My heart feels faint waking up tonight Please be safe out there everyone

I feel like I need to find a way to just eliminate all the dust in my living space from existence I keep vacuuming and cleaning and it just never ends ;~;

I do wonder sometimes what drunk me is like I assume she'd probably be the kind to have a nap or something, but I am curious Maybe one day I'll find out 😄

Time for nap until it gets cooler I guess

One trouble I've noticed with having black curtains on this places windows is that holy shit they get so hot from the direct sunlight that my place heats up even with the aircon on T^T

i need to hug more

Face reveal! Wrong answers only 🤭

Getting taken off yet another business contact list by answering the question "Hello! Is this [deadname]?" With a "Uhh no? Who is this?" Everytime they just say "Sorry ma'am. I'll remove this number from our list" Yet they never seem to want to give me their businesses name 😄

Nothing like my boss accepting the dumb excuse that I suddenly got "really sick" during my shift and then got better an hour later, rather than trying to explain to him once again how I sometimes just have debilitating panic attacks for no reason 🫠

be safe out there everyone 🫂

god i need to find somewhere quiet i can just lay down sometime soon this place is getting to me on the upside, i've been exploring more unused files from a game recently and finding all these weird little connected bits that greatly interest me (and probably no one else) 😁

nevermind figured it out

Taking a great risk today by going for a nap *before* going to my appointment

God I hate the fact I've been on the edge of crying these past couple days for seemingly no reason Nothing bad has happened that I know of, yet it feels like I keep edging a full on crying breakdown throughout the days 😮‍💨

so uhhhhhh anyone know how to get through this gate in boletaria?

Feel like I need to get out of the house and just chill somewhere again

Only trouble with having new piercings is I'll absent mindedly scratch an itch, only to suddenly become keenly aware of my piercings 😅

Argh I hate being in a yoyo state of conciousness Keep waking up and then immediately falling asleep again 😭

I accidentally stumbled upon a shitty genai music cunt today that's been using my nickname this past year and I genuinely hope their house burns down

The thing that got my in to both making and using mods for XIV was discovering it was possible to make hats work on Hrothgar Was quite a nice experience I want to get back in to modding at some point, but I think I've burnt myself out really bad from it all 😵‍💫 Sorry to those still waiting on me

Reckon I know a few folks who'd probably melt if a girl with lots of piercings looked thoughtfully at you, saying she's imagining all the different combinations of piercings she could do to you and just how cute you'd look afterwards Meanwhile I was just like fuck yeah, my face is easy to pierce 😄

Never had a customer come up and tell me "oh you're the lady who likes cats" before Like yeah? I guess so? She motioned to my necklace and I'm guessing she's one of the ones who asked about my necklace of ashes before 😅

Well my eyebrow and ear lobes feel like they're on fire, but hey Woo! New piercings :D Also apparently I have very good skin for piercings 😅

Waking up realizing that oh yeah I'm going to have more piercings by the end of the day

Need to invent a brain that doesn't have weird fucking nightmares that keep waking me up in the middle of the night

Oh dang. Gotta go in to my bank branch at some point soon because they're about to update and send out my new card to both the wrong address and the wrong person 😅

Had a couple of these floating around for quite a while now and the realisation that I'll be able to wear them after wednesday is pretty good

Still get giddy seeing my name being used on important documents 😊

I may have slept through the day, but I successfully booked appointments for 3 piercings next week which is gonna be cool

Genuinely considering breast augmentation if my body doesn't give me the results I desire

Got a little side project I did that I'm quite proud of and really want to share, but god I just can't get the presentation right 😅

Has not been my days for getting stuff sorted Bumped my piercing last night so the lady recommended to leave it for a couple more weeks til the inflammation goes down again Upside is I will be getting my second eyebrow piercing sooner, and I'm on a wait list for lip piercings :>

Heartbreaking: interesting new creator you found kills all credibility and interest by "vibe-coding" something that barely functions insteading of just learning a new skill

Got my piercing downsize appointment tomorrow and a really weird feeling dawned on me realising that past me would have outwardly rejected the concept of having piercings, whereas now I'm straight up actively looking to get even more 😅

And they won't zap me when I have a cold sore for fear of spreading it around, and rescheduled the appointment... So that was cool At least I got to be social for a while before the shopping center had an evac alarm get pulled 😅

Of course I'd get a cold sore the night before my laser appointment... Typical

it's always amusing to me when i zone out long enough that my headset beeps at me to tell me they've been idle for like an hour and are turning off like woops. too focused on staring into space to remember to listen to something i guess 😅

i would rather do anything else but go to work tomorrow got such a unjustifiably awful feeling about it that i just can't seem to shake

so tired but can't sleep yippee

seems to be one of those nights where i try work on a project but instead just dissociate while listening to still alive on repeat

hmm 🤭

Love having a dream about me experiencing something scary, having a nightmare within that dream, and then waking up several times in succession So disorientating 😵‍💫

Troeb just standing there in her adorable lil legwarmers

I don't usually make new years resolutions, but I think this year's will be to get rid of all my old boy clothes because holy shit they take up so much space, I hate how I feel wearing them, and the only reason I haven't is because I keep convincing myself they're still usable 🙄

I suppose my streak was bound to end eventually :(

Waking up from my new years nap with the sudden and incredible urge to repeatedly stab my hands (sew my bag patch back on properly) Not perfect, but for a gal whose only sewing experience was a poncho seam 15+ years ago at a scout camp, I'm rather proud of my improvements 😅

Well happy new years from down under everyone! Hope y'all have an excellent end to your year, and may your new year bring the very best!

Also hey, if you're going to be down in southbank for the fireworks tonight, feel free to say hi Gonna be wandering around for a while before the midnight show

Waking up in the morning like ugh I need to go back to sleep

Had my first power outage in a little while and guess who didn't lose all her progress because she's now on a laptop with a functional battery 😎