A constant self reminder through this health journey has been that Healing is not linear. Let the bad days go as easily as they come, they are not setbacks.

Alight, I'm gonna overshare and yap about my current life events. While I feel my mutuals are like-minded to myself, I'm still yapping in the open and may get some backlash on a sensitive subject This is all to say, any negative comments or unnecessary shaming will see folks being blocked.

Coming to terms that I'm living through a significant personal life event that I can't just brush off like it's nothing. I'm getting resources for assistance Via doctors, otherwise I'm just managing to be kind to my body and mind while I'm living this moment

Today's events to make connections and feel human again involve going to a little (or big??) Vegan festival in Worcester/Shrewsbury!

Forced myself to go outside to make some human connection, so I spent lastnight at the local craftlab and painted a little Totoro. For never having drawn the character and also not favoring watercolor, I'm pretty pleased with the outcome

Anyone want a chibi for $20? 🌟Just gimme a theme/expression and I GOT YOU 🗣🖼👩🏽‍🎨

Less than 24hrs away from surgery time. Anxious more for related things over the surgery itself. Doing all that I can for preparation so I don't feel bad needing help for a few days post-op :')

Splurged on a Dunks green tea today and got gifted a berry lemonade "mistake" bevvie with it. Mixed it all together and had myself a lovely little afternoon drink :3

Upcoming break from work means more time for ~passion projects~ I'm going to cook using tofu at home for my first time ever soon and I'm more excited about this than I should be :0) (also hello don't laugh, I have been intimidated by the Blank Slate of tofu)

Pre-op is tomorrow, with minor surgery coming up in a little over a week. Weird stuff! Hoping that yanking some pieces out will help my body chill out. After having a pretty wildly busy last two months @ work, I'm thankful to get a forced break, even if the circumstances aren't my fave 🥲

love that our culture promotes individualism but not individuality. do everything yourself, but do it in the same way as everyone else

Making guacamole suddenly turned into bandages, moving our fridge, and deep cleaning the entire kitchen floor. Incredibly eventful!!

(sorry this is a fun way to share things) I learned this year, at the age of 33, that I have an extra organ in my body!

Severed human body parts were discovered floating in the pond outside my work on Wednesday. I drove past the scene as cops were crawling out of the pond, confirming it was indeed human remains

It's a good day for strawberry scones, as a treat~

There's nothing wrong with escaping, whether it be into a hobby you enjoy, a game, or going outside to enjoy the tiny glimmers of spring beginning. it doesn't make you weak and it doesn't mean you don't give a shit about the state of the world. Trying to exist with a little bit of joy is not a crime

The best part about working on the weekend? The whole kitchen belongs to meeeee. Zero interruptions as I jam out while cooking 😌 the literal dream

Hello I want to be off work so I can yell about pokemon aaaaaaaaa

MRI results are (partially) in and I have.... A rare and complex reproductive anomaly 🎉🎉🎉🎉 (nothing is serious/ dangerous!)

I've had a rental car since Monday bc my car broke down in a big way and I miss my car so much :')

I think the new trend of furries wearing those pet-carrying backpacks for their fursuit pieces while also being spacially unaware of their surroundings and bumping everybody is really cool, actually

Am at ANE, wowie

I have not had the time or energy to tend to my hair, I'll dye it tomorrow but WOooof my roots are wild rn

One day of work, then I'll get to be a Lil Boston dog for a day. I'm really looking forward to it, I realllly need this day of seeing some animal friends (Pls say hi to me if you see me at ane on Saturday)

I doodled some African wild dogs at work the other day - I came to find my head chef carefully cut them out and displayed them in her office If that isn't the cutest and sweetest thing...🥺

Happy Wolf Moon 🐺

There are 770,000 Venezuelan refugees in the US. Let's be sure to protect them too. Here's a list of refugee resettlement orgs by state that you can volunteer with or donate to: rcusa.org/resources/st... Here's a map highlighting resettlement clusters:

Considering that my single day going to ANE last year was the most uplifting thing I did maybe all year, you'd think I would have planned out attending this year (psst.... I didn't 🤷 guess I'll wing it w/ commuting in again)

Don we now our gay apparel 🎄 [ #art #characters #coyote-and-badger ]

Alright pals, my new fave meal-maker has been Beyond's "steak tips" We've done Soooo many different recipes using them, I'm really into it. Stroganoff, tacos, rice&veggies, stir fry... Thatsjust to start - endless possibilities though. Really nice texture and bite to them plus quick to cook up 👌👌👌👌

incoming TMI w/ tw blood mentions I've been having a period for 6 straight weeks now. I'm having a pain flare up, and blood has tripled, easily. I'm in so much pain and discomfort today. I have to work through it bc doctors can no longer help, it's all specialized wait lists for me baybee :')

hey, I am not gonna doompost about it necessarily but, a glance around will tell you it's a hard & stressful time for artists, and especially so this year consider dropping a kofi donation, or reposting a shop link, or even just, leave a comment so someone knows you like their work it does matter

I’ve been feeling a need to get back to art. It’s cathartic. I’m a simple and small animal, with feelings much too large to bark out. Art helps me with that.

good morning, I’m opening up for a handful of badges(3). I can ship or deliver to ANE. Bust -125 Full - 175 email [email protected] with your reference sheet if interested Thanks!🙏

Been feeling this a lot recently, the month has been tiring uwu #keeksdraws

Been feeling this a lot recently, the month has been tiring uwu #keeksdraws

I can't help but feel like I'm being laughed at here :p

I had to fight and wait about a month to get this doctor appointment and left it now feeling unheard. Their solution for me is a semi complex operation and I just don't feel like that my only option yet. I'm so frustrated

I'm at the Wegmans, I'm at the gynecologist, I'm at the combination Wegmans, Gynecologist (and gym!)

The good news : we put up our tree! Gonna decorate this weekend if not tomorrow The weird news: I've confirmed I'm allergic to touching the tree :') (wasn't able to confirm it last year, but it's 1000% the same hives moments after touching, Cross ref'd photo docs)

With being body-unwell since October I had accumulated many... Piles Of Things in all of my home spaces. I finally had the spoons to tidy them up this weekend and WOOOF, what a treat to myself. Clean desk to come home to jsut about brings a tear to the eye :')

In the slow season at work, I help out our social media team with ~making content~ (aka recording videos of kitchen prep!) Here's a video from this week of some liquid nitrogen ice cream being mixed (by yours truly)

My 6-week long pain journey update nobody asked for Since my malpositioned IUD removal didn't resolve the pain, I've got dozens of # 's for endometriosis specialists. I'm calling all offices again 8am Monday. If nobody can schedule me within 48hrs, then I'll be checking into a hospital

Ooooogh new dragon just dropped on Flight Rising and I GUESS I'm abandoning all previous project dragons for them 👋

Another Dr appointment scheduled :( pain is unbearable today. I've had constant moderate pain in my body for over a month now and I'm still trying to find out what's up ;;

I love the fall 🧡💛

New Worcester bakery with delightful looking treats is enough to get me out of bed at 7am on a Sunday 👀

call your friends cute! call them hot! say i love you! fuck me dude ive spent twenty two years thinking i had to be polite about my friends when you should frankly be a little in love with everyone youre close with. they matter to you. let them know it

I watched a girl do a little happy twirl after I complimented her face piercings and my Lil gay heart nearly burst hahahaha :')