This morning took a break to visit @djwheat.bsky.social's last stream of the year. Always appreciate the chat and community in that corner of the internet. A part of me still remembers the days I first watched him when he did eSports commentary.

Hey friends. I'm running a TTRPG campaign and we are looking to open a second table in the world and a few seats may be opening up. If you're a mutual friend and interested/curious, shoot me a msg. So far, no drama, only compliments, 10+ other players, No experience needed🎲

To watch as something started so long ago comes to a end is always bittersweet and surreal. My Hero Academia, thank you for telling the story about how you all became heroes. #anime

This week, our group of adventurers will investigate the final journey of a prominent scout that helped many, but couldn't help themselves in the end. Part 1 of a 2 part tragic mystery will begin in about 30 minutes. #Earthdawn #TTRPG (Link below)

I'm coming to realize that my mind is logical but my wisdom is psychological. That means that talking to a really logical friend makes too much sense to me while also making sense that it's not right at all. If often why I seek the opposites of accepted ideas and why I crave being wrong #gamedev

Many gamers I know give good feedback on what they like so far, while designing a game often requires thinking a lot about what you could like if it exists. Small words, big difference. It's often why a lot of smart gamers may feel their ideas are ignored. #gamedevelopment #coffeethought

I enjoy a TTRPG named #Earthdawn with friends online. I stream it not to make a show, but add a couch for others to enjoy time with friends. @masae.bsky.social rolled crit failure to start a 30 minute side story... with her pet rock. People laughed to coughs and tears www.twitch.tv/videos/26147...

Earthdawn with friends. Come say hi and hang out. We've been told we're good laughable background noise. twitch.tv/jacklifear @masae.bsky.social @thevocalbutcher.bsky.social #CVonbear @santadevs.bsky.social @novesnovele.bsky.social @myrathi.bsky.social

What's an undervalued game that you wish more people would play? Bonus points for a screenshot or image. Looking to find new games that you all like.

Talked to @soaryn.tv tonight about the potentials of what it would take to make a new podcast like the JAPC. Good times.

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The fans will understand

Actions speak louder than words... and people often forget to listen to both with humility, compassion and understanding.

Starting in 30 minutes, #TTRPG with @masae.bsky.social @thevocalbutcher.bsky.social @myrathi.bsky.social @novesnovele.bsky.social @freshmin.bsky.social Preshow music is live www.twitch.tv/jacklifear

This Sunday's #Earthdawn session at 7pm CST - @novesnovele.bsky.social, Scout (7) - @masae.bsky.social, Warrior (2) - @freshmin.bsky.social, Sky Raider (7) - @myrathi.bsky.social, Weaponsmith (7), Elementalist (5) - #CVonBear, Nethermancer (7)

#Earthdawn: Benevolence — "Raising the Stakes" A party is gathering for their own devices, diving deep into some ancient caves to investigate the lore behind one of their magical shields. 7th circle session, more dangerous than usual. Watch now: www.twitch.tv/jacklifear

Challenge: In the 1-2 minutes of browsing here, click like on a different post/skeet that you appreciate. You know, the one you would have liked but just scrolled past instead of hitting the like button? Liking this post doesn't count though. Pay it forward, not backwards. #SkeetpreciateSaturday

And yes, I know I just posted the same GIF 3 (now 4) times in a row. Sometimes seeing something familiar is more important than seeing something new. A lesson to consider when you feel lost in the chaos.

I rarely post on social media these days because that little voice in my head says "No likes, no listen". But we know it's wrong. People may read this as they scroll past. I'll write my genuine thoughts and I hope it gives a few friends a moment to slow down before rushing to the next distraction

I've found times in my life trying to make posts to get attention get no attention. That sitting in a quiet room alone makes your thoughts the loudest. And knowing so many people doesn't mean they try to know you. I know I'm not alone in this. Maybe that's why I'm posting it for others to read.

I remember when I got on Bluesky, I loved it. Felt like old days. But as time went by I realized it wasn't Bluesky that I loved, it was the fact that people were out of their shells replying to old friends like it was 2014 Reiterates a good lesson: the people around you matter, the metrics don't.

#Earthdawn Benevolence TAVERN TALK - Tonight we'll chat with viewers answering questions - First test of the Portshadow Tabletop Sim mod I made - Just good vibes with friends. www.twitch.tv/jacklifear

Earthdawn: Benevolence! Tonight's group is going back to the village of children in the wild. Includes: @jooygirl.bsky.social #CVonbear @myrathi.bsky.social @novesnovele.bsky.social @santadevs.bsky.social @masae.bsky.social Come enjoy: twitch.tv/jacklifear

I've been working on improving some features for our #TTRPG #Earthdawn campaign. There is a small village of children who are surviving in the wilds. I've inspired gameplay from survival city builders like Banished. To add immersion for my players, I built it as a complete minigame. [Thread🧵]

Earthdawn: Benevolence is live with a new party The guard duty includes: - RaealTheProtogen (Human Thief) - Masae (T'skrang Warrior) - Jayhem (Obsidiman Troubadour) - TheVocalButcher (Elven Swordmaster) - Freshmin (6th circle Babysister/Sky Raider) Join us: twitch.tv/jacklifear

I love designing game balance I love when it just "clicks" I love gathering the data I love finding solutions ... And all of this matters, cause I love spreadsheets

Definition of insanity is a statement that everyone can echo blindly and one person can make an opportunity from.

About a month ago I was in the hospital for a Gall Bladder removal. Since then I've ate very healthy. I'm 28 lbs down and 100% acceptable range blood sugar for 2 weeks straight.

So I spent most of this week in the hospital due to gal stones. Got some procedures done, including the removal of a "very angy gal bladder". I'm at home, surrounded by family and looking for a hopefully uncomplicated recovery. Shoutout to Beef broth, your savory notes got me through this week.

Hey friends, we're enjoying some Earthdawn. Every now and then I like to see what it's like to wing it! Zero prep session, let's have a ride www.twitch.tv/jacklifear

One of the most interesting influences on how I design indie games is the influence of background music/noise. I normally play Zen Buddhism for concentration Today the wife's WFH playlist includes MMMbop WAY different card design this morning...

Been waiting for Cast n Chill's launch since playing the demo, and it's heeere. 🤗 Came for the pixel art, stayed for the relaxed fishing viiiibes and pup petting. Lovely work from @wombatbrawler.com. 🎣 store.steampowered.com/app/3483740/...

People who retweet and share posts to help people are cool

I'm wondering if you can help me with something. @travelyan.bsky.social is helping a friend with a cool creative thing. Gotta be vague but looking for people with a passion to do cool shit and a mic to speak into. quick to do. If you are interested in being part of something memorable, dm me.

moist

Today my youngest graduates high school. It's weird cause I firmly remember that his older brother graduated yesterday and 3 days before that I graduated.

Live now! Co-streaming with the host Lombax999

Hey friends. at 2:30pm CST I'll be live co-streaming my participation in a Twitch event based on the Survivor show. Importantly, to maintain integrity I will: 📵hide Twitch chat 🔕silence all alerts ⏲have stream delay When voted out, I'll keep the stream delay and commentate on the rest of the event

If you live life for "Always" and "Nevers", you'll miss out on everything else.

Earlier this year I would think: "I used to be something" These days I think: "Now I'm something else" Proud of where I am these days

Thinking about this post.

In tonight's #Earthdawn session, what happens when four 6-7 circle adepts escort a new circle 2 troubadour? We shall find out! Come enjoy: twitch.tv/jacklifear @jayhem.bsky.social @santadevs.bsky.social CvonBear @thevocalbutcher.bsky.social @novesnovele.bsky.social

Movie you’ve watched more than six times using gifs. (“Hard mode” no Star Wars, Star Trek, or LOTR)

My life right now is a dumb boar. #NoContext

JACKA-...er... FRIENDS ASSEMBLE! It's a birthday stream and I'm pretending it's 2014. I invited a lot of old friends, and we're starting with games and then talking a lot into the night for some reason twitch.jacklifear.com

May be relevant for a Sunday Evening Birthday Stream. Those who know, definately know. aottg2.itch.io/aottg2

Little repost in case people missed it. Spread the word, DM me or reply in the JAPC Alumni discord if you wanna see old friends.

Getting good response and I'm looking forward to saying hi to at least 10+ old friends. So my heart is full. Should start around 6pm CST. No Jackasses anymore, just good ol' friends.

Ya know, having a birthday that shares 4/20 and Easter is a whole level of asking yourself "Yo, I'm sober. Should I invite people knowing some of them may be having some messed up eggs?" ... Then I realize that didn't make me laugh. *sheepishly walks away from the mic*

Earthdawn: Benevolence is live! With DP (SourKoolAidShow), @myrathi.bsky.social , @thevocalbutcher.bsky.social , @alazyburrito.bsky.social , @freshmin.bsky.social Come enjoy the "Festival of Smoke: twitch.tv/jacklifear