I costs 180 dollars to legally change my name. So much for that idea, at least for now. Figured it’d make getting a job easier if my name matched my identity. But I can’t afford to do it until I get a job. What a joy.

I think it’s weird I’ve gotten three mystery friend requests on discord in two days. Makes me feel like something is up. Normally doesn’t happen at all. Bots?

For years I’ve wondered what the name of that one scream you hear when you click on the Terran Academy in the original 1998 StarCraft. It’s in a ton of stuff! Well it originated in a 1980 movie called The Ninth Configuration and proliferated from there.

RIP Kate I remember you

Crying

It’s been a long dark night in my head gang

How to not fail at everything

I would like someone to give me some of their excess money olease

This is a very punk meal

The new thing is to put this like highlight thing going on at the edge of the app icon to give it a sort of 3d effect. Suddenly everyone is starting to do this.

I incorrectly believed Smell-o-vision was a William Castle gimmick. It was actually only implemented by Mike Jones Jr for the film Scent of Mystery and has no connection to Castle. My stupid brain is so gay i can’t even keep useless trivia straight.

“Oh fuck oh shit I’m doomed we’re all fucking doomed this is so bad why am I just going along with it all we need to mutiny we need to desert at the next port the captain is cooked and the ship will be shred by that monster shit fuck god damn it I’m dead it’s so over” - Starbuck, probably

I expected I’d be paid tomorrow but I’m not? Not sure when these severance paychecks are coming. Kind of want to know about that

Someone give me money

Considering I started it off with the terrible experience in the bin and ended it with losing my job with no sure way forward I think this may be the worst year of my life so far

Hell yeah sister

Accepting random friend requests on discord because I’m bored

Kind of surprised how much of Great Mazinger is devoted to the antics of Boss and Shiro. “You don’t understand it’s not a mecha series unless there’s a refrigerator shaped guy with a freezer temperature IQ and a kid who can be placed in danger to raise the stakes”

I should draw more even if I’m kinda shitty at it

I rewatched this whole show some time last year (as in 2023) and it’s great. Looks amazing, it’s a lot of fun, and you feel shit watching it. One thing about that particular episode is *every* woman thinks Gren, the transsexual character, is like insanely hot. It’s awesome.

This great Mazinger giant death robot looks like a Mega Man death robot

When I was 11 and my older sister was 13 she somehow convinced my grandmother to take us to see Robinhood Men in Tights despite my parents wishes. We didn’t get most of the jokes. We were sheltered kids in a sense. But my grandmother loved it. She kept bursting out laughing on the drive home.

Oh to be a classy aloof business woman on me knees for a college girl who’s sweet on me

The robot girl in this episode of Great Mazinger is playing an Ocarina

Dropped an egg on the floor. What a waste

The more I learn about it the less I feel ok about mocking Nuzzi. Was a child model at 5. Made a song about being jailbait at 16. Got groomed by Keith Olberman a couple years later. Sounds like she was sexually exploited and abused her entire childhood if not most of her life.

Might take speed and make ramen not sure yet

Getting upset about the stupidest thing right now because it’s a distraction from all my mounting very real and soon to be crushing problems

The thing that makes Great Mazinger so great is the giant sword

They named this villain General Julicaesar but his giant death robot The Greco and I’m so disappointed in their lack of historical accuracy

Need to figure out how to turn my misery into something amusing or entertaining to others. Turn my detriments into assets.

Nvidia earnings report is supposed to come out today and hasn’t yet so you know it’s gotta be good that’s why they’re saving it for the very end of the day. End on a high note.

I know enough about French New Wave cinema and Bebop Jazz to seem cultured but despite what I imagined while learning about these things no one finds that sexy

I’d never be with a man unless he was finger banging me in his pink Honda S500

This whole year has been characterized by degradation and loss for me

Not doing especially well today. Kind of think I’m months away from the end

It’s going to be so cool spending Thanksgiving and Christmas alone in a cold apartment stressing out about not being able to pay my bills in the coming months

Getting the feeling my drain circling is getting faster with increasingly tighter circles

I’ve never heard of most of these and never listen to an episode of any of them.

It must be something to believe you’re capable of living like a real human being and not a piece of refuse trying to avoid incineration

Great Mazinger for this thing when they introduce a new character they show the character’s name but also the show the character’s voice actor’s name which I’ve never seen in an anime before

Grooming in elite higher education is rampant. It’s not just Harvard professors who were chummy with Epstein. It’s systemic to the culture.

If I had money I’d be shorting all the big tech companies rn

I’ve properly arranged my half dozen blankets to provide heat trapping insulation for my weak pale waif-like body

Project A-Ko is playing on Retro Crush rn but it’s the dub :(

Getting Night of the Hunter type tattoos except they say WEED and METH

Who wants to carry me in their arms while I’m wrapped up like swaddled baby? This is a permanent full time position. There is no pay but there’s the exclusive benefit getting to spend time with me unless I want to be alone in which case you have to gtfo until I say so