tried and failed for fanfest. I was hoping to go with a dear friend of mine and revitalize my old love for this game and community I genuinely feel no motivation to be here. I’m no one important and it’s fine, but even those I’ve seen as friends vanished from my life. that’s what really feels awful

rest in peace, my little uncle liam. you brought my nana so much joy in the last decade. rest well buddy, the house won’t feel the same without you curled up in a pile of pillows

my beautiful beloved ladies.. i haven’t done anything with them in such a long time and it makes me sad sub ends tomorrow and i have no motivation to renew as of the moment. i at least wanted a nice picture of them to hang onto

I realized next Friday is my anniversary so I'm posting all the September #ElarASS doodles now! 💜Please read the CW and enjoy💜 🔞 poipiku.com/9093809/1223... 🔞 #nsfwart

shana tova umetukah, may your year be good and sweet

this fandom is extremely lonely when you don’t have a friend group, didn’t come in knowing anyone, and aren’t in a fun fc :/ plenty of lovely folk around but it’s so hard to find the time to talk.. i never find myself simply invited to things. many messages go unanswered. it’s life, i’m still sad.

girl who the fuck is that (2021-2025)

i want to try ffxi.. is there a good server to join or is it a cross your fingers and hope moment

one week of growth

rediscovering this from last nov.. i do really enjoy this

pretty auri gals! @mereseleva.bsky.social @michemeow.bsky.social thank you for letting me use your ocs for a little doodling tonight, wanted to feel like i did a little something :>

would people be interested in my non ffxiv ocs.. i haven’t drawn them in a hot minute but i love them all so dearly and think they’re neat

a mistreated child’s first kindness

freaking awesome sauce #summersmoonap

happy bday! i hope the day was kind to you 🫶 always such a joy to see your rabbit, art, and posts on my feed! 🐇 #summersmoonap

well? don’t make her wait

need to draw irime nsfw.. hh

one thing abt irime is that she cannot handle caffeine. makes her a little bit crazy and gives her a nasty headache.. loves a nice herbal tea

work from home peeps what are some can’t live without-s for your offices.. u have all my wrist rests, screens, etc but i wanna be comfy

a mistreated child’s first kindness

the biter

i just got and signed my offer letter :)

sketched in a color she can never be, surrounded by a favorite that she’ll never have

almost birthday girl.. many moles to kiss in celebration

the irmela name lore is that her mother simply did not name her for a long time.. one day a neighbor comes over to meet the new child. asks for her name. her mother looks around. “er..” eyes land upon one of the sheep they tend, one that the girls father named. “mela”

irime gets a new style each expansion but i play around with it a lot in between.. so many pretty styles for my dress up doll. i love playing around with her hair! pics in order from SB-DT the typical trend is that the worse she’s doing, the longer her hair

longing for the ffxiv community elements. it feels like everyone has a little group, whether fc, raids, friends etc. and i don’t i really miss being part of a group that audibly wants me there without me having to plan everything on my lonesome.. a little “hey come hang out!” can mean the world

my darling tricolor hoya is giving me a pink leaf 🥹

irime works as a barkeep every so often for extra cash.. if she can work as a healer she can handle a closing shift with ease. she’ll just bitch about it later

image theft.. i’ll do whatever i get tm at work. i got some fun pics

messing around w hair.. i’m not fully satisfied with my style but idk if i wanna go more loose and fluffy or soft blocky.. technically i don’t need to choose but yk

i think i lost her other shoe bc they fall off so easily.. cinderella.. she will be barefoot now ig

wanting to draw nsfw but but really having a wol ship is evil to me in my heart. i never rlly know where i stand w oomf ships and asking is embarrassing so im just here.. there’s only so much solo stuff i can draw of irime </3

missed it by a minute but happy belated first birthday my sweet irmela 💜🐑

haulin.. in hindsight it’s so blue i have to laugh

i wasn’t rlly expecting anything but no banana fish merch at anyc is crazy. like it takes place here guys.. i need to rewatch it

putting her in the soup

anyc hates to see us coming

irime on the lirr. god help us all

happy bday irmela i need to draw something for her when i get back from anyc.. my baby’s first bday!!

strong/ seemingly invulnerable character gets hurt or sick and tries to hide it but gets found out and coddled 🙏 could eat this for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. shb was my bread and butter for this. give me a strong character in a position of weakness and i am a happy gal.

weather was terrible p much the whole time except the day we leave.. soak up the sun my daughter

colored her in.. now she’s really ready for the faire !! get her a parasol and a parfait

almost birthday girl.. many moles to kiss in celebration

finally sketched out irmela’s voidsent.. have to workon her lore.. saved irmela from dying during her knight trial and follows her around as a black bird! very maternal and nurturing.. does her best to keep irmela safe and unharmed

my daughter.. her name is strawberry. she has a pal named lemon who will be flown to canada soon

my baby girl.. my little dove.. my shy sweetie pie.. i missed drawing sky kids they’re so freeing her lore goes deep bc i was and still am an oc torture lover 🫶 19 year old me was a bit insane however but i appreciate her impact

irime is a little iffy.. her parents had an arranged marriage and she’s a bit scarred by that.. sometimes though she’ll go to the sanctum of the twelve to watch couples marry.. the thought of her being in that role makes her heart flutter a little..

together they protect the room

sketched in a color she can never be, surrounded by a favorite that she’ll never have