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any messy hair havers

you ever spiral, doubt your character, and who you really are for hours on end or are you normal

real event/false memory ocd is honestly the worst because unlike some others themes no matter how hard you try you’ll never find certainty and it’s just perpetual doubt you’ll have to live with

i’m so bored at work rn

i put way too much effort into my job bro idk why even. i don’t get paid nearly enough but yet i tire myself by trying to do a perfect job. if i don’t it bugs me. hate having ocd.

just remembered the time i let an irl follow my priv and immediately after they subtweeted me basically saying i should get help. i was so reluctant to letting them follow too it was only after they asked me again lol. never again

haven’t listened to yuragi in a very long time but then i discovered this.. this song makes me feel things music.youtube.com/watch?v=iTPn...

i don’t want to go to work tomorrow…

Fern

i wish i didn’t struggle so much with getting myself to do things… to give an idea of how it is... for me it’s kinda like feeling like everything is a drag. even the things you enjoy or feel motivated to do. you psyche yourself out and overthink the investment and time it’ll take.

Ragebaiting My Fat Dog Part 20 has been inducted into the Library of Congress's National Film Registry (Source: tinyurl.com/mpmfs5fh)

i’ve been feeling more depressed lately

need to pay more attention to my tl & to others but idk i kinda suck at this whole socializing thing

please help it’s starting to get dire

they used to call me ruri the photographer

i think i really like freshly baked chocolate chip cookies

i know u hate me

it’s really dire, please help if you can

my mother made a gofundme, i’d really appreciate if this was shared around because this situation is really stressful on my whole family and we really need any help at all, just to get through this month. thank you gofund.me/fa0bce879

2026 media thread 🎬🎵🩵💚 (yes i know i’m a little bit late)

still struggling, i’m sorry to keep reposting over and over but we really need all the help that we can get

i’m trying to hold up but it’s hard

times really suck right now

i’ve gotten some help but there’s still a long way to go, if u can spare anything i’d really appreciate it

please help us if you can

fuckkkkkkkkkk

my family is struggling to pay rent this month and the rental assistance is bringing it down to $1000 but we don’t have that right now and the landlord will put in the eviction paperwork soon if it’s not paid for. please share this post if you can’t help venmo.com/u/ellieannee ko-fi.com/ellieannee

good morning cuties!! it’s ame’s birthday today so it’s the most important day of the year

i’m so tired i think i might crash out at work tmmrw

i wish i wasn’t so broke it makes me depressed

i’m such a fuckup i should die

went out on a walk and gf took a couple pics of me…

i got a new shirt finally

new needy girl episode was peak as always!! the dub is good too btw i like it :3

the ngo anime is beautiful

what a shit day fuck me

i’m obnoxious when i’m stressed

u aren’t a real needy girl fan unless u remember when kangel talked about five nights at freddy’s live on stream

i need to update my media thread

can anyone help… please

stresssseed

goddddd i hate making posts like that

i hate doing this, but we’re struggling, we can’t afford food, we’re in debt, i have work tomorrow but i have no way of getting there and i can’t afford an uber.. if anyone could spare literally anything at all, or at least repost then that would mean the world to me. thank you venmo.com/u/Ruwuri

my meds aren’t working

i’m getting my shit together i swear

i feel like hot garbage i’m afraid

maybe i’m just too weird to have friends