had such an emotional day with tomodachi. I dealt with so many crushes and friendships and gifts and dreams and room redecorations and food preferences and my head is spinning LOL i gotta lay down now... i am in love with this game

still kinda bummed that my hype for balatro died out, i was so confident about getting those card & voucher sprites made and learning how to mod the game... i'm still knee-deep in youtube for the rest of this year, but there's always next year, i guess

You should watch Teeny Toys. Very good Petscop-like series. youtube.com/@TeenyToysEx...

AAAAAAA IM GONNA MISS DREAMWORLD SO MUCHHHHH I LOVE THIS SERIES TO THE MOON AND BACK ITS SO SO GOOD THAT PREMIERE IS GONNA MAKE ME CRYYYY 2-part finale, next part coming in august... and then that's it...... ouuhhh i need to binge-watch it from the beginning it's just so beautiful i love DreamWorld

this doesn't feel like burnout anymore. i think right now my depression's taken the wheel i can't stop feeling emotionally miserable, I don't want to do anything important, i'd rather keep distracting myself with other things maybe it's best to let it keep control until it says it's done

whirr.

stayed up all night writing and ended up sleeping from 3:30am to 11:15am. Can't say i don't regret it for my physical health but at the very least I'm enjoying having time like this. It's nice to work on personal things that help me feel better

"You call yourself a god when nobody worships you." -------------------- "You must continue to fight for those you care about." more error and ink

it's time for april fools part 2

just drew the stupidest thing possible for this next video batch and i am so embarrassed by it that's how i know it's gonna be good

my art is like the equivalent of colouring books, edutainment sites & playing with toys, while my friends' are like college degrees, high-level jobs & triple-a games. i want to prove i can make stuff as cool as theirs but theyve dedicated so much more time to their craft while i keep bumbling around

self-eradication versus self-preservation. ERROR!Kirb & Ink!Kirb

had a dream that i found proof of Mario Titans existing and it ended up being some cancelled fangame that the leaker stole assets from, so i started rushing to tell ppl about it with old gameplay and trailers i found on yt i guess im still not over Mario Titans yet lol thanks brain

power went out in the middle of drawing. Hypothesized to be at a major electrical grid near our town, none of the streetlights or neighbors' houses have power either. Should be completed by 2am, but... i definitely should head to bed by now. Shit Happens, i guess.

I have now fully watched every video from SiIva's 2026 April Fools. Adjusting for some awkward downtime i had to deal with, my estimation (without adding the hard numbers of minutes and seconds) would be about 14 hours and 45 minutes. And i tackled all of it in one sitting. Incredible event.

went through and updated EVERY page on my site to add [lang="en"] to every [html] tag. was even able to streamline the process so it was easier. Theres still so many unfinished pages and they'll have to stay that way for now since I'm busy with YouTube, but any progress is good progress.

Really hoping Nintendo keeps doing the trading cards for the next couple weeks or so, I did miss a couple days but i'm currently at 25 out of 40. I don't want it to be a "you get what you get" thing, I wish they'll let us reach full completion...

more horror knight doodles #SiIvaGunner #HollowKnight #AU

forgot to charge my phone overnight and woke up to it being at 33% 😭 thankfully i was up at 6:40am and plugged it in, it should hit 100% by the time i leave. gotta get to work at 10am today rather than 12pm

forgot to say it earlier -- had to get breakfast and head to my job after sending this -- but credit to Astrakitu on MFGG for the ground sprites in the 3rd & 4th images mfgg.net/index.php?ac...

SonicKade2048's Super Fell!Mario World ...and Fell!Fell ...and Fell!Fell!Fell ...and Fell!Fell!Fell!Fell #SiIvaGunner #SuperMario #AU

that was the greatest siiva event to come to pass. Glad i chose to stay up and experience the uploads as they came out. Stayed in chat with ppl over discord and had a blast freaking out (/pos) over every next thing. Definitely gonna use this event as inspiration for my channel in the near future.

Mariofell, anyone? (quick doodles) #SiIvaGunner #SuperMario #AU

Team Licorice really delivered with Horror Knight and I'm excited to see what comes next with SourSong. Hope to see more news about it whenever there's a new Direct. ...why are you looking at me like that? #SiIvaGunner #HollowKnight #AU

kind of late to update the banner and pfp but i did it happy april fools ya crazy bastards

i have an hour and a half to finish this video. Let's fuckin' do this.

i'm throwing in the towel. Ive never seen my anger issues spiral and explode so frequently and im only getting more frustrated and disappointed in myself. This is more of a Me problem than an SMM2 problem, i just don't have the willpower to slog through all that bullshit anymore

told myself i was done with it but im thinkin of doin a small update to engage dragon again... i wanna add info, q&a and changelog pages to give the html more substance. that way it's not just the game getting all the attention. gonna keep workin on the vids for now but ill save this idea for later

ALL THE VIDEOS ARE UPLOADED 🥹 all that's left is scheduling them at the right times... then, finally, the bulk of this is finished. i have about a full day and a half to work on the last missing parts like the pfp, banner, and beginning/ending videos. taking a break for now then getting started

happy birthday honey

on a lighter note i have abt 3 rips left before all the main april fools prep is done; theres some other final things I could prepare as bonus additions but i wanna make sure all the rips are complete and ready to schedule. just a couple days left... Lets do this.

getting pissed off at levels again i got stuck in "break down this wall with magikoopas and get the right rng" hell. Couldnt even bother finishing it i gotta sleep

finished the vessel drawing & sprite

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN ONE THOUSAND COURSES IN EASY AND NORMAL ONE HUNDRED I UNDERSTAND BUT ONE THOUSAND IS FUCKED??? EVEN PRIZES AT THREE AND FIVE HUNDRED??? i'm gonna be here a while. Oh My God

Super Expert is so fucking insane man, i feel like im gonna rip my hair out with how many unfair levels i keep getting. theyre not unfair on their own, they're unfair in Endless. Levels built to waste your time with precision, speedrunning and kaizo don't translate well to "do this in limited lives"

as much as im trying to help myself relax and rest more often i am still susceptible to doomscrolling and bouts of adhd forcing me to focus on things that drain my mental energy theres nothing stopping me from fighting back and/or ignoring the bad, but i just cant get myself to most of the time

happy anniversary bouncywheel10

doodle sheet with a spice of lore attached, just wanted to doodle the secondaries again now that im giving jett (and hopefully thunder (+ chisk) soon) the spotlight

been on'n'off grinding both Minecraft achievements (on a specific multi-player server) and SMM2 costumes amidst my workflow. Got a few more clothing pieces taken care of + finally got A Furious Cocktail for once. HDWGH is way out of my league but AFC felt more reasonable. Here's my Maker profile too

(sigh) whatever. June Archive dream. had to draw it. i still need to get breakfast

March 24th is now only 2 days away and I've yet to get farther in on the next lore vid than i wanted... guess that means I'm in another burnout sesh. Maybe if i lock in hard enough on the 23rd since im off work i could make decent progress, but for now i just.... really need to rest 😞

I don't know if Goose intended to rile up the EXE fans by having Caine say that but either way I'm glad to see EXE fans getting a chance to have fun lol all the fan-art looks incredible so far :)

didn't get any work done today but that's probably cuz im still recovering from my cold, as meek as it's been so far. Hasn't gotten to me too bad aside from extensive runny nose but honestly i still feel pretty energized

well my sore throat is gone but it elevated to a headache LOL I'll try to rest when i get home

woke up with a slight sore throat but im pretty its cuz of my allergies. nose was going crazy yesterday so some snot mustve slipped back while i was sleeping. oh well

something i hate yet know I'm the only one to blame for is keeping my body healthy with "the right food". some days i wish i could take anything as "fuel" and be done, but i keep finding out how far (which is to say, not a lot) junk food can get me before i crash. staying healthy is tough as hell.

mm. Nah. I will not let my FOMO take over. I can sit this one out. Don't get distracted. I have videos and art pieces to work on.

fuck it, gonna make a Tails vessel for myself. i wanna run with the idea of someone (me) being a worthy opponent for X, using his game against him; Debug Mode (thinking 1/2/3K/Mania) being weaponized. Unstoppable Force vs. Immovable Object. ...DAMN though i cant make sprites for SHIT anymore

the Secondary Heroes. (+ slight clean-up on the first group)

the concept of something that would piss off 80% of a fanbase but wouldn't be objectively bad to try in the first place hmm. feels familiar