So many of the cool trannies i know are at the cool tranny rave rn and I can't go and instead am just restless and can't sleep, damn this fuckin sucks ass. Its been too long since I've seen most of them.

I'm informed that we're now entering day three of the platform's CEO crashing the fuck out. I feel like this is some sort of bizarre consequence of my third-hand waffle iron finally giving up the ghost a few weeks ago and unleashing some kind of dark spirit into the world.

Being ill fucking sucks idk why anyone does this

Like, I sorta get that I'm hot now but sometimes I get hit in the face with "oh fuck, I'm hot now"

Once again blown away by how fucking good I can look with super low effort fits

My wife is leaving me (she got out of bed) because she hates me (she only said she loves me twelve times this morning), and now she's gaslighting me (she didn't appreciate my joke about booping her on the nose and that I'm an "aboopsive lesbian")

Lads, is it gay to cuddle up to my wife from behind and then wiggle back and forth chanting "doggie wife"?

You don't know how good you have it, back in my day we had to pass around the same faggot and make it last all day

My brain is now turning over parallels and interconnections between lesbphobia and transmisoginy. The fixation on sexual availability for the consumption of primarily cishet men. The exclusion from "acceptable" womanhood and narratives of danger to "normal" women.

Funny how this one keep being relevant

Charlie Kirk's head just did that on it's own, actually.

Live by the stochastic violence, die by the stochastic violence

Just realised I've got in the habit of smiling at any girl I see who looks a little bit clocky. We gotta look out for each othet

Damn, I hate how every time I try fucking about trying to make music I find the whole experience so deeply exhausting and demotivating. A big part of it is that what interests me is making interesting noises with synths, and it feels like there's a brick wall of complexity there

I keep seeing hot muscular trans women and often have a thought along the lines of "hey I should work out and get all buff and shit", but then I remember it would really cut into my lazing around and dissociating time, plus I'd probably have to cut down on my intake of filling-the-boredom snacks.

The "male loneliness epidemic" is actually a statistical error. Incel Georg, who lives in a cave and hasn't interacted with another human being since the day he was born, is an outlier and shouldn't be counted.

When you say the most vile, degrading shit to her in bed and she just looks up at you, smiles sweetly and says "thank you"

Somehow its gone from something I was into and almost nobody else I knew had even the slightest bit of interest in, to now finding almost everyone I know (in a kink context) being at least hypno-curious

lmao, even my Sad Girl Hours posting isn't immune to my dogshit writing thing of rewording stuff but only half-doing it so the result ends up being incoherent. Dumb bitch wants to be a writer so bad but can't even post in readable scentences.

One wierd thing, idk if you'd call it a regret, that I've found myself turning over in my mind is a profound frustration at how, like a lot of trans folks, I threw myself into Wierd Hobbies and Skills to occupy my brain during some of the really rough years.

aaaa ya girl has just done her first injection, lets see if these live up to the hype

Off to see my girlfriend

Just realised I've got in the habit of smiling at any girl I see who looks a little bit clocky. We gotta look out for each othet

Decided to go all out on my makeup for tonight. Gonna kiss so many pretty women

Migranes are some fucking bullshit how is half a headache do much worse I fuckin hate this

Plurality speed runner: "oh were getting great splits today"

Yknow, I've been really searching my brain for a nation which engaged in a settler-colonial project that didn't later perpetuate a genocide, and I can't think of a single one.

Ya girl got a new swimsuit

Lads, is it gay to cuddle up to my wife from behind and then wiggle back and forth chanting "doggie wife"?

If theres one big takeaway from this whole absurd thing its that transphobes need to distort the truth the point it's basically pure fabrication and then push it out with the full assistance of the press, and even then mostly look like they're whinging about total non-issues

Blegh, i hate being in the wierd in-between state of being too sleepy to really do anything much, but too awake and with it to nap. I swear like half the day has gone down a hole for me

@taliabhatt.itch.io look what I found at my local anarchist bookshop

"This person", or as you may be more familiar hearing it "this uppity tranny"

Fops go shops!

Haha love how I just lose an entire day cause my brain did a bad and now everything is just a big fuckin mess

this is a joke country for joke people and i would like it to stop please

A trans woman who's been ostracised from queer communities is getting off, she's shooting hot allostatic loads

Yeah I'm afab (A Faggot, Also Boobies)

Wow I love living in this panoptocon where I must constantly consider what I say in private in case it gets used in bad faith to harass me and my friends.

I think a difficult thing that a lot of folks need to hear is that there's no one load-bearing personal failing that you can fix and then everything will be Just Fine. All the ways that you are hurt are connected to each other and to seemingly unrelated facets of your life

There's a tiny little spark in my heart, I blow on it to see if there's a fire to start

Little sis roughly the size of a big sis

The thing about being transgender is that I'm actually just really pretty now

Maid who coincidentally keeps seeming to have *just* put bleach in the toilet when you want to piss and insists that you can just use her instead.

Well I guess I was leaning on the lathe of heaven there because within 12 hours suddenly progress

girl who talks about sex like it's a workout, drinking her pre-workout smoothie all through foreplay, only to then turn around and be the bottomiest pillow princess to walk the earth

Damn looks like my brain wants to do oh so many different flavours of sad girl hours today. I love how I realised I was trans over 8 years ago, and surgery is still a far off thing. I even more love how I was referred for surgery back in 2020 and it's gone fucking nowhere.

I really wish more folks would get it through their heads that you can, in fact, just try HRT and see how you like it and you'll be fine. If it's good for you, excellent. If it's not, you can just stop, there's not going to be any significant long-lasting changes within the first few months.

huh, wierd how I get all sombre and introspective and do the whole sad girl hours thing a lot on thursday afternoons. Deffo unrelated to the fact that I have therapy right after lunch on thursdays, I'm sure