r/a1ta for slowly getting annoyed with the "noo i swear ill help you im gonna start tomorrow so youll get it soon!" bc ive been waiting for 3 years now and i keep hearing the same thing from them? Atp i kinda wanna ask oomfs for help with that script but i also feel bad about throwing that on anyone

Bc fight is happening and i decided to join ofc i feel insecure and IK i wont get random atks but a part of me still hopes and its wishful thinking lol But i got a notif for a random twt from someone saying that fight is just a chance for pros to "suck each other off" and promote themselves

Oml ok ik i was supposed to sleep and i WAS sleepy and its 4am. But the anger at myself for what happened today decided that it needs an outlet other than me so im gonna go on a tirade bc of something i saw in the morning and my general brain air.

Oh wow i actually asked for possible help with something i wanna do? Character development? Dw ill feel bad about it later 🙂‍↕️ But ngl i got rly interested in working on it again even tho i know the deadline i set for myself is now impossible to achieve. I still feel sad im not making any progress

Haha no thats cool everythings alright I only NOW got the message from my prof that she sent on 26.06 about how SHE STILL DIDNT GET THE FILE WITH MY FINAL ASSIGNMENT And i sent it! But guess what! DAYS later microsoft teams said fuck you AND DECIDED TO NOT DELIVER IT :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Huh

Uh i need advice but im a fail and im scared to ask on main even tho id get more opinions maybe Could this work as backgrounds for a visual novel? Colours could obv be changed

Some oomfs are so cool to me no matter if theyre older or younger That when they like something i do or just say anything positive to me i start screaming internally

I need to rant about this bc g3nstwt is fr 🫥 Theres a new event and i didnt play it yet so i cant say what its like personally but apparently it takes 12h BUT you have a month to complete it And ppl are complaining bc they dont have time for it. Girl how is it the games issue? Bean soup situation 💀

Man, giving ppl things and seeing them be happy about it feels so nice 🥺 You like the thing i made for you? 🥹 I am forever in your debt

Still lowkey contemplating but i have no idea how id even do that 💀 As in... what do i 🫥

...what if i voice reveal on alt to let oomfs decide if they would be ok with listening to me talk on vcs or something..

Mom made such good food and im able to eat it... But i still feel sick and im scared of eating bc i feel a bit nauseous..

Logged into g3ns and my husband was next to me so now im sitting with him Lets dive back into delusions <33

Maybe i dont like real life bc ik its where im forced to be and ik my life will be the most gray reality that can be. Nothing good, nothing bad just wasting away 👍

Oml you just cant stfu i left the group bc i didnt want to keep getting notifs about your meeting bc i couldnt be there and i was ok with it But no bc you needed to keep talking on the gc about how much fun youre having EVEN THO ALL OF YOU ARE ACTIVELY THERE why tf do you need to text???

Ppl are attacking so much already wow.. Im such a slow person... I need to work on attacks bc otherwise no one would see me 😔

No mono, Just bc someone didnt respond to you for a day doesnt mean they hate you. Ppl have their own lives, calm down or youll go bald.

I hope the sick wont make me go bleh bc well I rly cant 💀 Then ill worry about infection or something And ill feel even more sick

Imagine being such a flop human you wake up, drink plain water and immediately get sick bc of it

Funny that im pretty sure i lost followers after that promo 💀 Soon i wont be 1.2 anymore 💀

Im gen so interested where did the calling f/os wife came from 🤔 /srs

My current art mindset makes me jealous of even toddlers drawings on the wall Everything is better than me and i dont deserve attention

This is not a rant and im not planning anything so dw!!! But ill be talking about death so if thats too much for altoomfs pls skip this!! -- But im genuinely so unsure of what i want to happen to my body after my death? Bc id love to be able to help someone by becoming an organ donor, but

I swear SOME rich ppl are so out of touch its no longer funny /nbh

So Painkillers knocked me out for.... 14 hours

I sometimes feel bad for actually really disliking characters that some oomfs like 💀 bc i like oomfs just... some characters annoy me so much but ofc i wont openly hate on them but i still feel like its wrong to dislike them??? There are some characters i actually despise 💀💀 /nbh iirc

And tbh i spent so long on that profile but lets be honest no one will touch it

Im a bad, attention seeking person but i feel kinda dejected when my art gets the same amount of attention as a random post about possibly joining artfight 🫥

Man my room is the worst temperature wise, theres literally no air and i cant do anything about it..

Wait huh it was 2 weeks?

Why is everyone talking about friends Am i one

Man wth how did my friend fail the exam i actually feel rly bad for her even though we arent THAT close... And ofc its that g p t exam 🙃 so the bitch probably asked that thing to count the points too 👍

Feeling like ppl dont like me again and it was nicer without me ^^^^ bro did nothing the whole week for ppl to even think about him

I actually need an advice I was editing some photos from the con but im not sure if i can post 2 of them. Its the photos of kids but their faces are obviously not shown, its just their backs. But im still unsure if it should be posted so i wanna ask what you think Adding blurred versions in spoilers

Also im waiting at uni for my appointment and i just saw one of my "friends" who used to be on the same major And we locked eyes but she just ignored me, not even a head nod, came to my table and sat with her back to me lmao —

If i hear "theres no such things as favouritism when it comes to your kids" i will kill that person, resurrect them, kill them again, and then kms. You say its awesome to see me happy and that its sad i wont be going to that con again. —

"i actually like travelling by trains" past mono evidently forgot what its like to travel by the train. I paid a bit more (bc the diff in prices was insanely low so the cheaper one didnt make sense) for a better quality. And im dying. My poor back and legs. Im too fat for that.

Why am i even going there Im too ugly and fat i shouldnt even go outside bc im probably ruining ppls days ill ruin the con for everyone And im annoying af for even talking about it bc ppl have issues and im just crying over the fact that i should be wearing a bag over my face maybe ill suffocate 👍

I hate the concept of weight oml i hate how am i gonna cosplay if i look like that theres nothing good about my looks i should never go outside with a face and body like that im disgusting

Wish i didnt feel like im gonna faint every time i do my back stretches

..maybe i actually have just mood swings and not a full-on depression 💀

And now nosebleed, be fr

Man I cant even enjoy pasta What a day

Im gonna kms.

I no longer trust food i will now collect sustenance from the sun itself Im not eating anything until sunday afternoon

I will kill someone if my stomachache isnt a one time thing. Remember to drop suggestions in the comments below, like this video, and subscribe to my channel for more wacky shenanigans!

Negative points for mono im afraid bc smoking decided to kill me Well at least its only one in few months but still Im so done with life today and im not helping bc instead of actually doing stuff im just roaming around the town like a loser

Thought about reactivating bc "yay actually i feel better!" But i just came home, not even 1min passes and my mother already has issues with me 🙃 you know im already stressed af with uni, my skin and con do you really need to make things worse FOR NO REASON AT ALL? Girl i seriously dc about that

Pls pls brain get better on how you perceive this body, you have con this week you need confidence!!!! 😔😔😔