Why didn’t the rapture take me

I feel sad. I enjoyed worlds but after coming home I have realized not being a content creator makes me feel insignificant. Like I’m no one. Being a mod is no one. I could support someone as much as I can and it doesn’t matter. No one is going to say they were excited to meet me.

For some reason my parents want to celebrate today. Out of all the years to celebrate this is not the one. I’ll pass.

I was going to do Safari Week but now that I’m 10k more in debt to save my cat, I’ll have to pass this year. Maybe in BD.

I could finally bring my sweetie pie home. Moon is doing well. I have to give her fluids and stuff and she is alive and I am so thankful to the vets that saved her. Now, I don’t think I’ll be able to take my eyes off of her. 😭

Please let my baby go home today, please.

The last few days have been really hard. My cat is really sick. She was admitted to the hospital yesterday. I went to a place that let me stay with her. Her kidneys are failing. I was afraid she wasn’t going to make it. She’s on fluids and her numbers are going down, thankfully.

I might attempt to do Safari Week. We shall see

Kpop is exhausting hahaha I’m ready to move on for the most part. I just gravitate towards this music tho

I can’t do this anymore. I seriously cannot anymore. I just don’t want to be here anymore.

Brother why give me more hours at work, now I feel obligated to do them

I’m just gonna hide away and not interact with streamers lol

I went to Epic Universe on Saturday!! It was AMAZING

Shout out to Walmart for charging me when I didn’t even secure the preorder

We’re going to worlds baby!!!

Getting your heart broken is a good motivator 😂

I committed myself to something totally crazy today. Crazy as it it’s crazy for me. Why did I do it? lol eventually I will reveal what has happened but for now I need to make sure this is real.

I thought I was doing well, but really, if I go off in public, my anxiety is so high.

Man I hate being in public. As I write this in public

Miami!!!

❤ shorturl.at/E8XPT

Been sitting in Epcot alone for about an hour. Was told to come by 9. Lyft came early. Nothing worked out right lol

After a year and a half of constant stress, I'm finally ready to take the next step in my streaming journey. I'm pushing for Twitch partner 💜

I can’t even drive sir

Pizza from Wawa is not good. lol

I’m going to be so busy the first two weeks of March…so I won’t be able to play Wilds on release! So sad

By the way if anyone has been wondering where I’ve been, I have been in a bad mental state recently from a change in medication. Working hard with my doctor. It’s hard though.

Ok I finally deleted that app. I kept it to keep up with people but hopefully I can through other methods!

First shiny of the year

My instagram algorithm is so fucked

NICE @emonggtv.bsky.social @thefarmerjohn.bsky.social WOO HOO

I did it. I booked a trip to see one of my favorite kpop groups. My anxiety is through the roof but I can do this!

Really went hard on Sungjae’s album lol

Ugh I miss Tales of Arise

We're live on twitch hunting shiny Copperajah because we hit our TAW milestone! twitch.tv/shawnking2255

I am enjoying black ops 6

It’s good news! I saved!

3DS battery ran out. Can’t remember if saved after last shiny. 😭

LIVE NOW - Day 1 of the Bug Catching Contest Week! www.twitch.tv/basilsofresh

No fucking way!!! The way I screamed!!! #rumbleweekend

Two in one go?? I’ll take it #rumbleweekend

Took me a little over 20k…phase one for Voltorb 🥲 #shinypokemon

Went to the friend safari to get a shiny because my voltorb hunts is over double odds, but now I’m double odds in FS

I have no idea what to hunt next. Honestly I haven’t touched 8192 since Week of Legends and weirdly after installing the controller mod I have had no desire to do 8192. Switch gaming is fun right now.

Check out my shiny woo hoo

Woo hoo!!! Today was a good trading day

We’re much closer now!!!!

Can’t decide whether to buy Scarlet or just trade or whatever

I should have bought the DLC when everyone else did cause now I gotta do these damn BBQs on my own 😭