I feel like the best Christmas gift this year was an almost innocent sentence aimed to me. It actually kept me feeling good about myself the rest of the week :) Thank you, friend :)

The spots for commissions (chibis, portraits and such) are open now :) Maybe someone was thinking about getting one, then this is the time to get back to that idea :)

A new chapter of my #WheelOfTime #fanfiction, "Beyond the Prophecy" is now up. Chapter 13 is named "How many?" and you can find it in the link below. Mo&Thom story with full spoilers ranking. archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

#WoTTober2025 Day 4: Voice :) archiveofourown.org/works/717112...

As it is Friday, the normal publishing shedule for my #WheelOfTime #fanfiction continues. Today I'm giving you a fluffy (with a hint of steam at the end) 13th chapter of Beyond the Prophecy :) Mo/Thom, full book spoilers archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

Drabble no 3 for #WoTtober2025 Queen :) archiveofourown.org/works/717112...

As the #WoTtober has started, I have published the first two days of my contribution both to my IG and AO3. It will be an attempt at Mo/Thom themed drabbles to accompany the books. So, again, full spoilers ;) archiveofourown.org/works/717112...

Chapter 11 of my #TheWheelofTime #fanfiction is now up on AO3 :) Hope you like it. Mo&Thom after the book series, so full spoilers. archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

Chapter 10 of my #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction story, "Beyond the Prophecy". Hope you like it :) archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

"No one ever wants to get told 'no' but you have to ask yourself if she’s worth potential rejection." Yup, definitely something to live by :) Also, if you don't ask, the answer will always be 'no' ;)

Chapter 9 of my #WheelOfTime #fanfiction "Beyond the Prophecy" is now up on AO3 :) Be careful, full spoilers for the book series, Mo&Thom centred story :) archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

Out of completely another bag. I went to music school, I sang in a choir for years, first at school, then high school, then the parish small one. I knew I was bad, when I had to cut it for a year, because I was not able to sing. I came back after I dug myself out of the worst of it.

Amazing weekend, source of some pretty high highs and some surprisingly low lows is behind me. MCon25 gave me a true reset and a great insight into some of my inner stuf. Now I feel prepared to make necessary changes to get forward with my life :)

I'm leaving for @MalkieriCon tomorrow, but I managed to update my #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction, "Beyond the Prophecy". You can find the new chapter here: archiveofourown.org/works/671620... Have a blast with this full book spoilers story of Mo&Thom

Ok, this took a long time, but Chapter 6 of "Beyond the Prophecy", my #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction. I know it took a lot of time, but it was hard for me to write for several reasons. I hope you like it. archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

I’m watching a live stream

New, 5th chapter of my #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction Beyond the Prophecy is now up :) This week on time ;) Hope you enjoy it, because those two happened to do what they wanted ;) archiveofourown.org/works/671620... full books spoilers, Mo/Thom centered

Slightly late, but it's here. Chapter 4 of my #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction Beyond the Prophecy is now on and you can read it here: archiveofourown.org/works/671620... Full book spoilers, Mo/Thom centered,

Did I just realise one of my characters in Silver Wolves is gay/lesbian? Yeah, but the one refuses to tall me if that's the case. I just know what they did, not why :/ Bugger. XD #writing #writerlife

Chapter 3 of my #theWheelOfTime #fanfiction "Beyond the Prophecy" is now uploaded to AO3 :) Full spoilers story, Mo/Thom centred, after the Last Battle. archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

It seems like this one feeling is loosing intensity. Is is going away finally? Or is it prepping for another 8 year hibernation period? I guess I will know when I know ;) For now I'm fine with either option. It's been with me through my lowest, but changed my life for the better.

Character design for one of OCs from Under False Pretense. Loving how it came out eventually. Done in CSP #characterdesingn #digital_art #ocs #ocart

I made it :) Chapter 2 of my new #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction is now up :) Beyond the Prophecy is a post-books story, so spoilers for the whole series. But anyone ok with that, I warmly invite you here : archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

I feel like I'm coming to terms with both my strength and my vulnerability. I know I might end up with stuff I don't like, that I might be "broken" forever. And, well, as long as I live with it and can work around it, control the outcome, this will not stop me from being happy :)

A pet that would be a wild animal brought up at a castle. And eat mice. Small enough to not cause too much trouble, but furry... Well, Stoat it is! Looks like my housekeeper would have a pet stoat. Never thought about that before, but it looks like the second draft would be much brighter and fun :)

Starting the week low on physical energy, but optimistic and looking forward to working on some personal creative stuff for the future :) I can do anything (in He who strenghtens me :) )

Yay! Finally posted the first chapter of my new #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction: "Beyond the Prophecy". This will be a sequel to "You Are Not Alone" and focus on Mo&Thom after the Last Battle. Spoilers for all the books. archiveofourown.org/works/671620...

I tried, I really tried to get the first chapter of my new #TheWheelOfTime #fanfiction, "Beyond the Prophecy", posted yesterday, but my body still rebells from some meds. I will probably move the premiere to Friday and keep posting chapters on Fridays this time. #writerslife

Drained physically, but with ambitious goals for the week. I am still not well and probably would not be for the next two weeks, but I'm kind of fine with that. This is me and this me will push to be as happy this summer as possible :)

Last opportunity to book yourself a chibi/portrait/pet commission based on this old ad. I will be changing stuff (prices too) in July.

Really, it seems like two steps forward, three steps back recently... Feeling definitely down today after my recent doc appointment. Sometimes I wonder if I will really be ok eventually. I will keep fighting as long as needed, that's me, but sometimes I'm just tired.

Last week was kind of a waste - I didn't do anything truly productive, neither did I rest. I hope this week is better, but I know there are some factors that would not help, so I'm setting goals, but making almost no plans, those would probably get scrapped anyway... :/

This idea evolved and ended up as a portrait. Finished today. The beautiful being that is Juliet Howland portraying Natti Cauthon from #TheWheelOfTime :) #fanart

Ok, back to being down for a time. Fine. I will probably have to push back releasing the new fanfiction story on AO3 and I'm seriously behind with some other projects. I wanted this June to be productive, but my body had other ideas. :/

New week, new strength, or so I hope :) Definitely a new motivation. I hope I can push through stuff and fight to finish as much from my goals list as possible :) So far, this week I'm undefeated :)

Why would I even need to study hens for my next WoT related chibi? And for the MCon sticker set… ;)

It felt so good, starting my day with writing again :) Only 300 words, but it's a start and it was like coming home :) #writerslife Still feeling like crap, but at least a productive one ;)

Definitely a brown with more a touch of blue ;) I love learning new stuff, digging into my special interest, keeping quietly at the sidelines, understanding that one obscure thing nobody else has an interest in. One Warder, for life. #TarValonTuesday #SaveWOT #TheWheelofTime

Nope, I refuse to quit. I know this is a hard time and I might be near to useless for a time, but I plan to do stuff I love even through that. Even if people will not understand my issues and I have to go through that on my own. Life.

This is the best team crossover video I've ever seen.

I have just got the notice that the second character reference for the Literary Retreat has reached the system. Then, as I submitted my application on Sunday, everything is done and the decision is in the selection board's hands. (1/2)

I have two slots for June, if anyone is interested :)

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Sometimes I think it's best that I'm on my own. At least nobody is forced to deal with my problems. It would be amazing to lean on someone, but those were not the cards life had given me, so I work with what I have and hope to be no burden.

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be fine again. If I will ever be able to do this unaided by meds. If I would ever be sad that something else made me unable to realise some dreams. I'm giving myself another month to see how this lowered dose works, but so far I'm only slowly getting worse.

My newest Chibi. I was honoured to be trusted with the vision for it and to be able to get it to life. It was a pleasure to do it :) By the way, this opens up a commission slot for May/June, if anyone is interested :)

If you see this I IMPLORE you to post a picture from whatever device you're using without explanation. Or not. Whatever.

I feel useless today. I've just went out to vote and back and I'm wiped. I feel like I was much "better" two years ago when I was actually much worse. This getting better seems overrated... So... No hope for getting my projects forward today. My cats coudn't be happier ;)

Life has decided to screw with my plans once again, but that might be the Higher Power inferfering to get my time back to me, to take care of me, I feel. So thank God for His subtle care here, I will have time to rest in the evening :)