Officially out of student debt! Didn't borrow much since I had FASFA and other circumstances, but nevertheless it's finally paid off.

Why does a kinetic VN about the stock market and young love need a theme named 'Big Boss'? (It's World End Economica and it's really good. On Steam.)

I promise I don't always make depressing posts. It is just that it has been rough for me and my family for the last several months. This is basically the only outlet I have though.

Dad's getting weaker. Cancer is the worst. I would say 'fuck it', but I know many good, god-fearing people who would love to get fucked. Sigh.

i miss you creamsicle...

I've only been waiting for a slow burn, seriously taken, futa and male (that actually looks like a guy) co-equal relationship comic for over 25 years. I found it today. But it's a garbage translation.

Helped cleaned out my dad's van. Dubbed the 'Refmobile', he refereed youth soccer in it for nearly 30 years. Old piece of shit 1969 Ford Econoline (basically a camper van) that he bought for $75. Travelled across the country multiple times over following races. Broken down in the middle of nowhere,

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Washington State residents: they’re trying to pull online age verification bullshittery here too. This bill would require people to upload their ID/credit card to view online adult content. You can complain to your reps here: app.leg.wa.gov/pbc/bill/2112

God I hate Youtubers that put out slop. 'X reacts to Y' with some clickbaity image and text. Also the webcam has a not been a boon in general to youtube.

The phrase 'she fucks in tens' (possibly misquoted) from Lemonfont's Shapeshifter Part 4 lives in my head rent-free.

Porn and erotica are important and societally valuable forms of speech, and the defense of them, in the face of state and church attempts at repression, is a necessary political act.

Won 2nd place on the Christmas game, so went out for sushi today. Ate too much.

It only took months, but I did get a comment on my fanfic from earlier this year. Want to turn it into a comic. Seems pretty clearly fake, but fake comment better b than no comment I guess.

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Divinity: Original Sin 2 is better than Baldur's Gate 3. The only interesting character in the latter is Lae'zel. I'll take The Red Prince over Astarion any day of the week. Fane is cooler than Gale. Shadowheart is just basic, Sebille is simultaneously scary and cute. Also Karlach is annoying.

The fuck is the point of .webp files.

ok this joke might be a little too specific

Dad couldn't make Thanksgiving dinner, so my mom and I did instead. Neither of us cook much. Wasn't a disaster, but many foibles were made. Exhausting. Dad couldn't even spend any time with the grandkids. Depressing.

311/1461

since a couple of people have asked now (thank you sm 😭), here's my kofi ko-fi.com/puppicake I honestly appreciate anything at all

Random Random Fact: I haven't written socks in years. Wear sandals exclusively for quite a long time.

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Its the worst feeling knowing that things are going terribly for you and knowing you cannot complain about it or get mad EVER. Just gotta bottle it up and let it tear you apart from the inside until you have an heart attack and die.

Haven't actually played D&D for three months and have been having a awful two months. Finally played tonight and got a chance to let off steam, but all that happened was three hours of taking about plans of nothing. Waste of fucking time. Could have been done nothing and had a better time.

Pulled the mental health card with my parents regarding the other house. Compromise: help with the outside only. Still stressful. Hasn't been a good two months.

Phone transfer nightmare continues. Message today that the service transferred, but upon changing phones, nothing service. Now old phone has no service. Right now don't have a phone to make calls or text. Least it has internet on wifi. When it rain, it pours.

I'm so tired.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

It's bad enough that dad's been in and out of the hosipital as of late, watching my mom push herself and my own mental health BS that I have to deal with, but now I have to go back to the house where I tried to kill myself. Go back regularly to clean up after the evicted tenant trashed the place.

Setting up a new phone is a nightmare. I'm not very phone-knowledgeable.

Post.

Sometimes you just get the urge to post, but have nothing to really significant or interesting to say.

Regularly drain your monstergirl's girlballs to keep her tamed and under control.

Dad is going back to the hospital ER. Leakage from his tumor. Hopefully in and out though after getting the tumor checked.

Dad got out of the hospital on Saturday, still pretty weak though. Chemo a bitch.

Dad still in hospital. It was a staph infection. Still in hospital for a few days for tests. Doing better though.

Dad staying overnight in the hospital. Cause of fever unknown. Still weak as hell though. Still concerned, putting on a calmer face for Mom, who sends to new handling it okay.

Dad underwent chemo on Wednesday. Has a fever now. Worried.

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I think it's more frightening to worry what happens to your OCs after you die than your kids. I mean OCs will cease to exist, never grow again. Kids wil live on past your death. Also not intentionally a 'it's too expensive to have kids nowadays' joke.

Now that FFT got remastered, it would be a good time to sit down and try and finish that FFT fanfic i was writing. I just got past the point when it takes place in game. It even gave more backstory to Agrias, so more to work with.

It sucks not having a best friend. One of those things you don't notice unless you don't have it. Cherish your friends while you have them.

“AI is the asbestos we are shoveling into the walls of our society, and our descendants will be digging it out for generations.”

Made chili. Too much TVP, not enough kick, flavor mild. Didn't put in chocolate this time (unsure how to do it in a slow cooker.) Food is food though. Basically bachelor chow anyway. Even looks like it.

It sucks when you play a competitive game and your favorite character is low-tier. Not that I play those sorts of games online, but you just want your favorite to be respected.