Net died, so marathon is over. Fucking ATT.

1 hour. Then, the marathon begins

I think I'm going to retire. No, not graduate, just... retire. Its been.... it would be a lie to say it was fun the whole way through. Over this week I'll be planning out my Retirement/Streamaversary/Birthday stream, and we will go for 72 hours next weekend. Thank you everyone who's been here.

Look at this old adding machine someone was just giving away? Time to clean 'er up and make 'er shine

I've been sicker than a dog the last week. I will get better i promise, drinking lots of tea and such. But I ain't been idle either. #ENVtuber #pngtuber

It is one thing to look upon the fog so thick it obscures your next step. To merely look upon it, you can feel death ever so close, as though it awaits, or warns. But to walk within it, much more awaits. You could be lost upon it, and should you emerge, you will never know if you are the same.

After my birthday stream on sunday, I... I don't know. One friend is telling me not to just give up but.... Maybe I need to work up to a 72 hour stream, maybe that will get me back in the groove. I don't know anymore. Anyways, here's what we painted on Sunday. Was a good bday. #envtuber #pngtuber

To my friends, followers, and partners in crime. May the New years bring you a peace of mind for a brief respite, and mqy you continue to grow. It is so .... it makes me happy to see growth from all of you, to see where you began and where you are now. I always believe in you. #Envtubers

I had a craving today for Eggnog. NONE OF THE STORES AROUDN ME FUCKING HAVE ANY! It is like the mango pepsi all over again.

My ultimate goal for this upcoming year is to record a duet version with someone of Sinatra and Dinah Shore's rendition of "Tea for Two" Yes, I'm easy, yet impossible to please.

I don't need to add shit to this. #santaisafemboy

From Papa Al to you and yours: May your holiday be as sweet as jazz and as warm as a hug from someone you love. Spend it right—with good company, good food, and memories worth cherishing. Life’s a fleeting tune, so make sure it swings. Happy Holidays, dolls and gents. #ENVtuber

Happy Holidays my friends. I regret I won't be able to stream this week, but know you're all in my thoughts. I hope your days be full of warmth, cheer, and just a touch of chaos. May you spend the holidays with loved ones and remember to hold them close. #pngtuber #ENVtubers

Alright gang, the Throne has been updated. The first wave of Models are on there now in case you want your own custom painted and crafted dream car. Remember if you buy something there, it will come to you, and you need to be safe with messaging me about the vehicle. #ENVtubers throne.com/papaal

Forgive me father, for I could not say no the the poison that has seeped once more into my body, and have succumbed to the lust of relief once more. I have failed the name and crest of Stellari and Moretti, and I pray my precious kin, young and free, fall not to this sin as I have.

Well, shes looking more complete. Don't get me wrong, I want to smash the suspension, and not in that kind of way eitha. Still, she's a beaut, a dame above all otha dames! We went and raided @chirpybirby.bsky.social so go check her out below! #ENVtubers www.twitch.tv/chirpybirby

She may look beautiful after three hours, but holy mudda she is a pain in my ass! We went and raided @misslalavt.bsky.social so go check her out here and down below at her twitch! #ENVtuber twitch.tv/misslalavt

Bass heavy eardbuds and headphones really make Dynasties and Dystopia really just hammer into your head. It's like fucking nicotine, I'm addicted to this song now.

I will say that I have now binged all of Arcane. And just like Invincible, the show was fine, made me, for just a microfucksecond(smallest measurement of time) made me want to play league. And then I Loled. But more so, the music was fucking top notch and I am binging that even more so.

You know what makes me mad? Well first off, powers not fixed. But Secondly, and @harleyisanova.bsky.social knows this one well, but they don't sell MY muda fuggin MANGO. MOTHERFUCKING. PEPSI. Sorry nova, had to tag you XP

2 and half fucking hours. Power died twice. And this is all I have built. Goddamn motherfuckin piece a shit glue everywhere pain in the goddamn ass! But she do look good.

Long after our kind is gone from this planet, Terra will still have her beauty. These mountains and islands will stand triumphant over us, their stones the last things to remember us.

I'll do better next year. I promise. This year, I set up New years Resolutions for streaming and growth. I fell far short of those goals, try as I might. For next year, I am revamping my throne for models, and we are going to go further into car and 40k models. #twitchrecap #pngtuber

UPDATE: Yeah fucking not even gonna try to fix that goddamned rip. Best to use the denim as patch material for other pants in future.

Unrelated to this, should I do a sewing stream? YES I FUCKING SEW, EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW HOW.

God. Mother. Fucking. Damnit. 2 hours into my day and my old ass jeans rip. Right along the groin and leg seam. AND IVE GOT 5 MORE MOTHERFUCKING HOURS OF THIS SHIT. FUCKING. YAY! Im drinking heavily today.

It is 6 am and pitch black outside. It is those moments, of seeing the darkness, that my internal worries scream at me, claw at the edges of my sanity, threaten to rip my psyche to shreds. It is here where the coffee tastes sweetest, yet the loneliness is more bitter than the cold is freezing.

The beautiful mountains stand like stalwart guards. #mtrainier #mtbaker #PacificaNorthwest #ENVtuber #pngtuber

Sn'owdy everyone! I'm Shelby, a mutated snail who can take a human form! The little snail dog is my best buddy, Sheldon! It's wonderful to meet you all! ~ Design by Koidrop on Toyhouse ~

Vlive is gone. I've met good people from it. But after talking with friends, sharing screenshots, they all told me what I needed to hear So I'm standing my ground here. The people who treated me this way? Fuck. You. Maybe there are other reasons your 3 other groups you tried to join died.

ALSO YOU MOTHERFUCKERS! You want to talk shit to @parkerryland.bsky.social ? Welcome to the HR office. Let me take your anger and complaints, I'll listen to them, and then I'll SHOVE ALL OF IT SO FAR UP YOUR GODDAMNED ASS THEY'LL NAME A FUCKING PARADOX AFTER YOUR LACK OF LIFE. Capiche? fuck off

Foggy ass day

First coat of Eurothane done and this girl looks as smooth as goddamn glass. Second coat tomorrow or monday

Base coat finished. Should be done drying tomorrow, then Wednesday morning we do a second coat. Especially on the red.

And look at this beautiful lil bird.

I love when the water is so clear. It's like seeing through a portal to another place you can't touch.

I didn't know which one was best, so I added all three takes. I call it "city fights back the dark"

Saw a beautiful doe whos been frequenting around my house, and I've fed her apples that weren't good enough for pies or sauce. Today she walked up close and I even called her over. Surprisingly she came over and I even got to pet her head. I did however fuck off when her buck came over.

I have been searching for an old friend from my childhood who tied me to fallout, who showed it to me. I couldnt remember his last name so I had to do the most obscure searches for a month. I wanted to have this happy reunion as an endcap for the video. It seems it is not for me to get what I want.

Some good morning pictures. The lighting on the ferry was just too perfect to not take a picture of. The fog layering in the second pic I liked as well.

Bringing an emotional point to games is fine and all, but now comes the debate of... whether putting myself in the flesh there, or using the png. Png would be fine, but character breaking lorewise. Doing the opening would feel insincere if the back is turned. Revealing the face.... it feels weird.

Welcome to script writing. Thought to be fair, this is before any trimming and going over it with a fine tooth comb

Talking with my russian friend who doesn't like driving, and prefers public transport, when I realized something: The car is a piece of the soul, because you can make it truly you. If we both had the same car, same budget, we both will create something different that represents... well, us.

Imma let ya all fuggin' know right now, I'm probably not gonna post that often over here except ta link to streams or put up art projects when I do them.