since a couple of people have asked now (thank you sm 😭), here's my kofi ko-fi.com/puppicake I honestly appreciate anything at all

Random Random Fact: I haven't written socks in years. Wear sandals exclusively for quite a long time.

Crater'd Isako Substar hourly for @randomguy664.bsky.social

Its the worst feeling knowing that things are going terribly for you and knowing you cannot complain about it or get mad EVER. Just gotta bottle it up and let it tear you apart from the inside until you have an heart attack and die.

Haven't actually played D&D for three months and have been having a awful two months. Finally played tonight and got a chance to let off steam, but all that happened was three hours of taking about plans of nothing. Waste of fucking time. Could have been done nothing and had a better time.

Pulled the mental health card with my parents regarding the other house. Compromise: help with the outside only. Still stressful. Hasn't been a good two months.

Phone transfer nightmare continues. Message today that the service transferred, but upon changing phones, nothing service. Now old phone has no service. Right now don't have a phone to make calls or text. Least it has internet on wifi. When it rain, it pours.

I'm so tired.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

It's bad enough that dad's been in and out of the hosipital as of late, watching my mom push herself and my own mental health BS that I have to deal with, but now I have to go back to the house where I tried to kill myself. Go back regularly to clean up after the evicted tenant trashed the place.

Setting up a new phone is a nightmare. I'm not very phone-knowledgeable.

Post.

Sometimes you just get the urge to post, but have nothing to really significant or interesting to say.

Regularly drain your monstergirl's girlballs to keep her tamed and under control.

Dad is going back to the hospital ER. Leakage from his tumor. Hopefully in and out though after getting the tumor checked.

Dad got out of the hospital on Saturday, still pretty weak though. Chemo a bitch.

Dad still in hospital. It was a staph infection. Still in hospital for a few days for tests. Doing better though.

Dad staying overnight in the hospital. Cause of fever unknown. Still weak as hell though. Still concerned, putting on a calmer face for Mom, who sends to new handling it okay.

Dad underwent chemo on Wednesday. Has a fever now. Worried.

[OC] Sometimes emotional support is offering a bite Substar hourly for randomguy664, Seth('s arm) is @voyaneer.bsky.social's

I think it's more frightening to worry what happens to your OCs after you die than your kids. I mean OCs will cease to exist, never grow again. Kids wil live on past your death. Also not intentionally a 'it's too expensive to have kids nowadays' joke.

Now that FFT got remastered, it would be a good time to sit down and try and finish that FFT fanfic i was writing. I just got past the point when it takes place in game. It even gave more backstory to Agrias, so more to work with.

It sucks not having a best friend. One of those things you don't notice unless you don't have it. Cherish your friends while you have them.

“AI is the asbestos we are shoveling into the walls of our society, and our descendants will be digging it out for generations.”

Made chili. Too much TVP, not enough kick, flavor mild. Didn't put in chocolate this time (unsure how to do it in a slow cooker.) Food is food though. Basically bachelor chow anyway. Even looks like it.

It sucks when you play a competitive game and your favorite character is low-tier. Not that I play those sorts of games online, but you just want your favorite to be respected.

What's worse than AI 'art?' AI art that isn't tagged as such.

Android girls parting their legs to unleash a micro-missile barrage.

Had to take my mom to a surgery appointment in the early morning. Arrived an hour early due to her mistaking the check-in time and forgot my Switch. Ugh.

I drove a car made in this century for the first time today. It's awkward not hearing the gas engine when you accelerate or having less window to look out of and instead relying on camera. Too many doodads that you will come to rely on, atrophying driving skills. Not good. Or I'm old-fashioned.

Cynda cake as a bday gift to me!! 😋 Quick for @randomguy664.bsky.social

God, I'm so tired. And not even sleepy.

Chub on a girl is good.

Super Mario World 2: Yoshi's Island may be the perfect platformer. Great visuals, great gameplay, creative stages (for the time). Sound design like the baby's crying and walking on ice is annoying though. World, Bros 3 and 64 are all good too, but the design if World 2 sells it for me.

Hot take(?): Not gonna celebrate Charlie Kirk getting shot. Disagree with him vehemently, hate him, but he's still human just like any of us. Political violence of any kind is fucked up. Celebrating any is celebrating all of it. Ultimate victory would be for him to have a massive change of heart.

August Substar hourlies! I forgot to post them over the last few days so here's all three. Begonia and just a lil bit of sinning for hendak Sharola cosplaying some more for @randomguy664.bsky.social Usuvi mlehhh for @azurerosegarden.bsky.social

I left to get doughnuts and lotto tickets, forgot the doughnuts on the counter in the store. I better win that billion dollars, I missed out on doughnuts.

VERY last minute ass heads up, sorry about that!! I'm working on the last comm in my queue rn and don't wanna open on my break week so!! Comms opening Fri-Sun 🎉 I'll be taking refs this time, and reminder that sketch comms will like, actually be sketchy now lol Comm site: puptini.weebly.com

Attempt to farm for ideas failed. Last decent idea in my notes sucks and is a joke. Maybe 1500 hits on the stardew stories. No comments. Less successful than other original stories I've wrote. Fanfic not a hit. Mission failed. Back ty o writing hibernation for a few years. Good while it lasted.

I haven't given up yet on writing for my rather sad goal, but I'm lacking ideas.

Wait, did THE Chitan like my Haley story!? What is up with this site?

archiveofourown.org/works/685419... www.hentai-foundry.com/stories/user... Haley story complete. Bit rushed, but burnout and being out of ideas are things. If I wanted to stay with Stardew down the tier list, it'd be Penny. No ideas though besides rescue romance. (But that was Caroline's theme.)

Random Happy Post Haley fic 3 finished? Shorter than other ones, but im also feeling burnt out. Looks like I'll fail my self-imposed goal unless a miracle happens. Words written: 2197 'Plap plap plap get pregnant' on a transgirl complete? Internet is out, do cannot post.

Kitty Kira! Substar hourly for @randomguy664.bsky.social

Outline for Haley 3 done. Writing to start probably tomorrow. Officially out of ideas though. Given the past success (lack thereof), unlikely to hit my self-imposed goal. May try and solicit ideas, but doubtful to get a bite, let alone an idea from people. Still discouraged.

Discouraged.

Random Happy Post You know, these happy posts are getting common enough that I shouldn't tag them as such. Chapter 2 of the Haley fic is up after a quick readthrough. I think I actually go through the entire thing. archiveofourown.org/works/685419... www.hentai-foundry.com/stories/user...