LOOK AT WHAT @ghostcey.bsky.social MADE FOR ME??? I AM FERAL OVER THIS DEPICTION OF RILEY?????

It’s been… nice today. I feel… like me. I didn’t put on any smiles. Feels weird to relax my face so much, like I haven’t done it in years. It’s nice. I’d like to stay like this.

I need to remind myself, I am not beholden to other people. I do not need to please other people. If I am not getting something out of the interaction, I need not engage. I don’t spend enough time doing things because I want to. What do I want?

I hate ambiguous introductions. Coming at me with a “hiiiiii”, feigning a kiss, or other noncommittal message irks me to no end. Be direct. Tell me what you want. You came to me for a reason. So say it. I don’t want to pussyfoot around, guessing why you reached out. Tell. Me. What. You. Want.

I don’t know wether I am in a foul mood, or just found some resolve to unmask. I want to make a few posts about things that bug me immensely. Know they are not directed at any specific individual or interaction.

I love my dumb son ft. Him being obliterated

Why does sexuality have to be so hard??? Like I’m pretty sure my bi’ness at its most basic level is 90% attraction to women, 10% attraction to men. But it gets complicated once you factor in nonbinary people, and varying levels of masculinity or femininity between all 3. Why can’t it be easy smh

I’m so glad warframe is adding a thicc female rep. As a big girl myself, I’ve been LOVING all the art people have been drawing of her! Plus follie’s alt helmet with the jelly rolls looks adorable!!! God I hope I enjoy playing her when she releases

🏳️‍⚧️ TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ THERE IS NO LBG WITHOUT THE T 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ I STAND WITH OUR TRANS BROTHERS AND SISTERS 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS 🏳️‍⚧️

I think I broke this one~ 🤭

An aspect of burnout im really struggling with is something id compare to phantom hunger pangs I want to create again, explore my own ideas, design stuff etc. Im HUNGRY i want to EAT But i sit down to do so and my appetite is completely gone. The idea of chewing and swallowing disgusts me.

Had someone I was writing with delete their account today. I know it’s probably not my fault, our interactions were kind and great, but… I hope they’re ok

painful to have ideas in your head but as soon as you open up procreate it's like I've never had a thought in my life

I feel weird when I have nights where I’m out of it, like I owe it to everyone to make some post so you know I’m not ghosting you. I know I don’t owe anyone an explanation for why I’m not around to chat, but I still feel so guilty for at least not saying something on my TL. It sucks :<

Want to be horny, but just so goddamn sleepy. Estrogen shot + acetaminophen + melatonin is a WILD combo

“Let me be the voice inside your head, the words that drag you down into delightful relaxation. Nowhere to go, no one to answer to, just you here, with me. Letting my words set you free. It feels good, doesn’t it?

Brains woozy, ibuprofen and CBD is making me tiiiiredddd

YKNOW WHATS GREAT??? Having good momentum last night, then having a dentist appt that makes your mouth hurt. AND then fucking your back up. FUCK it hurts :<

It is wild to me how much I am doing in my life rn. I’m working on my weight, exercising often, going to dr’s appts, reading up on Wiccan practices, going to kink classes, and meeting up with new friends. And that’s only the surface. I am so proud of myself and genuinely hope I don’t burn out

BNNUY!

Some sketches of Karmen from about a year back #nsfwart #oc

One of the hardest things for me, is tempering longing. The desire to have someone as my own is so… INCREDIBLY strong, but if I let it control me, I’ll end up with someone that’s incompatible with me. I need to meaningfully guide that longing and stay rational about my goals for relationships.

Every time I take a kink class, I realize I am not doing enough to negotiate in my roleplay scenarios or irl scenarios. Maybe it doesn’t apply as much to online RP, given there is a disconnect with everyone having a character, but setting boundaries and expectations should be paramount to fun play

Was thinking about it, I think I tend to approach my OC’s as being mediums to explore specific kinks, and design them around ideal scenarios or things I’d want to Roleplay, even down to the way I draw them. But I think I also do a bad job explaining them outright. (1/4)

See a goblin, post a goblin 💜💚💙

Just took my E shot a day early. Was feeling mad depressed and decided it couldn’t wait any longer. I’m feeling a ton better, but gonna need a little to recover… And need to reach out to my doctor about doing more frequent injections

Trying something new! 🧵 1/9 Lybb Introduction - NEW OC Dim candlelight dances off of glass, shimmering bottles of liquid rocking as the open door lets a draft into the shop.

Trying something new! 🧵 1/9 Lybb Introduction - NEW OC Dim candlelight dances off of glass, shimmering bottles of liquid rocking as the open door lets a draft into the shop.

i like when heterosexual love is queer fuck that straight shit!!! girlcock in boypussy!!!!

being transgender is like caramelizing an onion, i am taking my form and elevating it, perfecting it. I am unlocking its true potential. I am delicious on burgers and sandwiches

I don’t think you understand how BAD I want to draw. I’ve had this goblin gal OC named Lybb that I’ve wanted to make art for, FOR SO LONG. Real witchy type, chill and dominant compared to Fizzles brattyness. Bottom heavy, flowy clothes, runs a shop. She’d be so fun IF I COULD JUST DRAW HER

I work a job where I can’t really participate today, but god damn do I wish I could. Go fuck some shit up today, go make your voice heard, melt some frozen liquid and prove we won’t sit down for this bullshit

Now that…..that’s fucking awesome~! We should all strive to be as amazing as you are~!!!!

🍂 Here’s a Short Riley Erotic scene I wanted to write, let me know what y’all think! <3 🍂 🧵 1/13 She looms above you, eyes half lidded from the pert smile spread across her cheeks. Just her gaze sends shivers down your spine, the way her eyes track along your face like you’re nothing but prey.

Letting my body rest a little, so here's a sketch I did near the end of last year x Mask only disapproves of Salanica's horniness when it's aimed at anyone but her. #goblinicaNSFWart #Melarov

"My... how cute... Ufufu."

Now this is the kind of reaction I LOVE!~

🍂 Here’s a Short Riley Erotic scene I wanted to write, let me know what y’all think! <3 🍂 🧵 1/13 She looms above you, eyes half lidded from the pert smile spread across her cheeks. Just her gaze sends shivers down your spine, the way her eyes track along your face like you’re nothing but prey.

Hm, art muse isn’t there, but writing muse kinda is? Maybe I should try doing some RP again…

was working on this for the holidays, but between irl and being sick, i had to vanish, BUUT have a Dolya.. so happy Holidays

❄️Hey I just saw one of my moots post this so I will as well. LGBTQIA+ safe space, trans rights are human rights, fuck ice, fuck maga, free Palestine. If anyone doesn’t like this then you can unfollow me now because I’m not here for it. No racism no bigotry allowed on my page.

Urgh every time I try and draw it’s like my ideas just leave my body. The second I put my pen to the screen I just don’t know what to draw, nor any idea of how I wanna do it. I want to create something, to make something cool or hot, but it just isn’t coming to me… bleh

I don’t know what’s happening but my brains foggy in the best way possible. Maybe it’s the injection, maybe it’s placebo. Maybe it’s cause I exercised AND had a good day today. Either way, holy hell am I gonna sleep amazingly tonight~

Close-up of Olive bouncing on it, just so that you don’t gotta strain so hard to appreciate 💕 #jandriNSFWart #bookworm

THE ESTROGEN COURSES THROUGH MY VEINS!!! MUAHAHAHA!!! I NOW POSSESS THE POWER OF 1000 WOMEN!!!

Ok so apparently y’all like it when I’m freaky on main??? Should I do it more? Say all those raunchy thoughts in my head? All those deeeeeeply lewd thoughts that curl around in my mind, begging to be released?~ You’d like that, wouldn’t you~

I terrify myself I just spent the last 20+ minutes practicing my feminine voice, entering into this hazy domspace. It felt GOOD~ It felt POWERFUL~ It was a hypnotic haze, where all I wanted was to see someone squirm listening to my words~ Wanting to watch them MELT from just my voice~

No wait, even better. Chubby women.

have you read Human Domestication Guide because i did yesterday and WOW i have not stopped thinking about it

Ahem. Women.