Wow watching this tour movie is gonna feel so weird bc itll be so emotional for me but also Im still so. Not myself? Like i dont have an existential meaning.

Hi so Why do i eat chips if ik i ALWAYS feel both physically and mentally sick after eating them.

All altoomfs not feeling well today Give some not-wellness to me bc i feel better to me 🙏

"any student can join!" but as long as youre not poor bc if your poor you dont deserve anything 👍

Also yeah im using a lot of shtdn pics, jail me Its just such a beautiful game what can i say.

I lowkey literally didnt exist today considering how much time i spent asleep lmao But now im kinda disconnected from my emotions? And it kinda feels like im watching everyone from a cloud or something. Its comfy, wish i could stay like that tbh Anyways. Time to sleep again.

Finally feeling a bit better bc painkillers actually worked and im listening to zelda and chill But the mix of that music and my brain being outside of irl makes me feel so... weird? Like really not irl. Wish that was true But yeah sorta like this map:

I have a migraine, i feel genuinely sick, im stressed and i wanna disappear

Oh wow yeah the sleepy is definitely getting to me now.

Just remembered i had a dream that a person wished me happy bday And then proceeded to use it as a perfect moment to discuss our current situation

Slept 2h and now all that exists in my brain is Theyre badgersss They are the badgers They fight for freedom And for democracyyyy /l

Actually this gave me a thought Bc life is short So we can do whatever as long as its not harmful to others Therefore im ok to be delusional So i can start believing in even more things ✌️

And why is it getting worse. Outside existance is hard.

Got so extremely anxious suddenly and this time its definitely anxiety Someone please rip out my heart

Does this look ok. My first try making a banner like that and i just kinda. Threw things together.

__________________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ ┊ . ┊ . ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ✧ ┊ . ┊ •┊ ⋆     ✧.   ⋆     . ★    ⋆ ★ ⋆ 𝓗𝓪𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝔂 • 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓲𝓼 𝓪 𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓶𝓮 ⊹₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

Ik i just changed my layout here and its 🔥 But while i was driving the ghost of past christmas visited me so i need to change it.

I need to listen to my wh0r3 playlist more often it has an unlimited amount of confidence boost

Oh.

Uhhhhhhh uni tomorrow im already tired

I genuinely forget that ppl might have notifications for me. I apologise. I just didnt expect ppl to have them on? 😭

Man idk if i should like. Publicly announce when my bday is gonna happen. Ik that its normal But when its me i feel like im just begging for attention 😔 yeah im not asking for gifts but still.

Its surprising that despite not doing it for 10 years i still kinda get ice skating? Ofc i skate like a newborn, but im doing it! And its also the subconscious anxiety of "what if i break my back again" 💀

The humbling experience of texing my sisters husband 🫥

Oh boy. Nahhh im finally done 🫥 was through the panic attacks bc of the sudden abandonment so at least i just dc But when you say that were having a fresh start after you told me i was on the bottom of your friendship list with NEGATIVE POINTS after constantly calling me a best friend and saying

Some oomfs talking about hottest selfies And it reminded me that ngl i actually think i looked hot af in the past??? If i could only keep that power with me 😭

Wrote bday wishes for my bestie and i was so anxious writing it???? Literally why.

..ok i just remembered that i in fact have a reason as to why im so full of relationship and all thoughts. Tis the injection time.

Also woke up feeling extremely femme and it didnt help that when i went on the news tab on my phone the first ad i got was rly cute dresses.

It was supposed to be a productive day and felt asleep after eating bc "im just gonna lie down for a moment to let my stomach relax" Brother. Its not helping my sleep schedule bc now im gonna stay awake until like 3am if i wanna finish things i was supposed to finish

Wish i had my own version of my sisters husband. Hes so sweet to her and is in general a cool guy. And he still decided to marry her after everything she has done? I dont wanna be like that, but my sister rly isnt a good person and she somehow met someone who loves her like that? Im failing life

Leaving alt with one final brain thing: "Find yourself a friend. Hehe."

Ok no i need to sleep bc my brain decided to connect multiple different thoughts into one sentence to form "nooo bc i need to fuck!" ..boy um. Yeah ok.

Sleep deprived me came up with the funniest idea in its opinion rn Voice reveal but i only make minecraft villager noises

Opened twt (definitely not for more fanart, i would never) And saw a reaction to this dudes reply and. I had to record more quotes bc i was crying If i was to make a voice reveal itd be to quotes or comments like that 🙏🙏🙏

Im so lovepilled recently like??? If someone would actually be interested in me and i into them (first part is harder to achieve)??? Thatd be so nice??? ..i want hugs.

Why am i scrolling through 2d model comms on vgen. My content creator yearning delusion is coming back

The heart attack i felt when i was texing an irl (who i bearly see nowadays) about uni and they said "oh yeah i saw something on bsky" bc i forgot they follow me. ...so now a semi-old irl is aware of my delusions.

#altpromo ray : shu / 20 / im sleepy tired / oomfs who know me follow me yippie

Hmmmm Perchance i actually could be dateable if i had a social life? *upside down thinking emoji* Idk i randomly felt hot 🫥

jchxhd since last time i was on alt obviously it opened here And i went on my profile And i saw my banner And i died. Im so lucky my delusions won and im literally this ship.

Woke up at besties house with the worst possible back pain Tf was i doing in my sleep 💀

"i need to fix my sleep schedule" *finds another drama to watch*

Someone get me drunk so i can share my voice lmao

Kinda wanna post art on more platforms but it seems pointless bc few times i tried i got 0 engagement Dont wanna sound ungrateful bc i love posting here and i appreciate every comment But ig no other platform wants ppl to see what i do lmao

"𝘔𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦"

Sometimes its good to be on twt

Coming back to my exid era made me feel like im actually hot and ppl should worship me I need to see if i have anything thatd work as a hot layout

All oomfs are literally so beautiful i wish i was like them so i could show myself 🫥

Actually my sleep schedule is so messed up its worrying bc i start uni again in a week and we have mostly morning classes And lately im sleeping like a log, i literally slept through my dad drilling holes IN MY ROOM. So im scared ill sleep through my alarms. I need to have 50 of them