shana tova umetukah, may your year be good and sweet

this fandom is extremely lonely when you don’t have a friend group, didn’t come in knowing anyone, and aren’t in a fun fc :/ plenty of lovely folk around but it’s so hard to find the time to talk.. i never find myself simply invited to things. many messages go unanswered. it’s life, i’m still sad.

girl who the fuck is that (2021-2025)

i want to try ffxi.. is there a good server to join or is it a cross your fingers and hope moment

one week of growth

rediscovering this from last nov.. i do really enjoy this

pretty auri gals! @mereseleva.bsky.social @michemeow.bsky.social thank you for letting me use your ocs for a little doodling tonight, wanted to feel like i did a little something :>

being real for a sec my grandma isn’t doing very well.. i know that she will pass one day and she hasn’t always been the kindest to me but she was my only grandparent growing up.. 2 had passed either way before or right after i was born. my maternal grandpa was too mentally ill to be in my life

would people be interested in my non ffxiv ocs.. i haven’t drawn them in a hot minute but i love them all so dearly and think they’re neat

free coffee 🫶

a mistreated child’s first kindness

freaking awesome sauce #summersmoonap

happy bday! i hope the day was kind to you 🫶 always such a joy to see your rabbit, art, and posts on my feed! 🐇 #summersmoonap

well? don’t make her wait

need to draw irime nsfw.. hh

one thing abt irime is that she cannot handle caffeine. makes her a little bit crazy and gives her a nasty headache.. loves a nice herbal tea

work from home peeps what are some can’t live without-s for your offices.. u have all my wrist rests, screens, etc but i wanna be comfy

a mistreated child’s first kindness

dollar oyster night w mom.. yummers

irime would have this shit cleaned up and polished in 20 minutes flat

the biter

fanfest.. i would love to go but the thought of solo flying across the country, hotels.. auugh it’s so expensive.. why can’t they park it in the middle of the US.. the west coast gets all the good stuff

i just got and signed my offer letter :)

sketched in a color she can never be, surrounded by a favorite that she’ll never have

almost birthday girl.. many moles to kiss in celebration

the irmela name lore is that her mother simply did not name her for a long time.. one day a neighbor comes over to meet the new child. asks for her name. her mother looks around. “er..” eyes land upon one of the sheep they tend, one that the girls father named. “mela”

i was gonna draw but mickey is glued to my lap and purring so i am legally obligated i pay attention to him

irime gets a new style each expansion but i play around with it a lot in between.. so many pretty styles for my dress up doll. i love playing around with her hair! pics in order from SB-DT the typical trend is that the worse she’s doing, the longer her hair

longing for the ffxiv community elements. it feels like everyone has a little group, whether fc, raids, friends etc. and i don’t i really miss being part of a group that audibly wants me there without me having to plan everything on my lonesome.. a little “hey come hang out!” can mean the world

i want to host smthn belated for irmela’s bday (knight themed ofc) but.. hh i love to host! but i know that when attendance is significantly lower than my unconscious expectations i get really demotivated. i wanna hang out with my friends auugh.. especially since i didn’t host for irime’s anni..

unfortunately i just have bad ends planned for the most part.. irmela has 3 currently and irime has 2 in shb..

colored her in.. now she’s really ready for the faire !! get her a parasol and a parfait

my sis is starting grad school and i’m trying to mentally process that this is the first time in literally like 18 years that i am not going to school for back to school season. what the fuck

my darling tricolor hoya is giving me a pink leaf 🥹

irime works as a barkeep every so often for extra cash.. if she can work as a healer she can handle a closing shift with ease. she’ll just bitch about it later

tm afternoon i chat with someone abt the role i want. at peace knowing i have done all i can.. hoping for the best!! munchkin has also finally forgiven me for being away for a week.. thank you benevolent little lady

image theft.. i’ll do whatever i get tm at work. i got some fun pics

messing around w hair.. i’m not fully satisfied with my style but idk if i wanna go more loose and fluffy or soft blocky.. technically i don’t need to choose but yk

overcome with the urge to learn how to make plushies so i can make a tiny irmela and irime.. like i know i can. if. i can figure out hand embroidery for the face and hair.. hm hm

i think i lost her other shoe bc they fall off so easily.. cinderella.. she will be barefoot now ig

wanting to draw nsfw but but really having a wol ship is evil to me in my heart. i never rlly know where i stand w oomf ships and asking is embarrassing so im just here.. there’s only so much solo stuff i can draw of irime </3

went to sleep w immense leg, hip, and foot pain from all the walking. woke up with immense neck and shoulder pain. heh

missed it by a minute but happy belated first birthday my sweet irmela 💜🐑

haulin.. in hindsight it’s so blue i have to laugh

i wasn’t rlly expecting anything but no banana fish merch at anyc is crazy. like it takes place here guys.. i need to rewatch it

putting her in the soup

anyc hates to see us coming

irime on the lirr. god help us all

anime nyc today.. gonna arrive around noon! shoot me a message if you’d like a sticker!

happy bday irmela i need to draw something for her when i get back from anyc.. my baby’s first bday!!