The rice wine distiller has a burnt bottom. Time to power scrub it to life again!

At the gym and I got tired then crossed my arms and it looks pretty good.

I drank nearly a dangerous amount of water and I'm still thirsty.

Good morning! I finally have at least 7 hours of sleep this month. I'm actually functionally almost nominally again. I'm not at full capacity, but wow the way my brain just organizes things when well rested is pretty scary. I already have my day planned out, just need to write them all down.

i fell asleep on the uber

Got called good looking at a store today. I will remember this for next week.

I love character design!

I should go take HEMA and Iaido classes that I've always been talking about.

My sleep debt and this heat has been negatively affecting me in a lot of ways. I don't appreciate the little things enough like; I cleaned my room and one of the side cabinets look fairly stunning whenever I look over. It just needs a tapestry to complete that warrior corner.

My family bought cheap popsicles and it was surprisingly very delectable.

At least the mirror looks stunning today. 😁

My family wants to go to a relaxing vacation at a resort where we need armed guards to keep us safe lmao.

I got led on and strung along only for them to tell me they found someone hot. I'm a little annoyed but I didn't feel that upset because I wasn't really entertaining it, since we barely knew each other. Still, what the hecc. What a player. 🙎

I sacrificed so much for others. Heavy rainfall has come. A divine intervention~ Who's wish will come today?

Been super tired lately. I napped again today, hope to get plenty of sleep tonight. Also wow man, fighting is bad. I need to get strong enough to like stop people from doing that lmao.

Meow meow was sitting on the fencing, guarding our territory from another meow meow (probably a chainsmoker lol). He's just like me frfr, except I don't want meow meow fighting the local clean up catto.

Wow I passed out for three hours napping. It's already evening. I feel a bit better and more recovered. Very thirsty. I should take my multi-vitamin and drink a lot of water. May you be well hydrated too oomfie.

doom scrolling and everyone is so whimsical and having a good time. I need to learn how to do that again too.

Bad sleep today. I wish to go to sleep soon. I still have some groceries to shop and butane to refill. I have become strong enough that I thought the gas tanks were completely empty haha.

My handler is not here when I arrived on time. 😃 So they reassigned me a new one. It's been 30 minutes. Death sentence~

huge self reminder: life is way too short to spend it ruminating. if i want to do it when i’m elderly, I’ll have plenty of time then. i think older me would want younger me to live freely 💘🦋🪽

I have a meeting today. Going back to school to take a quick course. May consider taking a philosophy degree and becoming a reserve infantry officer. Kind of something I've always wanted to do as a career.

Good morning. Woke up way too early today. I worked out a lot yesterday. I can lift 40lbs on each hand for multiple repa now, also sprint further than 100m dashes without dying. Was hoping to slumber like a dragon but not sure why it was difficult. I also had a nice dream helping family.

My guildmate has been working at a place for so long that people recognize when he's not there. I'm really happy he has a small community besides us.

Watched obsession with oomfie yesterday and it was great but horrible and I needed a lot of time to process it. I also talked about it with guildmates and I'm glad I'm not going insane. I don't you're supposed to relate to anyone in the movie. All of them were pretty horrible in their own way.

I had such a crazy dream yesterday when I took a nap. It was in a forest and we lived in a village playing hide and seek. Then it got kind of wild. I wrote it all down in a new journal but I'm too embarrassed to share. It was quite spicy, because I was listening to ASMR as I passed out haha.

Obsessing about Manhattan Cafe today. I had a square of coffee chocolate and now I'm fully awake haha.

No work for the weekend. I feel relaxed like never before. I still have so much to clean up in my room though. I should also organize my storage room.

When anything goes wrong I just think back to this book and learn of what to do. This one of forgiveness, not only telling of giving pardons, but not to hold onto contempt and move forward.

New day, new me. Going to leave my stress behind for the holidays.

I do not like to be back stabbed.

I'm so stressed out and frustrated. I'm done with having my kindess being taken advantage of.

I still get pretty competitive when I want to do something a little bit faster in a group.

Good morning! I have good news! We can be bees! A jest a day, keeps the depression away!

legends are true. (I exploded)

I just ate food and I'm gonna go shower. (I'm going to explode) ((According to eastern legends.))

I kinda miss sharing a bed to nap with.

I found out my video card got squashed somehow and so I have to delay streaming again. I guess I should write the script.

It's so hot outside. The moment i opened the door, I got slammed with a heat wave.

Good morning! Have a magentle morning haha.

My muma made bread in the middle of the night. I'm going to go eat one now lmao.

I have a chest now.

Had a chat with oomfie, my sanity is back to normal haha.

I took a nap and time warped haha. Gonna go stream my drawing.

Too self-conscious, ending up not doing anything at all. Like a "Realist" who's actually a pessimist, and wanting to play it safe, but miss opportunities that were never taken.

Japan is so humble. I'm happy to see the world continue to chase their dreams.

I've been so overworked the last week and now that it's calm and focused, the 10 minutes I just sit around feels like an hour. I can't believe the morning was just 3-4 hours ago.

I already have so many things to do and I just wanna do a bit more. Thinking of becoming a personal trainer as a side job. I like to go to the gym often, I enjoyed training my homies, and I study it enough to actually do them well and safely. I already do isometrics on the regular too.

Good morning! Meow meow wanted to go outside the moment I woke up again. It is that day of the week. Please take care and don't burn yourself.