter Molyneux. It's Black & White / Dungeon Keeper / Fable. Yeah it's a Peter Molyneux game.

HP: "WHAT HOUSE ARE YOU IN?" Boring, some wizard founded it, couldn't give a shit. Stupid talking hat. PERCY JACKSON: "WHICH GOD OR GODDESS BANGED YOUR MOM OR YOUR DAD?!" Amazing, awesome, might get to chariot race, get cool powers or go on some epic quest!

I posted on facebook that I was done being silent and I spoke up about how I felt about HP and...so many of my cosplay friends unfriended me because they'd rather choose HP over the safety, the happiness of trans people. I'm distraught right now.

I moderated and ran one of the biggest Harry Potter roleplay forums. I ran a Harry Potter fan club, if I can give it all up then you can! Don't watch the show, don't read the books, don't play the games, don't fucking do anything with HASBRO and don't watch the trailer. Simple as that, let this die!

Just an update to say that I'm still really ill. This really sucks right now. All I want to do is get back in the gym but I got out of breath walking to the shops. I'm honestly really depressed, hope I get better soon. Just focusing on enjoying Crimson Desert right now and relaxing.

the girl guides in the UK just kicked out all their trans members specifically bc they were threatened with a lawsuit from a rowling-funded group

So, the reason I'm ill? Yeah... I tested positive for covid. No wonder I was feeling like fucking garbage.

Wow, it me...

Last post - I've decided the break is going to be until the end of May (Except for the REH event.) The reason for this is that I'll be back in time for 007 First Light and can start fresh with a big cinematic adventure. Gives me time to enjoy gaming by myself, train hard and prioritise myself.

I'm also going to cut my social media use down to minimum. I'll be on discord but I won't be posting much on here until my break is over. Doing a full proper break from vtubing and streaming so I can come back stronger, healthier and happier.

Actually, and this is going to suck. I think I want to prioritise myself for a little while. Take a month or more off, just enjoy games without streaming. I'm obviously still doing the REH event but other than that. I'm okay, not burned out or anything but we need breaks now and again.

Sorry everyone, I'm really ill. I want to recover so I can get back to training so I'm making that recovery a priority. I love Crimson Desert but I love being healthy, lifting weights and gaining muscle more. I'll update when I'm ready to stream again, but I'm taking a break until I'm better.

As much as I adore Crimson Desert I've decided to be a bit more smart with my time. Going to get my meals out of the way and then I'll be back at 9pm for another 3 hours. I'll do 3 hours at a time!

Good morning friends, it's CRIMSON DESERT time! Join me over twitch.tv/athenaatlas as I'll be playing most of the day! See you there!

Crimson Desert is amazing, so much so that I didn't realize I went over my two hour limit for tonight! I gotta get my sick butt to bed but tomorrow, since I'm too ill to go to the gym, I'll be streaming the game after I've had breakfast and playing pretty much all day.

Here we go, everyone! Buckle up for an adventure unlike any other! It's time to go to the....CRIMSON DESERT! Join me over on twitch.tv/athenaatlas right now as we start our epic playthrough! #vtuber #ENvtuber #Vsky #Crimsondesert

Not long now! JUST UNDER AN HOUR until we start our journey in CRIMSON DESERT. There might be a huge day one patch, so I'll keep you updated. Either way, it begins SOON!

I'm sick and I want choccy mint ice cream please.

I'm sitting here vibrating waiting for 10PM! Crimson Desert is my second most anticipated game of the year. The first is of course FABLE but that's my most anticipated game of all time! Still, I'm so excited to play it! Going to get lost in this world for hours!

MY SICK DUMB BRAIN CAME UP WITH THIS. ENJOY #vtuber #ENvtuber #VSky #DeusEX

So, the game is massive and I wanted to kind of discuss a different way I'm gonna approach streaming when playing Crimson Desert. Since I'll most likely want to play it a lot, instead of a schedule I'm just going to go with a set time and if I want to play Crimson Desert at that time...

Join me at 10PM on the 19th for CRIMSON DESERT. I'll be playing the first few hours when the game launches and then on Friday we'll be doing a mega stream where I'll basically be playing all day and taking breaks for food and such. It's gonna be epic! #vtuber #ENvtuber #VSky #Crimsondesert

Decided to start the stream earlier. Join me now over on twitch.tv/athenaatlas as I relive the horrors of working at Blockbuster Video in RETRO REWIND! #vtuber #ENvtuber #VSky

The music is EXTRA loud for that 90s nostalgia of when you started the game and it blasted your ears off!

I had some steam credit so treated myself to a silly game. I'm about to relive the horrors of working in Blockbuster Video. Join me at 9PM GMT for RETRO REWIND! #vtuber #ENvtuber #Vsky #retrorewind

Still looking for people to join the team! We might even be doing an audio play of a Conan story! Leave a message below if you are interested! #vtuber #ENvtuber

That moment when you are just sitting there and suddenly your brain goes... "All of the dream! How does it mean? When the rhythm is glad! There is nothing to be sad..."

I hate being siiiiick. I wanna go to the gym!

MY SICK DUMB BRAIN CAME UP WITH THIS. ENJOY #vtuber #ENvtuber #VSky #DeusEX

We have a winner! The meme is done. This wins!

this is killing me lol

When big releases come out, instead of watching some big streamer who's probably just gonna move on when the next paycheck for sponsored content comes in and is faking enthusiasm. Consider watching an indie streamer instead! And this is my TED talk on why you should watch me play Crimson Desert!

I'm even more ill today, gah. Okay Athena maybe doing 200 push ups a day while ill isn't the best idea.

I hope you all are ready, first review for Crimson Desert and this is looking insane.

What if we all just spin spin spinny spin spin spin.

There's only one thing happening this week and that's the start of my full epic playthrough of CRIMSON DESERT. Starting 19TH 10PM for the first 2 HOURS of the game. Then the epic continues on the 20TH at 4PM GMT! This is going to be the only video game I stream for a while. #vtuber #Envtuber #vsky

What if we all just spin spin spinny spin spin spin.

I've started getting together the discord for the event. We're aiming for somewhere around the last two weeks of April! If you want to be a part of it, please let me know soon as I'm going to be organising the event now! #vtuber #ENvtuber

DLSS5 - Get ready for yassified zombies!

There's the cutest little kittens at a cat sanctuary nearby that need a home and I'm crying because I can't give them a home. I would adopt them instantly if I could and give them all the love, snuggles and attention they could ever want but I can't have pets at the moment. 😭

Am still ill, send hugs.