If not for the Warrior of Light and Ryne, and everyone who fought tooth and nail to get me some autonomy back in my life, who knows where I'd be at this point. But. I don't have to think about that anymore. I'm.. grateful to have people who cared about what I wanted.

Where is Uncle Selch.

Eden's Gay (Savage) #FF14 #FFXIV

// Gaia "last time I was with a man I was almost forced to be someone I wasnt anymore so I have struggling trust" lastname

This bitch--

\ACHOO.\

This new dress I got has me feeling a certain way. In a good way I think. ... I'm far too young to be worrying about that kind of commitment though.

How am I meant to sleep good if I don't have a life sized Ryne plushie in my arms while I sleep next to Ryne.

// Gaia be the most confident person alive til you say or do something that makes her break composure and she just SCRAMBLES

\Internal Gaia thoughts.\

"Broken scars filled with gold tell of a storied life he lives." - 15 years RP experience - shipping and AUs welcome! - full bio and HCs linked below - minors dni, personals let me know who you are beforehand - love to chat OOC! - custom textures done by @snailfever.bsky.social

I might need to fight Panne.

// i believe ive said this before but gaia being a comp shooter and comp hero shooter player and raging feels so on brand for her. yes, she does clap back at people being toxic to her for being a girl. yes she is indeed a toxic dps player but she's high elo so it's okay <3

You know what they say, new season, new holes in the wall.

//let's talk about Gaia Mitron and Ryne for a minute here actually and what they mean within an overall narrative about grief, letting go, identity and love

#FF14 언약케이크 커팅식이 있겠습니다

Running out of closet space....

This is all to say, Ryne's the prettiest girl I know and if I didn't decide to put on makeup that wasn't wetproof, I'd have cried by now.

I might have to branch out a little from wearing white and pink...but they are what I'm used to.

"Anyway, delusions aside,"

Unless it's one of those old, long skirt ones, I don't think I'm putting a maid dress on.

"Anyway, delusions aside,"

What a shame that I saw such a good dress but I didn't have the chest to really fill it out.

I'm going to continue to be in disbelief and go take pretty pictures of myself in my dresses.

Wait did she say wife? There's no way she meant me, right. Right?

Uncle Selch continues to be a weirdo.

Hm. I want to go on a date.

I need to repaint my nails, they're chipping....

Eden if you're out there, they're trying to fuck my uncle.

// everyone: stay away from this guy, he's crazy and extremely dangerous, he could hurt you gaia: uncle selch, why isn't all of your hair white, are you dying your hair to not look like you're 6 feet in the grave already

I haven't gotten out of bed all morning and afternoon. I can't even be bothered to open the blinds. I'm almost certain I'm gaining dark circles under my eyes too...

Dark. I mean. Yeah that checks out.

I'm not wrong.

It's a few days late, but I drew my partner's WOL and one of my XIV OC's. Edgelord husband and his girl boss wife 🖤🩷 #FFXIV #ff14 #wol #ocart

Not enough it seems.

Someone should shoot that guy.

She actually makes me sick.

// gaia at all seeing ryne is like a breath of fresh air but she 100% folds at any prolonged affection

Where's that gun I bought...

Gaia & Ryne🖤🧡 #FFXIV #FFXIVART

\Fashion show's over. Gaming time.\

"Once more I must subject you to just how gorgeous I am."

Some of these clothes I find are insane. I guess in concept they're nice but I could never be caught dead wearing them. I guess the rager for some people is just having their butt hanging out...

Anyway, today is another shopping day. I have an ache to get a dress of some kind.

You might not believe it, but I'm staring into an imaginary camera with a rather judgemental expression for reason I won't disclose. But the reason is obvious.

"I'll be honest, I didn't think I'd like it at first. Kind grew on me overtime."

I feel like I saw something I shouldn't have.