a heart that's beating can't belong to a broken machine

the day i get A Whole New Universe up and running again is the day i finally make ref sheets of the future Mane 6 designs and get Adventures Through the Multiverse some music finally ...and make more episode synops- you know what just kickstart EVERYTHING about them both again whatever

an unorthodox way to create new lore but i'm enjoying this way too much i HAVE to continue

i need to draw already man i can't let this news distract me too much my heart hurts

I forgot how masochistic some Makers are (/silly /j)

Started watching a couple Simple vids recently and it's making me want to open SMM2 again, i forgot their servers should still be open and people are still making levels for it... maybe *i* could try for some Uncleared ones

i get it now holy FUCK

might try keeping discord closed on my pc more often, been seeing folks chat about CPU usage more and more and I'm starting to believe it with how much lag I've been noticing. Lot of stuttering and frame drops with some of my programs lately, especially PDN

thinking about conversations you want to have while believing there's very little chance for them happening even though your way of thinking is very cynical

the unfortunate feeling of losing stamina for a drawing you were enjoying days ago/yesterday is it energy? motivation? confidence? whatever the case, I'm lacking something and idk how to tackle it i need to finish so much before the year ends. i need to believe in myself. i can do it. i know i can

thinking about this again; my idea is to make a puzzle game themed around it but i need to figure out how to make it interesting... logic gates are so barebones that it comes down to simply "find the right combination to open the door" which would get repetitive after a while... hm.

the longer i go without uploading a video the funnier the studio analytics get. like hmm yes you aren't wrong for calling them the "latest" but i think the "first" part gets a bit overzealous when it's been over *checks notes* ONE HUNDRED DAYS since the videos were published lolllllll

now that basegame fnf is 5 years old it's only a matter of time until mods start following suit next year, and i don't think I'm ready for that reality to come to pass so many mods have been sullied for one or more reasons and it'd be in bad taste to be so happy about something that went so wrong

i'm a few days early but i might as well get this out of my system happy anniversary zune

this drawing will be my breaking point and I'm going to realize how stupid it was to act that way in hindsight. It's Zune all over again. Fuck At least this is going towards something positive in the end

there's a really specific itch i want to scratch in my mind but i need more time to consider it and if i do go through with it i hope it won't catch anyone off-guard

Nightscar has fully infiltrated Timeline B and has taken Kade under his wing once more. However, the result he expected wasn't what he got; rather, a deviation due to this Kade living a different life. His plans will be revealed soon... but, for now, an analysis.

now that the patch is out i can do this lmao

...not bad, MissingNo. not bad at all. you're doing amazing out there. i'll be rooting for you no matter what. stay strong.

getting your interpretation of something broken down & compared against canon facts has got to be a top-10 worst feeling ever. like jeez fuck me then okay i genuinely overlooked or forgot some details because i don't keep up with this as much as you do. now i feel like a jerk... X,(

it's not worth the trouble; don't let it plague your mind so much. you shouldn't worry about it when you already know what your answer is. just breathe; remember to take care of yourself. you have a lot going on and a lot to think about, so handle it step by step. stay strong; you can do it.

The Voice Inside Your Pizza (pre-melt and post-melt) i was bored

another lazy day today... was more productive on Sunday but Sloth took over too strongly today. guess I'll have to wait until tomorrow, or at least a couple more hours later tonight... I want to make a little progress every day on anything, but getting my body moving is becoming the hardest part. :(

not emotionally-charged enough to call vent art but still something i've thought of for a while and want to get off my chest

the difficult balance of putting your foot down and asserting yourself on a topic of interest vs. wanting to avoid being seen as a jerk or mean-spirited or even selfish about it

booyah. god this took way too long to finish but i can finally get this out of my way. Just a bit further along now... the RPG fight is next. I will accomplish my goals before the end of the year. I will not die without defending my right to survive.

Work schedule will be fun for the next 7 days, flip-flopping between working one day and being off the next. should help me have more time to make progress on things

woke up at 3am hot and sweating with my nose running and i can't tell if it's just the humidity/temperature outside and my allergies being dumb or if I'm starting to get sick

i need to remember that i don't have the same workflow as others do

man just shut up if you're not making a point when you talk. you're just confusing them and making them look at you like you're complaining even though you know you're not. maybe that's also why your friendship with them is so strained. just keep your mouth shut if you have nothing good to say.

didn't draw anything all day today and slept for 70% of the time... ah well, at least interloper f was fun to watch. Still waiting on siiva's halloween event to pop up but tbh I'm starting to wonder if they're even doing one... maybe they'll skip this year? who knows. Maybe I'm just impatient.

One fear I'd have as a parent in the future is my kid not having a peanut allergy like me. As much as I'd love for my child to not deal with the same issues & paranoia as I do, I'd have to be careful of them running into peanuts in their own young life. School lunches, at parties, during holidays...

i want to show people i care about them and how i want to be there for them if they need a shoulder to cry on but fffffffuck am i bad at socializing I've struggled to handle other peoples' emotions in the past so now when i see a friend/mutual venting i feel guilty about not knowing what to say

still kinda reeling from the dentist for whatever reason. My lower-left gums keep flaring up in pain at random intervals throughout the day then switch to being completely fine for hours and hours. Gonna try taking pain relievers but I'm getting a bit concerned now...

thoughts about my mortality have been popping up recently and i need to stop letting it scare me, i still have a good amount of time ahead of me and there's no good reason for me to stress over it it's going to be okay as long as i believe it will

bringing it back full-circle

official acknowledgement

Welcome to The Theater. #SiIvaGunner @highquality.rip

wanted to draw me & wife today but it felt like a lazy day, i was really out of energy at least it was still relaxing, mom even ordered pizza so that was nice

got all my dentist appointments over with and my cavities taken care of, thank goodness. Don't have to go back until March for my typical cleaning. gotta keep closer tabs on my teeth now and make sure this doesn't happen again

in my journey of parody art ive sometimes wanted to draw concepts for an event i know i won't have time for, like a schedule poster or fake video assets. it'd be fun to practice with but i'd wanna reassure people it's not gonna be for anything, just me goofing around

saving inktober prompt charts knowing damn-well it'll be months before i come back to them if i even decide to at all the only inktober-based challenge i 100% completed was exetober last year and i can't help but think that says something about my priorities in my hobbies

man i really don't feel comfortable sleeping right now

the hard part about writing for a character you don't own is wanting to have them step outside their typical personality but trying to avoid mischaracterize them cue choir of "they would not fucking say that" and getting my ass handed to me by people who don't know me

down came the rain and washed the spider out can't believe i never thought of this sooner this is awesome

as much as i like making pixel art, animating it is something i haven't practiced much and I'm facing the repercussions of that in real-time... i need to work up the courage to tell them i just can't do it but I don't want to sound like I'm wimping out without giving it an honest try first

trying to look up what happened to a YTer i used to watch and it seems like they disappeared off the face of the earth... i hope they're doing okay, I wanted to make some tribute stuff for a while but I'm worried abt their current status and hope i won't piss them off or anyone else

hi, my name is Kirb. i'm someone who doesn't want to label themself as a "content creator" as having a huge following isn't something i'm comfortable with, but i won't stop you from perusing my profiles if anything interests you. have a great day

it's 3am but today's my birthday, I'll update my pinned tweet when i feel like it later today

homestuck pilot drops tomorrow but i still gotta go to work that day, hopefully i can avoid spoilers until i get home or watch it on my lunch break if it's posted early enough (4pm EST at the latest)