i want to get better

😵‍💫

should i go for a fourth

i’ve came 3 times today idk what’s gotten into me…

fat cock in my mouth when

it’s only a matter of time

i just wanted to express myself…

i wanna be fucked :<

Rub-a-dub-a-dub

i don’t want to live to see my birthday this year

has this world always been so shitty? or have i just grown to become more aware of it

it would be nice to feel like i belong somewhere though

i wonder if there’s anyone who has a parasocial relationship with me

sometimes i wanna do hard drugs but ik it’s bad and i’ve had ppl who’ve done them tell me not to… it’s just tempting

eepy

balcony is right across from me i could just jump off and try to land on my head

im disgusting

feeling lonely again

ame is the only character that i can genuinely say that i kin… it makes me sad that i can’t just be her

ok so i actually managed to get myself hard for once and i def lost maybe an inch in length but i think it’s also gotten even more girthy?? it’s kinda insane

the only way out of this loop is killing myself

staying offline today

people with an ego piss me off and i’ve realized it’s because i’m jealous of those that have found it within themselves to like any aspects of their own character whatsoever. it’s not fair that i’ve never gotten to have that, being able to love myself at all is impossible no matter how hard i try

i hate how my posts read off as the thoughts of some edgy teenage girl. i haven’t grown up and i feel like i never will. i’ve stayed the same while everybody else grew past me

i really won’t ever get better

bullet in my brain

i feel ugly today

i wanna die

i need to lock in and get myself back to normal

rolling my eyes

lowered my lexapro dosage today im praying it helps me feel more like myself (i’d also like to have a libido again too please)

i might die soon

god i do not need this fucking stress right now

i think i might be actually losing my mind

it’s weird actually just feeling the depression slowly consume my entire brain

im an awful friend

it isnt fair at all

dysphoria coming to ruin my mood like usual

so happy…

Emily abusing her “family discount” to fuck her mom for free

we were only sexting for just a little bit and it was enough for her to jerk off and finish within just a couple minutes LOL she’s pathetic as fuck

:(

Emotionless Sexting

i finally got myself to cum omgg 😵‍💫 its been like over a week since the last time, felt so good.. barely anything comes out now lol also it’s like rly sweet tasting wshsjsjjw

love love love you

stressed

i have a crush