no matter what, the sun goes back up eventually.

mm yes, i see. the suffocating feelings of yearning for another are in full swing again.

lately ive been having very bad sleep and its led to me dreaming more often (not deep sleep), but its turned into having a reoccurring nightmare a few times that’s really scary to wake up from. i have never had this happen before in my life.

points at you.

i need more people i can sit with and make creature animal noises back n forth with for really long stretches of time.

"the world is incomprehensible and cold and society has shaped human interaction into a horribly transactional instantaneous market of impressions" vs "ok and" what *am* i gonna do about this. i'm gonna find the right people that ARE out there and ARE waiting to be found. RAHH!

small cuts

born to be taken advantage of

i feel like im going to die soon.

i've always felt a little sad i can't relate to the sense of relief other ppl experience when properly diagnosed regarding mental disorders.

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from a few months ago

i wish the people that were going my speed weren’t locked behind screens and a million miles away from me

what even is countercultural about causal sex nowadays

complete death of the soul. i cradle shadows in my arms. words come out like bile and broken sounds. a cloud of sulfur hangs over the piloted corpse. i think i’m ready to go now.

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fuck it

despite everything its still poss

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the king of instinct.

need more chains to fidget with on long walks

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if i see a "whats yr wokest opinion" post its gonna be nuclear i swear

writing for these next few entries is getting pretty tough + every day feels like my mind is going to explode into a million pieces

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double mootie birthday day owueaeawrwaoeriawroesaowrueioaweweiopariaoewrowaereuiosaiuerioa creatures of @aren.eternal.ae and @pixunderscore5.bsky.social

it would be better to not talk about it anymore

writing the comic n experiencing all that's led to it made me very self conscious of the nsfw/suggestive art i've made for a bit, like "oh no i'm contributing to hypersexualizing yet another queer space!" but i think i've circumvented that in my brain since my motivations to draw nsfw aren't sexual.

earg

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they both ate ten pounds of blueberries and crashed

no comic tonight cus im not feeling the writing right now + i was staying watch for a friend going thru a bad trip :d

aggie :) and irene :))

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this is the 2nd time in the last few years producing a daily comic thru a sustained mental breakdown has kept me slightly less insane or at least safe from myself

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the nintendo(tm) gamecube(tm) handle(tm)

the king of it

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think the only skill im lowkey legitimately super proud of having above others is that im a real good judge of character i can tell when someone is cool or not or what they’re really all about without fail consistently