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i live in a constant state of paranoia guilt and hatred

fuckkk this is relatableeee ‹/𝟹

help why are there normies finding my acc go away

comparing myself to other people will be the death of me

being a hikikomori is so weird. i can't remember the last time i left my home, it's been over a year now surely.

noticed myself getting reluctant like not pressing hard enough - lol so I forced myself to multiswipe after some mini test above it xx

proud to say i didn't eat anything yesterday yayay - but i ate a lowcal pasta today to help with my headache (╥﹏╥) criii

sometimes I wonder if I was loved more growing up if I'd have turned out this way

omg I want to recreate this asap

bleeding thru everything fr #shbsky #shtwt #slitsky #shsky #slittwt #slitbsky #cutting #blood #bleeding #988twt #988sky

KAKKAKA #selfharm #sh #shbsky #shtwt #gore

computer how to get worse quickest way no hard work

one of my mini orders finally came yayay - fresh blades!! i also bought the japanese brow razors with and without guards cause they're SO cute imo - ill take the guards off lol 💕 #sh #shsky #shtwt #slit #slitsky #slittwt

my mom keeps staring at the cuts on my wrist but won't say anything about them its so funny to me -

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watching serial experiments lain, cutting and questioning my mortality, while we have a thunderstorm outside. the only way this could be better would be if I had vodka and weed - maybe some other drugs too, I really want ket lol

we are so back- 🪒🩸 (broke a different razor open and got better blades from it, so we're working our way back up from cat scratches while waiting for the blades we ordered to arrive!!)

New blades ordered yippeeeee

Adding needles and syringes to my cart - I wanna start drawing my own blood before the end of the year :3

My plug flaked and my blades are taking forever to get here - I'm so fucking annoyed ngl.

Stupid camera.. Just let me take photos of me bleeding out..

Mom giving me muscle relaxers is such a peak move like yes give your child who's been high for days straight more drugs please I'm so happy rn

I've been high for 3 days straight and feel greatt happy Friday people lol

if ed.. why not skinny..?

Round 2 🍃 Ft my ugly ass crayon doodles — but I found a pen 🖊 #drugsky #weedsky #420sky #weed #stoner #high

I missed my weed so muchhhh so happy to be back

YAYAYAY WEED DAYYYY @ the smoke shop buying a new pipe 🍃

My girlfriend refused to put her cigarettes out on me, so I did it myself— I want more, this is sooo attractive <33

I’d die for some coke but no one near me sells as far as ik 😒

99% of my problems would be gone if I wasn’t a fat bitch. (I’m delusional, I’d still be fucked up, I’d just look cuter when I cut <33)

Unedited photos of my cuts last night. I cut over my healing cuts, and didn’t stop until I couldn’t feel the skin on that part of my arm anymore. #SHSky #SHtwt #Suicidal #SHBSky #SelfHarm #Cutting #SlitTwt #SlitSky #SHEDSky #988Twt #SHEDtwt #988Sky #リスカ #死にたい #自殘 #自我傷害 #自傷 #自傷行為 #やばい #病み垢 #リストカット

Skin is SO thin, why is it so hard for me to cut through?!

Tip; Make a Snapchat without anyone you know added, as a cloud storage with time & date stamps, for your sh pics.

Other people’s pain is such an inspiration for my own. 91% alcohol in fresh cuts? Ok! Breaking my own tooth out? Done! Punching the fuck out of healing cuts? Let’s see bruises! “Trendy” heart carving? I’ll do one in each arm!

Just found a fresh blade I missed, yessss — guess who’s going to be popping her arm open again? Let’s try a tiny bit deeper this time.

⟨ prince, he bi nb, 21+ ⟩ ⟨ sh/ed, delusions, paranoia, venting, nsfw, drugs + more ⟩ ⟨ bpd, cptsd, audhd, major depression + more ⟩ ⟨ anime, video games, music, ocs, fic writer ⟩ ⟨ dni: minors, fatphobes, non sh/ed ⟩ #slitsky #shedsky #shedtwt #988sky #promosky #bpdsky #sh #si #blood #edtwt #shtwt

Cleaning your fresh cuts immediately with alcohol to add extra burning to them >>> any other aftercare.

Chat, should we cut over my healing cuts tonight? 😌

I wanna start borrowing again, but this small town sucks ass. I miss the next town over, a military town - their stores were huge and security was so easy to get past. Here I end up with small trinkets and makeup usually.

It’s 3am, the liquor store isn’t open yet, and I can physically feel the inside of my throat. Considering purging dinner to help, it feels like it’s half way in my throat anyway.