ohh youtube doesnt wanna work with adblocker anymore huh. guess i'll just give up youtube entirely

stuffed full of yummy food and feeling warm and cozy and satisfied goodnight

ohhh my goddd i fucked up that whole big bowl of fried rice, i am so sorry to everyone that i promised leftovers. i cleared it entirely out, not a single grain left, it was too yummy

disaster averted i filled my body with so much fried rice and ice cream that it has pushed out all other emotions

not bothering to stifle my sobs this time bc who even cares anymore

despair again

i think i may be into plushie vore and object pred only insofar as the pred is an inanimate object that the prey character uses for their own sexual pleasure. even if that means being digested into slop.

disappointed to learn that blahaj plushie doesnt have an open mouth you can put stuff in. what gives

(unlocking a formative memory) did i have an illustrated educational book on internal human anatomy when i was a growing up..? damn

really doing unwell. doing fantastically unwell. what if this was all a mistake. what if i should have ended it all sooner. what if it doesnt get any better. what if it all ends here. what else is there for me. what if there was never anything for me. i really have been living on borrowed time.

finally got my puter set up, with the monitor on a boom arm (new!). that, combined with the wireless keyboard and the closeness of my bed means i can watch videos and play games from my bed... wuh oh..

new apartment too quiet how am i supposed to jack off in the middle of the day

many new smells

uh oh, theres a jollibee here... ya girls gonna get faaaaat 😔

i can parallel park but idk how to use the instant pot

my puter isnt set up yet i still have lots of unpacking to do but rn i am tired and i want to eat food and shower and take pain pills and sleep. lots and lots of sleep

fuck u seattle ⬅️ [this driver missed her exit and got sent to mercer island]

still doing last-minute packing before i go to get the trailer hitched up.. i always get a vast sense of foreboding with big events like this, like im about to go meet my very real mortal end.

moving starts tomorrow. packing up my puter now, but heres the last thing i drew. meexona wearing a very enticing pumpkin costume. huh? wheres her tail? oh dear, it seems this costume didnt come with a tail hole. would any daring young ladies like to help her out?

probably breathed in a lot of cockroach frass while air dusting this power strip. supremely stressed out by that. still lots to clean. still a long way to go.

oohh packing all these boxes has me really working up a rancid sweat, its eating right through my clothes 🥵💦

"girls that slosh" can also mean two things

feeder mousegirl could mean two things

i actually got myself kfc today. normally the meat is dry and bland with only the skin having all the flavor, but this time the meat was juicy and flavorful. why cant it be like this all the time?

ive been through so much. i deserve to have my boobs get real big.

in addition to being yuri-starved it seems i am also freak-starved. i need a chance to be a little freak or else my spirit withers. i have pent-up freak energy that needs to be unleashed

(i mention popeyes bc theyre delicious but having shrimp on the menu means its actually a place i cant eat. allergens get into the fry oil.. learned the hard way..)

oohhhh you wanna feed this big needy belly lots of kfc and canes and churchs and popeyes and jollibee

speaking of tires. perhaps it is time for another post of MY spare tire

ohhhh myyy the beautiful butch woman in a durag working the walmart auto center 🤦‍♀️💦💦❤️❤️❤️❤️

dreading having to buy four new tires. tires cost so much damn money. but if i dont buy them ill explode and die

oooh you wanna donate to my kofi to help cover my moving expenses 🌀 the belly compels you 👋✨🍈🌀🌀

i havent had time to sit down and draw promo pics 😫 so that means i gotta post belly to direct ppl to my kofi moving fund 😏

got bit by another spider 😔 i forgot one of em likes to spawn camp my front door and will literally rush me every time i try to leave my apartment. forgot to look down this time when i literally SAW one try to gank me the other night smdh

the mr beast chocolate bars are called beast bars but the mr beast meat sticks are not called beast stick. whats up w that

lookin at my profile where i was tweetin abt my period exactly 28 days ago 😒

when i made my debut onto ekas it was just after id just moved out of a shitty house and exploded with so much drawing energy i was posting comics like twice a week. i made cedar, lydia, mica, camellia, and natalie in those first few months. what.. is gonna happen after i move this time?

bought a hostess dingdong and this one is absolutely bulging with cream im

i wasnt wearing this shirt when i was cooking but it wound up smelling of fried fish anyway rip

when i work so many days in a row i feel like i dont get a chance to be a human being. theres a specific kind of burnout that comes from not being able to live my authentic self, from not being seen or heard. i cant keep living like this

you guys dont kno how badly i want to draw. i WANT to draw. i want to do a vore drive and i want to draw sexy promo art of my sona and i want to draw comms and substar and comics and lore but i gotta work work work myself to death every single day until the move. insanity

having another one of those "is everyone mad at me 🥺" bad brain nights

mesmerized by how big the moon is tonight

(most peal delirium) girl let me slobber on that thing platonically

i wish it was more acceptable to tell my dearest platonic friends that i love them. because i do. but i cant say it like that bc its almost universally regarded as a strictly romantic saying..

(post meal delirium) ohhh my godde i love being fat, i love my big flabby belly, i love my body and i love touching my wobbly butt

made delicious food and stuffed myself so thoroughly that slapping my belly produces a heavier, duller sound

(about to pass out from sleep deprivation) i need to draw my sona spreading hole

cuteness aggression of im going to hurl you off of Pride Rock because you gave me a giddy little smile

searing my eyebolls bc i have to turn off f.lux in order to view these colors correctly