I think a part of my journey for getting over shame will be learning how to draw again and reaching out for commissions with only my own art as refs. If I can get over being bad at something whilst under the guise of so many who are amazing it at it…

Me: finally gets a break from traveling for work. Also me: suddenly wants to travel again.

I’m considering taking a break from ff14 after getting the relic weapon. I just have to figure out if I want to keep paying digital rent…

I doubt the right people will see this but… *clears throat* THE US CAN LITERALLY BUILD AS MANY MILITARY BASES AS IT WANTS ON GREENLAND UNDER EXISTING AGREEMENTS. THEY HAVE ACTIVELY CHOSEN TO REDUCE THEIR PRESENCE OVER THE LAST HOWEVER MANY YEARS.

Ah yes, I passed out as soon as I got into bed last night which meant I never put on my cpap and now I have a headache that will carry over into tomorrow. Yay

That mood when hungry cause all of the food I have access to right now repulses me cause it’s not the one specific thing I want and the concept of forcing myself to eat anything else makes me wanna be sick. Can you believe I didn’t think I was autistic at one point?

Also I actually engaged in small talk with strangers. Normally I’d just be like “yeah” in response and just kill off the convo but no I actually had a conversation with strangers whilst I was in town. It was actually nice.

I have dyslexia, my posts will have typos. If it’s a single post I’ll probably delete and repost, unless someone has already reacted or responded to it. If it’s a chain? haha good luck. Just so you know. ❤️

I went into a games workshop store for the first time in like 10 years I gotta say, they vibe has done a full 180. The staff member who was helping me out was super polite, understood I was just asking questions so didn’t push sales on me.

Right, for the next few hours I guess I can’t go on insta or YouTube shorts lest I end up seeing something about stranger things.

I'm very much enjoying all of the art of that new FF14 character now the embargo has lifted. The MSQ one, not the Arcadion one.

Leaning that Mircosoft is looking to replace all c/c++ for rust, for some unknown reason, likely by just going “hey copilot, can you rewrite the code base in rust please”, has me eyeing up the Penguin OS like a dehydrated person eying up a bottle of sparkling water.

If you see this, post your favorite Final Fantasy character My beautiful ray of sunshine

The rules around needing to have your army painted for 40k tournaments is quite interesting. I'm new so I'm not 100% on the rules, but I've been told that there are two rules. Either you must have 3 colour/ battle ready or you get a deduction on the points, making it harder for you to win.

So I've been thinking of getting into 40k in the new year, and if I didn't I wasn't sure if it'd be Sisters of Battle or Tau. The local table top store had a raffle at their Christmas party and let's just say it's all been decided.

The raid planner in FF14 is giving me flashbacks to the PSO2 image maker thing. At least the raid planner isn't resulting in chat bubbles full of borderline hentai.

I really do forget how much of a different game pre-roboport factorio and post-roboport factorio are. Before you unlock the roboport you're micro managing everything. After, you can take a step back and the game starts to resemble an RTS.

Hey you, yes you, reading this right now. If you have Apple TV (or have access to any other means of watching it that I am unaware of) go watch the Tetris movie. Trust me, it’s fantastic.

Went to a Steampunk Yule Ball over the weekend and it was honestly the most fun I’ve had in a while, I also looked super cute. ♥️

My lancer group now consists of Emotionless baroness Fat wolf man Mentally fucked cyborg Depressed dragon man Butch lesbian (also likely depressed) And my character? Genetic test subject created via an SSC breading program who’s personality can only be described as “(*≧ω≦)”

I don’t know if it’s just this hotel, but my breakfast buffet experience has been somewhat lacking here. Especially on the sausage front. Munich wins out on breakfast so far haha. WeissWurst is king, even if it did take me a little while to get used to peeling them.

I don’t think brits realised how good we actually had it when we were in the eu. I’ve been to Munich three times and Amsterdam once for work this year. You know what language people talk in if they don’t know each others native tongue? English.

Don’t know if I’ve already said this yet. But don’t ridicule someone’s favorite Pokemon if you’re running a stall selling Pokemon Cards at a card con. If I ask for help finding Lopunny cards, please don’t immediately start making jokes at my expense. I just think she’s cute and like bunnies. 🐇

Little nodding donky trains that slowly chug along little single lane branch lines once an hour to little towns in the middle of the country side interest me so much more then big powerful intercity/ high speed trains. Maybes it’s cause it ticks the train and cottage core boxes for me. :3

After letting my thoughts on hazbin s2 stew for a bit… It can proudly sit on the shelf labeled “shows where the MC annoys me, but the supporting cast and villains make up for it”. Along with Gotham snd some other shows I can’t remember right now.

Watched season 2 of Hazbin Hotel a couple of days ago after YouTube and instagram kept bombarding me with clips of the songs. Ngl, it’s defo a step up from s1. The songs are a lot more rememberable, especially the huge ensemble ones where almost all of the characters get a small part, goosebumps.

I’m a little worried about the steam frame as someone who is now a glasses wearer. We got an og vive before I needed to wear them, so it didn’t really occur to me when I saw the frame news. I heard they are planning on doing prescription lenses, but I fear how much they’ll cost.

> hype my self up for a call with a client that I was dreading as it’s an ongoing task that I’ve hated working on > join call > discussion is civil > clear outcomes and actions > we’re on the same page > follow up meeting booked > came out of the call content with the discussion What the fuck.

Me looking at the mega lopunny sir cards going up like nvidia stock. ;-;

My hubby has decided to take a break from ff14, resulting in their medium getting demo’d. I am now a proud owner of a medium house for the first time. :D

Working as a programmer really does make me yearn to move to the country side. The older I get the less I want to play video games (spending even more glued to a screen) and the more I wanna have a vegetable garden, a pet rabbit or two, and then work on a model railway on rainy days.

I’m really seeing *some* of the more “hardcore” deep dungeon community saying that being able to queue all the way to the end in Pilgrims Traverse is a mistake???? Touch grass. And no, the greenery in PT doesn’t count. #FFXIV #FF14

Someone asked me to showcase the Fakemon Buneary and Lopunny line I made for my Fakedex based off North American Cryptids and Supernatural stuff. So I'mma post this here for all to see.

Now I haven’t travelled for work for a few months I gotta say, I miss it. I know I’m going to Munich again early next year and a possible London this year. I love working remotely, I love being on hand to help and support my darling husband. But being face to face every now and then is so good.

Me sat here really wanting to watch Everything Everywhere All at once again but I know I’m very much not in the mental state right now and it’ll destroy me. I remember when we went to see it in the cinema. We were in a city for a gig and had some spare time… haha we weren’t ready. Great movie.

I feel like I’m enjoying Pilgrims traverse more knowing that I can 1, do it all with randoms and 2, have more checkpoints if I wipe. Knowing that my time invested is more respected makes the content a lot more approachable for me as someone who can’t always sink a whole day into something. #FF14

I finally beat a run of Balatro.

Realising your bra is at the loosest it can be and tightening it is like a real life boob slider. I swear they doubled in size now it’s *actually* lifting them.

Me learning that windows 10 is getting another year of free updates for EEA countries: :D Me remembering that the UK is no longer in the EEA thanks to a load of bigots: >:(

Lopunny from memory :]

Time to email my MP who wouldn’t say trans women are women despite being one of the first gay MPs begging him to fight for birth gender to not be on the digital id cards. If my passport can change, this can.

I was a little worried I wasn’t enjoying Silksong due to its difficulty. But instead of just raging and not touching it I’ve been playing it in small bursts, an hour here half an hour there. Never long enough for me to get annoyed, but going back soon enough to have not forgotten what I learnt.

Lopunny! #request #pokemon

Is this just the devs screaming cause it’s gonna turn out they’ve been crunched to hell and back and they only got an hour a week to spend with their family, or something.

I seem to be getting past the funny dude error messages, but now I'm stuck at this... #Silksong

45mins and I still can’t purchase Silksong on steam hahaha

I haven't played FF14 in almost 2 weeks now and it's been very nice. Honestly considering stopping my sub until .35, even if it means my house goes poof.

There was this one time where I made a vegi lasagna, but I legit spent a couple of hours making sure the tomato sauce was reduced enough, the vegis were preroasted perfectly and the cheese sauce was cooked really slow so it didn’t split even a little. It was the most delicious lasagna I’d made.

Leave booked in already for Berlin fanfest. Legit tempted to go even if I lose the lottery,just watch the keynote in my hotel room and then spend the rest of the day exploring Berlin.

Coins machines are so very much my hubbys jam and they are so excited for this, do come watch!!!