i finished another batch of AU thumbnails days ago but i wanna make some final fixes before I post them here; theres some errors i noticed needed attention this break is gonna take more out of me than I expected, but honestly... who cares, I need the relaxation

i can't focus

got an idea for a stupidly-ambitious drawing even if it seems fairly easy to draw on the surface

the last 2 lore videos (for now) are up... now my schedule is set for the next MONTH until the last 3 gaps that need rips. can't believe SummerFes is halfway over already... i'm not sure how i should handle rip production in October, but i'm DEFINITELY halting uploads in September for SKfaD's sake.

my brain is fucking scrambled after getting all those funland au thumbnails finished. theres Too Many thoughts bouncing around and i could use a break against my better judgment im debating tapping into artfight, despite saying i wouldn't and "dont have time"

getting pretty tired of the "Community posts you may like" thing in my sub feed but as far as i know there's no way to turn it off

got the final (for now) Scramble songs uploaded & are whittling away at thumbnails for my own AU modifiers. Next objectives should be the smaller lore vids & Batch 2's songs, but my body is still in a recovery state so i'm gonna let my heart guide me from here

i can match other peoples vibes but nobody can ever match mine. one-way connections where i can discuss what others like or make but nobody willingly reciprocates. i always have to probe and advertise my shit first then wait for a response ...its 2am and im starving why the fuck am i not asleep yet

i wanna learn how to mod undertale and deltarune so badly but my busy ass knows I'd give that shit up in a week and move on to something else adhd is a bitch. just let me Do Things already

part of me has wanted to open Roblox Studio again but the slow death of the platform combined with peer pressure & a busy channel has forbidden me. i think it's safe to say any games I was working on are no longer develop-able, but i still just wanna build random shit, maybe even use stuff in videos

got the next lore vid done, it'll go up tomorrow

amidst mood swings and i Really Don't Like It... i was so happy and energetic earlier today and now I'm too sad to work on the video some more this sucks

today marks 25 years of mario fan games galaxy, a community that matters to me a lot i found mfgg back in 2009. i was young, insecure, and very much still figuring out who i was. and it somehow became instrumental in who i am today, both as a developer and as a person happy birthday mfgg

gonna start listening to touhou games' soundtracks so i can prep for making RoseSwap's songs; i should definitely work with my own unique style but i still wanna make sure they sound similar enough to the source and not "Random Thing Number 536 That Kirb Composed"

todays the 25th anniversary of Mario Fan Games Galaxy ( @mfgg.net)! the site's been one of the most important influences on me (and fangames in general) ever since I was a kid and it holds a very very special place in my heart anyways, brownie points to whoever can name every character here :)

im slowly beginning to ask myself if im a good person again and i really shouldnt be asking that anymore this stress over shifta is getting to me i gotta suck it up and move the fuck on

* (It's just you.)

i have a 10am work shift in the morning i am practically begging to be royally fucked over on my sleep schedule

sometimes it feels like you're forced to agree with the majority opinion when you don't have harmful intent, solely because said majority will misinterpret your stance as harmful anyway and see you defending yourself as you doubling down i can't understand whether i'm the "too woke" one or they are

going to upload Scramble's Week 1 songs + a couple extras for the channel anniversary...albeit delayed a few days after the MFGG event. i dont plan on releasing the mod until weeks 1, 2, 3, and some freeplay are done but at the very least i have a Drive demo prepped if i change my mind

Batch 2

got all of the funland weird route songs finished... uploads for june are done with now. on to july. i gotta get GOING if i want my MFGG event to be good, theres so many tracks i wanna compose, but i've only got a little over a week to start...

* (Despite everything, it's still you.)

feel like im entering a big "acceping typos" arc and just letting my messages flow asthey come out. mighte ven make some mistakes onp urpose. yeah. tpyo arc. lets do this shi.

Unidentified Spongebob Anomaly

birdo for an iso collab

making this next one is gonna be a bit of a challenge, but... hopefully i can get it out before the day ends tomorrow. the instruments i'm working with are not playing well with octaves and i'm gonna need to find ones that can work in at least 2

Rent Due drawing

my brain is telling me to work on more rips right now but i am soooooo infatuated with chapter 5..... maybe i can whip something up before i go to sleep tonight

currently heading to job 🥀 gotta wait until i get home to keep playing. man this is such a beautiful chapter... i see now what toby was aiming for. Been enjoying the hell out of it

let's do this.

i have some important rips planned for very soon but i mmmmmiiight be crunching on the deadline a bit

my activity log on scratch is fully empty which means it's been another full year since i Did Anything wonder if i should play around with stevemode's projects more, so much content from that ARG has untapped potential imo...

experimental wood man sona i like siivagunner

don't really know how far i'll take this but despite not finishing the panels ive been brainstorming this idea a bit more... might call it "delta-bral: simulacrum"

*smacks lips* yuuuuup that's a 10am shift...... dont even got time for breakfast cuz i woke up too late LOL here we go again 🥀

as much as ive been working all day today and yesterday, i still have videos to do. this rush of motivation is helping me get through, but i need to remember other upcoming plans and make sure i take breaks. i'm coming for you three. i'll make sure to finish your videos before summerfes ends.

dude its almost 4am i should NOT be awake right now this new page has me in a chokehold

the puzzle room incident turns 10 years old tomorrow... this has been my all-time favourite siiva meme and i cant believe its been a whole decade since it was introduced, even if it had a controversial start. Long Live Puzzle Room

somehow started working on jett's lore vid again (made good progress) then IMMEDIATELY got sidetracked with Mysterious Book

there's more of You out there, but only one of You here.

i gotta put my money where my mouth is on this shit but rrrrrrrfgh im way too busy with my own uploads to think of any good ideas something something be the change you want to see something something striking cold iron yadda yadda but GAAAHHHHH i kinda hate how flooded im making my schedule!!!

alright, thats all the main prep done... all i need is the final video...

havent finished the vid yet (3+ hours is a lot, dear god) but duuuuude i think bikini horrors might be my new fav FNF mod, there's so much packed into it. The references are off the charts, im surprised im catching so many

you can be anything or anyone you want to be, and you shouldn't let anything or anyone stand in your way

*snap* Yup. That one's going in the Cringe Compilation. (jokes aside this is cool i guess, i still enjoy the milestones even though i stopped caring about working for the numbers)

got an insane video rendering currently and im shaking with anticipation, this is gonna be the craziest shit ive ever posted to youtube but it's gonna be so worth it

to live to serve the world around me, a stepping stone for progress divine, naught but a tool for others to wield, as their lives be more valued than mine i am just a pawn in everyone else's game

been mining a chunk in a server for the past couple weeks and managed to hit Y-20, this worlds gonna get reset tomorrow but im still happy with the progress

arbitrary rules