i need to lock in and get myself back to normal

rolling my eyes

lowered my lexapro dosage today im praying it helps me feel more like myself (i’d also like to have a libido again too please)

i might die soon

god i do not need this fucking stress right now

i think i might be actually losing my mind

it’s weird actually just feeling the depression slowly consume my entire brain

im an awful friend

it isnt fair at all

dysphoria coming to ruin my mood like usual

so happy…

Emily abusing her “family discount” to fuck her mom for free

we were only sexting for just a little bit and it was enough for her to jerk off and finish within just a couple minutes LOL she’s pathetic as fuck

:(

Emotionless Sexting

i finally got myself to cum omgg 😵‍💫 its been like over a week since the last time, felt so good.. barely anything comes out now lol also it’s like rly sweet tasting wshsjsjjw

love love love you

stressed

i have a crush

lowk age regressing rn

i wonder if i’ll ever love myself

wanting a cock in my mouth rn

sometimes i remember that laying in bed all day and doing nothing with myself is in fact not normal

gonna lay off the alcohol

just got my tits fucked

gigi pits

is it normal to constantly think of the consequences your suicide may or may not have

i don’t like how weird i am

im not even like spiraling rn or anything but i wish my wrists weren’t so clean it doesn’t feel right for me

lowk age regressing rn

its happening again…

want to fuck up my arm

i hate myself

i wish i loved myself more. maybe then i wouldn’t be abusing myself

getting high is fun but i hope i won’t do it as much eventually

ssris plus being on injections has made it nearly impossible to cum from just jerking off im gonna cry…

some casual sex with a friend would be kinda nice rn

i am not a good person

god i feel like shit

i want someone to save me

nobody should give a shit anyway

thinking about cutting

sorry i took a nap and i’m normal now i think

fallen angel

i don’t understand how i have so many followers. is it just because i look cute? is it pity? what draws you to me, how am i worth taking up space on your timeline

everyone else is so much better at hiding their depressing thoughts yet i’m way too open about it, i really look like i’m just throwing myself pity parties all the time :/ so pathetic

i need to make everyone fall in love with me

i wouldn’t mind hooking up with a guy either honestly. i just worry about meeting a creep or someone that wants to hurt me idk if it’d be worth taking the risk the thought of a boy calling me a good princess and railing me nice and hard still makes it worth questioning though