man, any time i try to pay an artist through boosty, i ALWAYS have issues. bank locks my card or tells me they cant even see the transaction, no way to verify your purchases on that site, its always an anxiety inducing waiting game.

It feels like its always too late to befriend people when they get "popular". They always assume your just part of the crowd that likes them. They usually have a friend group they rely on. This is why i will never be a celebrity. This is why the limelight sucks. Be genuine.

I always have this lingering fear That people judge me based off the people i hangout with. When in reality, Nobody knows who i hangout with.

A furrys true test to see who the real ones are Change your picture to a selfie Those that want the character wont bat an eye Those that are curious will bother you

I argue that Defaming and demoralizing someone publicly in a callout post Is worse than killing them.

A big thing ive come to realize is I tend to try to get the attention of people that dont want to talk to me While also being neglegent to those that wanna talk to me. And this is why i feel lonely all the time. Im trying to fix this.

sometimes simply existing is all thats needed.

Starting back up again on my steppy animations o3o expect updates and posts in the following days going forward

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Love you all Thank you for at least stumbling upon my existence

Proof that i get more engagement on X than i do on here. i cross post on both platforms at the exact same time, with this post being the only exception. people still claim that bluesky is better at engagement though, but what do i know.

Its so hard to feel like i am doing life right, when i am the only one out of my friends that is still single. Its so hard keeping those friends when they shift their attention to their significant other. u-u I just want to be happy.

Most times im too shy to say what i want to say.

You all like FREE ART don't you? Act fast if you want to earn some~

If ur seeing this post U probably like paws :3

Dropping items for players fucks with the aggression based matchmaking in arc raiders btw. Was loading in with good loot and dropping it for randoms i came across because i was quitting the game And ive noticed people being more and more aggressive in lobbies.

Please dont take anything i say seriously Im too lazy to even remember what i said 15 minutes ago anyway. Lmao

Why are sundays just the most uneventful part of my week? Why does nobody do anything on sundays? Why cant i get people to do stuff on sundays?

A lot of the streamer friends i made while streaming were quick to forget my existence when i decided fame wasn't important. but I'm not shutting my doors. I'm just not as noticeable as i once was, simple as that. but I'm grateful for those that stick around

Life has many holes ed boy!

Yea, pretty much.

Sometimes People stop talking to you not because they want to But because they fear they will say something that will make you otherwise judge, or move away from them.

I feel like this is ok to put on main But like Do yall ever have those days where Sometimes your just ok with NSFW Other days, just like "Why does this exist?"

Sometimes i ask artists to like.. Teach me how they draw their shapes And nobody ever does! Its like a government secret or something u-u

Meaningful connections only happen naturally. They cant be forced. friendships, relationships, or even mutual. The more you let things go The happier you will be in life.

I dont have any connections besides the friends i have online. I cant hangout at someones place, or do anything with anyone Because all my friends arent actually here. I live in a furry deadzone too. There are no groups within reasonable travel distance to me It sucks.

Hey To all you ARKit Facetracking blendshape editors out there Now you got a simple checklist and there is a copy button for each blendshape name your welcome :3

If you know, you know :3

Featuring @lapisfoxy.bsky.social

If ur an artist And u are stealable DM me This ferret will stash u :3

Every time im sad, idk who to reach out to. Ive been so untrustworthy of people for so long, its almost 2nd nature to just "deal with it". As my dad would always say.

I am probably the WORST flirt EVER xD

idk what the big commotion is about "verifying your age" tbh id rather sue a company for identity theft than trust random strangers on the internet with my ID to even get access to pieces of servers, and then have no way of knowing if they even deleted it after.

People change. Everyone does. Just, dont change for the worst.

This thing actually makes for a good fursuit head stand and air dryer at the same time. Probably dont use the aromatherapy pad, but still! Im suprised more people dont consider these

Man I both love and hate that most of my friend circles have branched off from me Like Im happy people can find where they fit in because of me But im also sad that it feels like im no longer interesting to them. Or im too busy to bother. :c

*cough* VORE! *COUGH COUGH*

There are just Some people Who i literally CANNOT play arc raiders with BAD CALLS to where players are shooting you from No attempt to save you or run the lobby WITH you, just go on your own Literally Im the bodyguard and losing my gear for them AUGH!! anyway

Im a very Special kind of extrovert Ill gladly talk all day with u But my ADHD will cut the conversation short and ill get distracted with something else And people assume thats uninterest

Everything is getting an overhaul... 👀 Stay tuned~

How is it physically possible to have a passion for something as an ADHD'er?

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I think Im gunna stop streaming. At least for now. You all may have noticed i havent been streaming hardly Its just not fun anymore. And the whole reason i did it to begin with was because i was having fun. And now it just seems like another job, something i have to keep up on.

Paranoia is only going to influence practices that make you comfortable. And that leads to flaws where you thought you were thurough.

Today is my day of birth Im officially older now

2026 is going to be the year i get art wit people.

Type 67 in google :3

I hope most of yall didnt start the new year with a massive hangover ... Again

A bathroom i can play baseball in

Nothing like feeling a little sick so you decide to sleep 2 hours early, only to wake up 2 hours later and feel completely well rested and also like absolute garbage at the same time